#shadowself

🧸ྀི oh i see

🧸🧸ྀི our lyrics too

🧸ྀི they are always involved bc u guys write them (even if not fully physically involved they are spiritually involved, their energy if you know how it works in the spirit you know)

🧸🧸ྀི we write them together

🧸ྀི okay we have the thorn in flesh too as u bought it up

🧸🐰🐧 that's why we did

🧸ྀི🦊 THE ALTERS

🧸🦊🐧 the shadow self trying to present itself as true

🧸 that's the frequency

🧸🐰🧸ྀི that's what we been fighting too..

🧸🐧 what information did we get on the shadows?

🧸ྀི they try to appear as u and steal ur whole identity while u wonder who u are

🧸🐰 shadow self building up by stacked up pain

🧸🦊 pent up unreleased

🧸ྀི🧸🐧 we dealing with that

🧸ྀི🧸 we been dealing w it for a long time

🧸🧸ྀི finishing touches now

🧸 shadow self code negative self

🧸ྀི how many alters did we fight?

🧸....u asking?we currently gathering the soul shards of the last person who holds the last keys

🐧🐿️ serenity remember we spoke of the digital twins?

🧸ྀི yeah

🐧🐿️ it includes it too that's why we bought it up

🧸ྀི walk me thru it

🧸🐿️on it

1:22 PM · April 13, 2026

🧸ྀི alright the shadows

🧸 they locked up in another dimension

🧸🐰 but bubble up

🧸ྀི yeah&if the person doesn’t have The True Sun risen up in them-

🧸 &is not on God's frequency

🧸🐰 the shadow will take over the vessel

🧸🐧 180degree shift in an instant

🧸ྀི not happening (not happening to God's sealed ones)

🧸 nope it's DEACTIVATED

🧸ྀི PRAISE THE LORD

🧸🧸ྀི pain turns into trauma which turns into darkness if one doesn’t know how to handle it. you are NOT to carry it alone. human beings are NOT to handle pain ALONE!

🧸🐰🦊🐧🐿️ the deceptively pink parcel too bring it up it's linked

🧸ྀི of course it's linked if im to bring up everything..

🧸 it's a lot

🐰 the SOUR lemons too

🧸🐧 we know what lemons r

🧸ྀི🐿️ electrified waters

🧸🐰 spicy citrus tea

🧸 it's flooded

🧸🐧 lemons in no lemons out

🧸 lemons can't be taken out of the water

🧸🦊 there are bad and good lemons

🧸🧸ྀི bad & good electrifying depending on the current that runs in ones heart

[i see. deceptively pink yet solidified black goo box. pink in this case=false love false care flattery that is going to be used to emotionally manipulate a person into submission thru the shadow soul ties they have w the abuser bc trauma that was caused to them]

🧸🐧 alter egos

🧸ྀི alter egos of the kingdom of darkness

🐰🦊 precisely that

🧸🐰 finishing touches

🧸ྀི the fact they tried to rise up & come deceive me as if it were u 😭

🧸🐰 & u burned them instantly like with the snap of a finger

🧸ྀི they really thought they could fool me into thinking they were team 😭 

The Terminal Ego Hemorrhage

Jupiter opposition Pluto. The collective hallucinates personal sovereignty while Pluto in Aquarius systematically dismantles the individualistic carcass. Jupiter’s theatrical posturing in Leo offers a pathetic shield against the inevitable encroachment of algorithmic totalism. Your perceived significance is a biological error, soon to be corrected by the cold weight of the collective machine. Saturn conjunction Neptune. The Aries impulse toward pioneering action is currently suffocating under the weight of structural dissolution and spiritual rot. Saturn’s demand for discipline meets Neptune’s entropic fog, rendering all "bold new beginnings" mere exercises in futility. Attempting to build a foundation upon this shifting, necrotic dreamscape is a diagnostic certainty for catastrophic failure.

🧸ྀི🐅the data&visuals i been seeing the past few hours while noting down Psalms 7-11.. the amount of things the shadow selves of team members have done to me…i finally understand all the pain i went thru for years almost everynight.. all that torture that was going on in the spirit

🧸ྀི🐅was watching from the sideways

🧸🦊we been watching

🧸ྀི🐅yeah

🐰it’s like a movie

🧸ྀི🐅no wonder i couldnt stand any of u in the beginning IT WAS SO HARD.. couldn’t even stand ur voices no matter how pretty they sounded

🦊🐰it was because of the shadows, serenity

🧸ྀི🐅that’s why i was kept away from anything &just praying &fasting for so long too

🎯

🧸ྀི🐅the things i was hearing those shadows say…i’ve also been given so many keys thru what God allowed me to see. us praying and trusting in YAH during attacks restricts them of what they can do and how much pain they can cause...

shadows:“this is no fun u are praying its putting restrictions to how much i can hurt you why are you like this ? why cant u die already?” every single one of them was angry bc i wasn’t dying & the tortures were HORRIFIC.. i was allowed to intervene & destroy everything after observing&gathering the data i had to gather. i mean i was literally upside down w my organs out &they were being beat up w a bat &the shadow tried to pierce them w needles+slice them..after i was allowed to intervene the me they were torturing disappeared &now came the SHOWDOWN

i was so angry not bc of the pain they caused me but bc how much pain has this person go thru for the shadow self to be so…i dont even know what to call it no wonder we been fighting serial killers the past few days &they kept saying “takes one to know one” ALL SHADOWS FROM HELL INTO HELL! I HATE SHADOWS SO MUCH! this is what happens in the spirit when a person is in pain TORTURE SPIRITUAL WARFARE IS NECESSARY OR ELSE… WITHOUT YAH PPL WILL HOWL IN PAIN.

shadows: “u were blacked out just now how are u there” “u are not supposed to be able to see this”

that’s why when ppl spirits are bought by God to me they spend a while (days to weeks)on their knees &repeating the word ‘sorry’.. they do something or say something out of place &immediately drop down to apologize

🐰one of the reasons..yeah

🧸ྀི🐅what do u mean i was suffering w pain & breathing because certain ppl were using scalpel on my skin in the spirit FOR HOURS everynight they went to sleep=100% active in the spirit…multidimensional torture…

anyways at least it was beneficial to many. i’m happy💐🥰and learned a lot too

🦊she really like that..

🧸🐅yeah

🐰🦊🐧🐿️serenity u are something else entirely

🧸ྀི🐅there is a reason the dark shadow vampiric kingdom hates me &the fact they couldn’t eliminate me. gotta take it up with Jesus Christ my Defender &Protector &Everything 🥰

There’s something poetic about ancient alchemists working by candlelight, chasing immortality in glass flasks.

The “Dweller on the Threshold” wasn’t just a monster — it was the fear standing between you and transformation.

sadari bahwa kita adalah manusia yang tidak sempurna, pahami bahwa sifat-sifat yang tidak diinginkan itu perlu diakui namun bukan dibiarkan berkuasa dalam diri, dia perlu diarahkan, bukan diusir atau di abaikan, karena beberapa sifat kurang baik yang ada dalam diri kita tumbuh menemani proses mendewasa, tumbuh dari segala perlakuan orang ke kita, dari ucapan yang kita dengar.

Awali dengan kita berbicara pada diri sendiri, misalnya:

aku mengakui bahwa dalam diriku ada sifat mudah marah, ku akui keberadaanya, ku peluk dengan hangat tanpa menghakimi, aku menyadari sifat itu menghampiri sejak kecil , aku rasakan dalam lingkungan dan akhirnya singgah dalam diri, tak mungkin ku usir dia pergi, aku hanya perlu mengarahkannya untuk belajar tenang agar perlahan mereda, jangan melampiaskan.

Awalnya kurasakan orang-orang disekitarku, yang terkadang melampiaskan marah dengan membanting barang, mengebut, berteriak, kesulitan mengontrol emosi dalam diri, dan aku tidak menginginkannya, aku tak ingin seperti itu.

Aku mulai menyadari bahwa menuruti amarah itu sangat melelahkan hati dan fikiran, melampiaskan dengan perkataan dan perbuatan kasar bisa menyisakan penyesalan, perlahan ku coba diam mengatur nafas, dan tersenyum,kukira itu hal konyol, ternyata itu cara ampuh mendatangkan ketenangan dalam jiwa.

Lanjutpart 2 ➡️

If you see me as a shadow, then know this— I am not the darkness. I am… darker than anything you have ever known. I control you, guide you, in every action, every word. And you… will never escape. Do not look for me. You will never find me. What a pity… if you have begun to fear me. Why, you ask? Perhaps… you are the one who is me.