I wish I could say I’m going to post a lot more - I’ve written many times before that I want to get back into using this blog more often and although it is still true, I can’t really promise that I will. I’ve been struggling a lot over the past couple of years with mental and physical health issues that I’m still trying to muddle my way through. Last year I was forced to drop out of school for a year to focus on getting better and this year I’ve been repeating my final year at a new school. I’m glad to say I survived and that I completed my A levels just over a week ago! I’m hoping to go to university in September but I’ll have to wait until results day to find out. In the meantime, perhaps I’ll add more to this blog. The problem is is that I feel I’ve somewhat lost my passion for sci-fi alongside other things due to exhaustion, depression and focusing on exams (it’s been quite a shock now they’re suddenly over). I really want to enjoy these things again, I miss spending time on drawing fan art and being enthusiastic but currently I’m struggling to find the energy and motivation to do most things and I’m just having to take each day as it comes. I’m not sure if this really makes sense, especially as being part of a fandom has got me through rough times in the past and given me something else to focus on. I just think having been away from it for a while, it will take some effort to get more involved again. I also want to apologise for all the times I’ve written about doing more on this blog only to immediately disappear again.