May 30, 2025
H o t l i n e
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H o t l i n e
(This piece is a vent art that expresses my personal life)
Visit Straw page to draw and ask questions anonymously
Check out all my socials at my Carrd Page
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Incêndio.
As pessoas são armadilhas. Talvez nem se apercebam.Também eu o devo ser, com certeza, em relação a alguém. Talvez nem seja por mal. Talvez não tenhamos consciência disso. Mas destruimo-nos uns aos outros. Como? Somos os únicos seres com o dom (?) da Razão, da inteligência, e somos verdadeiros animais a relacionar-nos uns com os outros. Atropelamo-nos por entre egoÃsmos e altruÃsmos (um disfarçado do outro, e lá vamos alternando). Por muitas pontes e castelos que construamos, acabamos sempre por queimá-los. Pegamos nós no fósforo ou atiramo-lo alegre e inconscientemente a outra pessoa para ver um belo espetáculo de luz, cor, calor - em breves momentos esse espetáculo torna-se num incêndio puro, ofuscante, negro e ardente. A essas queimaduras chamo mágoa. E à s cicatrizes chamo lições. Mas talvez eu precise de mais feridas para aprender de verdade. Talvez nunca aprenda.
You.
It’s a cliche but you’re the last person on my mind before I go to sleep. The first person on my mind when I wake up.
The reason I can’t eat, can’t concentrate on work or TV shows. The person who occupies my mind the most. Borderline unhealthily, actually.
I really, REALLY like you. But I know that I am probably more into you than you are me. And that I probably think about you more than you think about me.
I want to get to know you better. Spend more time with you. Kiss you, hug you and hold your hand again. Wake up next to you and in your arms. I want you to want me as bad as I want you. I want you to love me someday.
The passion I feel when I’m with you and the fun we have together is addictive. It is what fuels these feelings I have for you.
But you are distant now. Then sometimes you’re not. And I don’t know what it all means. I don’t know if you still want her or if it really is over for you now.
But one thing I do know is that I cannot compete if someone else still holds your heart. I will not. I can’t hurt myself like this anymore.
Reset
I’m almost 40 and I..... bout lost my sanity. Forget the words and you lose lose your humanity I don’t really care if they care, they try to scam on me. The fault is mine yes it is because I let them. I aim to please and want to help and so I sweat them. I recruit my self for their game but I don’t vet them.
Those days are done I hold the chips but I dont bet em. I take the bags full of me away now they can’t get em. I’m back to righting my wrongs with ink and vellum. The stench of dead emotions half buried are piling high but I can’t smell em. Â
It stinks,.. but not for me anymore, their thinks... are not for me anymore. Don’t blink cause I’m not me anymore. At least not as you knew me before. I broke the links to the chains and they hittin the floor. So heavy it sinks submarines deep, a heavy knock at the door. Who could it be?Â
Welcome?! Its me but from the past. What shall I tell him? That future memories of yesterday’s present presented in the past tense amplified by nonsense and remixed with a deep sense, leaks ...so double bag and don’t release ..your grip,walk slow, not a pimps pace don’t make haste gird ya hips and don’t get lost in the sweet space that is your own mind. Time don’t make time, people do. Don’t be me....Be you.
Been working on this one for awhile. Despite that I dislike roses, this quote has meaning to me right now. For awhile I feel like people only want to accept half of who I am, only the good stuff. They don't want to accept the bad that comes with it. Which is sad, makes me feel like I'm not worth it. But then I think about this quote and I think all the good is worth the bad. Isn't that why people like roses? They are so beautiful people are willing to get pricked by thorns just to have them. #flowerwreath #lettering #calligraphy #handlettering #roses #thorns #quotes #andregide #art #expressingmyself #expressing #feelings
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"Maybe you dumbasses wouldn't feel emasculated by feminism if your manhood wasn't rooted in something other than oppressing women."
My little rant
Truth be told I wonder at times why I ended up having some of the family members I do because granted I will never know what it truly feels like to have an actual mother or father who truly want you or actually care about you.
Omicron Day 4
Didn't think I was going to start off using my tumblr with a post about covid but i guess here we are. Not the most exciting post and not the most unique either but that's where my life is at the moment. I'm actually glad that i have an outlet to share my thoughts. I would use my FB or IG but tbh they're overrated and also I have a bunch of judgie people who follow me on there. *eye roll* Anyways back to my covid day 4... I am feeling a lot better today. I only feel like my brain is floating inside my head and it technically always is but I can actually FEEL it floating in my head. (The only thing I can think of as an example for my poor brain is that little small plastic thing that holds chlorine and floats around a home pool.) My symptoms have actually diminished greatly even though they were not really that bad to begin with.
I started off feeling awful the night of 01/16 to which I thought was because I was so devastated from the embarrassing loss the Cowboys had against the 49ers but it turned out that the horrible chills and fever came from covid. The 2nd day I spent in the dark in my room quarantined. I knew immediately that morning that i was not going to have a great day if I had went to work so I cancelled all of my patients. I'm very thankful because everyday that has gone by I've felt better. Also, I am very thankful because I am very fortunate to not have serious severe symptoms as many people have experienced form covid. I don't think I would've felt this good if it wasn't for my parents and my amazing fiancé. If you ever read this babe I am very thankful for how thoughtful you are with me <3
I guess now I'll just check in daily to update my day as well as my symptoms. I currently don't mind being at home at all. I love being home and getting lost in my computer, it would be a totally different story if I didn't have internet to distract me! Im going to watch RickyDillon play Pokemon Brilliant right now and then maybe a movie who knows!
-Jewls 11:30pm 01/21/22