#shefelt

@shefelt​ ♡.

he gets where she is coming from when she says it and he doesn’t even have to ask why the statement had left her lips. a close brush with death made many people question their existence and she was one of them now. he stays silent, letting the space between them feel as though it’s growing smaller from the lack of exchange between them until he feels it’s the right time to put his commentary on it. “sometimes its easier to think that you aren’t even here. you just go about your day and pretend its all normal but it doesn’t feel as though it is. you just let it happen and you don’t think about actually being there. you can’t be when no one else is.” he shrugs a little before he meets her eyes, making it a point to share eye contact with her. “but it’s okay to feel as though you have changed, allison. we don’t stay the same person forever. if we did then i would still be a high school jock that liked getting into trouble. we all grow up and experiences shape us into the person we are. you know i don’t have any expectations of you. remember that others shouldn’t either.”

if 13rw is is in any way redeemable, i want you to know that it’s solely because of your efforts to revise it in a way that’s beneficial to people with actual mental illness

 ❛     YEAH.     me and parties don’t exactly mix.     in fact    ,      i think the only reason i got invited to this thing was because alex probably started taking pity on me.      ❜          if it looked like she didn’t know how to act there     ,      with drunk kids partying like animals all around them      she didn’t.       instead opted to idly stand in a corner     ---------      ,    not trusting the drink someone placed in calloused hand.      searching for an escape !     @shefelt   .

FULL  ATTENTION  IS  NOT  GIVEN ;    she  isn’t  deserving  of  that.   he  offers  instead  a  slight  incline  of  his  head.    janson  is  half  tempted  to  simply  ignore  her.   confirming  her  statement.      however  he  wouldn’t  stoop  to  such  CHILDISH  actions.          ‘     only  the  annoying  ones.   it  fades  to  white  noise.   like  right  now.   fading …     ’           low  hum  soon  follows ,   gaze  remaining  down  on  the  clipboard  in  his  hands ,   faintest  smirk  twitching  at  the  corners  of  his  lips.