#smallrant

I really wish I hadn’t seen the crazy side of what people have said about angel face. It always hurts me to see how cruel people are.

The cancer in me really don’t gaf! Lol I don’t need to converse with folks everyday. When I do reach out, it’s from a genuine place. I don’t mind being alone or being around all the time. My home is my peace!

I do apologise for my small rant here. Even with hyperfixations, I'm very picky when it comes to things like this. I'm currently still hyperfixated on Last Legacy and I'm just here in this app, trying to feed myself some Last Legacy content I can find.

Because seriously: I have female friends who say things like, "but he had a rough time and had no one there for him" but let's correct that to state that oftentimes, these men had good people (including other men) around them who wanted to guide them in the right direction and they chose not to listen. I have watched too many men choose such poor decisions without a second thought about the people they harmed in the meantime. They really think they can get away with their actions and have it not affect themselves the way it hurt and affected others and then act so surprised when the burden falls upon them

Truth be told I wonder at times why I ended up having some of the family members I do because granted I will never know what it truly feels like to have an actual mother or father who truly want you or actually care about you.

It took a bit to understand why this hit. Drunk: by alcohol to the extent of losing control of one's faculties or behavior. You came into this world alone, and you’ve made it this far, yet you’re too incapacitated to get home. A safe space, a haven. In the context of the song the meaning is completely different. UPSAHL’s vocals are killer.