a mix of the anguish blood I bleed

with the all consumung anger in me

And the walloping sadness inside

I cry till my tears run dry

Heavy bags under my eyes

Mix it together you get my life

Gorgeous on the outside

Full of lows and highs

I like these parts of me

there's purple in everything

There's always a time and a place

I've danced in the summer rain

fell inlove when spring came

smoked my worries in the winter cold

Every year I get older

acquire a new set of skills

Try to manage life better

knowing what I do know now

my younger self would have flourished

She wouldn't be naive

or let others cross her boundaries

Her scars would have been few

stayed away from the danger that loomed

However what about me now

I'm cautious but don't know

what comes next

Can't place my feet

on solid ground

I'm still young

And my elders say to just do my best

Do the seasons really change ?

because I always feel I'm beginning

Starting over after

the levels been completed

Again again I repeat the cycle

hoping this Spring it's my true person

praying this winter my worries are lighter

That Summer will be brighter

you were wrong for what you did to me