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The story that inspired my complete mindset shift : "The door analogy"

(Please read it to the end, I promise you it's not a vent blog, but merely a realization that quite honestly rattled me) :

I just saw a grey cat waiting and yearning for his Mrs outside of her balcony, while she, the neighbor's beautiful white cat, kept watching him with a sad almost tearful gaze, unable to get through the huge bars of that balcony, because no matter how hard she has tried to sneak through the tiny holes of the metallic fence, she's stuck, exhausted yet resilient, and he's rooting for her on the other side, she can feel it, she can feel him, even when she cannot reach him...yet.

Yes, I referred to them as he/she and not IT.

Because they are the embodiment of my significant other and I, and those bars are what's keeping us apart...(bear with me istg I'm js being dramatic here) two different realities, two tired yet restless souls, and one invisible string tying it all together.

He's on the other side, in a different reality than mine, rooting for me in silence, in dreams, in everything but his presence...yet.

Skip here if you don't like dramatics :

I kept glaring at the two for a while, I couldn't tear my eyes off of them, I just wanted to find out how would they solve this, how can they be so close, yet so incredibly far from each other and do nothing more about it, those holes are obviously too tiny you white cat!!, you just cannot continue trying, it's done for, use your little brain!! Give up!!!, and you, what can you do other than loving her from a far?!! Give up and go home grey cat, life is beautiful on your side, isn't it? Enjoy it, forget her.

But then you know what happened at the end ?

They still found their way back to each other...

She used the freaking front door....

The one that's been there the whole damn time....

But how can she possibly not think of that before ? Why haven't she used it and made all of that pain and misery stop?!

The answer is that the door was open this entire time, but you know why she didn't pay attention?

Because all that she was focusing on is the fact that through the balcony is the only way, that her s/o is right there, only if she could squeeze a little more, only if she found another hole, "he is right there", she thought, "but not with me, never with me".

That lack...

Exactly what i was thinking about the whole entire time watching them, even when she was always attemting, she still limited herself, I limited her too....

And we both missed out on the damn open door .

She reunited with her grey mister, and they both walked off and left me alone, startled and overwhelmed.

But you know what the white cat taught me?

He is mine.

He is on the other side.

But he's not waiting for me, he never has.

I'm not going through any turmoil or hardships getting to him.

Because I'm already with him, no balcony, no grass, no tiny holes, metal bars or crazy possessive neighbors are ever gonna change that.

The white cat found out it was all fake, all an illusion she created, she just liked believing it was her fate because it was easier to play that card.

Once she called it out, it vanished, as if it was never there in the first place.

Because it wasn't, the truth is what she paints it to be.

Because the door has always been open for me.

I just need to walk through it...

Sorry for the tags, figured it's an interesting pov to share (this analogy was based on numerous information available on a couple of blogs I've read recently by the lovely @cloverapple, and they deeply resonated with me, add to the mix seeing the beautiful two outside, yep, I figured it out <3)

Disclaimer: First of all, I want to say that what I’m saying comes from my own experience and from what I’ve built as truth for myself in this reality. Just because I say it doesn’t mean it’s actually that way (I’m only sharing what I’ve learned). Remember that from each point of view, reality is different or works in a different way.

Lately, I’ve found myself thinking a lot (a lot, really...) Things have happened to me in this reality that feel like a sharp splinter in my brain and heart. Yes, even though I’ve proven to myself that reality shifting is real and that I’ve consciously manifested many things, I still fall into the “trap” of the 3D. Sometimes circumstances get the best of me and I feel like they’ll make me forget everything I’ve learned, but that never really happens. I know there’s something much greater than we can even imagine. I feel it in the air, in my whole being. I feel the calling. I feel like all of this is just a game (a game we can take control of or keep letting control us).

I completely understand you. Even though you keep persisting and persisting, you can’t see anything, or feel it. You feel like time slips through your fingers and you can barely catch a distant glimpse of your desire. It’s okay, breathe, say it out loud, let it go. Just because you have doubts doesn’t mean it won’t happen. I know exactly how it feels because I still go through those thoughts. I know that lately on Tumblr, posts keep saying things like (persist, don’t give in to the 3D, circumstances don’t matter, PERSIST NONSTOP). And well, that’s fine, but I think those who “made it” forget something. At some point, at some moment, they had those same thoughts and doubts, those same fears. Most people who succeeded did so in very different ways. Some believed, some didn’t. Some fell asleep and woke up there, some just assumed, some used a method. Some saw things, felt things, and there are also those who didn’t feel the shift at all (it just happened naturally). Believe me, even those who’ve shifted still have fears, doubts, and blocks.

This is where this theory comes in. (I read this theory from @reynashift and she got it from @alisluvrob, by the way I couldn’t find her profile. That’s her Tumblr account but I saw her on TikTok, her posts are in Spanish). Everyone always says (at least in the shifting community) that we’re constantly changing realities without realizing it. I kept repeating that too, even though I didn’t feel it as truth for myself. Every time I said it, inside me it sounded like (how is that possible? So there’s no fixed reality? Then what are we? Where are we? Is nothing real?). The doubts haunted me.

Until I read that we don’t just shift realities randomly for no reason. Instead, there are branches in every reality/universe and depending on the decisions we make, we choose which branch to follow. Imagine a tree. That tree represents exactly where you are right now. This tree has branches and each one of those branches holds infinite outcomes that unfold depending on the decision you make in this moment. Let’s take a simple example: right now you’re reading this post and you decide you’re going to try it. You lay down on your bed and in your mind there are two dominant possibilities (among infinite ones). You either shift or you don’t. And unconsciously, you choose the branch where it didn’t happen because you let doubt take over and in your beliefs there’s this idea that you can’t do it if you have doubts. But in reality, you didn’t fail because you had doubts but because you unconsciously chose the branch where it didn’t happen. So now choose consciously to go down the branch where it doesn’t matter whether the doubts exist or not (it will happen anyway). Choose the branch that feels right for you and aligns with your own truth.

This means that everything is possible and you can achieve it in any way. You can consciously choose which branch to follow and it doesn’t matter what you believe in (because it’s not wrong, because you are the one who defines reality). Everything you believe leads you to a branch where that belief works and helps you shift. It will work because this experience is unique, personal, individual. There are no rules. Nothing can stop you. You can do it freely, however you want. Everything works, everything is valid and real. Do whatever you want, experiment, live, live your way, do it your way. If you believe that following a method step by step will help, do it. If you believe that doing “nothing” works, then keep doing that. Please start listening to yourself (what is it that you want? what makes you feel good?). Stop putting other people’s beliefs first and follow what your heart tells you.

to this reality which is a parallel reality of my CR but just one thing has changed, i got unnband of my new TikTok account.

Okay so yesterday at like 3am I received this message from tiktok

I then I was like OMG WAIT WHAT DID I DO. And bro I literally did nothing offensive..

it was my chic, aesthetic account (this one btw @ladynightdia)

After getting this message I was so stressed and so sad that I lost this account, and I was seeing what ppl were doing to take their acc back after getting banned. And everyone was saying how long it took to get it back after getting permanently banned.

I wanted to manifest to get my account back. But because I was overthinking it, I just decided that when I’ll sleep I’ll shift and wake up in a reality where i get my account back.

AND this morning, when I woke up, the 1st thing I did was taking my phone and going straight to tiktok. And then there it was my new account that has been banned and isn’t no more.

Algumas realidades vão parecer mais reais do que esta. Deixa isso entrar na sua mente por um segundo. Você acredita que este lugar é o mais real que existe? Não é. A vida é infinita. Então, muito provavelmente, existirão realidades que você vai experimentar onde terá acesso a sentidos que não possui aqui. Cores que você não consegue ver aqui. Linguagens que não têm nenhuma origem no mundo que você conhece. Sons e visões que você simplesmente não consegue começar a perceber aqui.

Porque o shifting é infinito, você terá acesso a realidades que não têm a mesma física que esta. Onde o tempo não funciona da mesma forma. Tipo, você pode até experimentar uma realidade onde é normal simplesmente viver a vida “fora de ordem”, como a gente conhece aqui. Poder dizer: “ah, eu tinha 20 anos ontem, 42 hoje e 12 amanhã”, e isso ser totalmente aceito. O normal.

Realidades onde ontem e amanhã nem sequer existem, e em vez disso a vida é apenas uma experiência contínua. Realidades onde pessoas não são pessoas, e coisas não são coisas. Existem realidades inteiras por aí onde tudo o que você poderia sonhar existe em um único plano.

E, por outro lado, existem realidades que não vão parecer tão “reais” quanto a que temos aqui, porque, pelos nossos critérios de definição, elas não seguem regra nenhuma — e ainda assim… existem. E você pode experimentá-las.

🧺 : SOFT LAUNDRY . . . what is your comfort item? a necklace you always wear? the soft blanket at the end of your bed? a certain drink you pick wherever you go?

💌 : LOVE LETTER . . . what random things do your friends associate with you? a fictional character you resemble? the scent you always wear? a dumb phrase you made up?

for the ask game!

A/N; I saw this at 5:55... is this a sign?

wednesday dr masterlist.

🍓 : SAPPY STRAWBERRY . . . what makes you all sappy and nostalgic?

Dead roses, unruly flower beds, poison petal tea, "weird" looking plush animals. They all remind me of my childhood, and more specifically for the dead roses and petal tea, Miss Morticia and being at the Addams' house.

🧺 : SOFT LAUNDRY . . . what is your comfort item?

The necklace from Wednesday, the mourning jewelry from my father's death, and a plush toy gifted to me when I was young are all top 3's.

💌 : LOVE LETTER . . . what random things do your friends associate with you?

I've been told my presence is reminiscent of owls. Red lipstick or liptint is also a thing people associate with me. Red berries, perhaps, or any small and round berry. My perfume has notes of red berries, though red fruit juices are another part of it.