#sevendaysinisolation

#sevendaysinisolation⁣ 7/7⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ We’ve talked a bit about how to fill a large house, because we have had more space than we needed for a few years. I have several spots here that remind me so much of the pubs I visited in the UK, and we have used them similarly.⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ Now, of course, we’re full up. With two adults working from home and three kids schooling here, even our 2700 square feet is at capacity, but we’re dreaming bigger anyway, imagining a large villa-style home to fill up as a retreat for our dream clients someday, where we’ll fill out a cottage on the side (because we prefer cottage living), and have space for anything we want to create, and cappuccinos and homemade croissants will just be part of the morning routine.⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ Of course, we’re years away yet - but it’s been feeling more and more possible as we have been growing here in our Great In-Between in California.⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ It’s fun to end this small daily photo project today with an eye on a bigger one. I didn’t expect that my creative energy would increase from simply showing up for something like this, but WOW. ⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ I am going to let go of my “every day” responsibility here, but think it’s safe to say that you can look for a few more small series here in the coming weeks. ⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ 𝘐’𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘮𝘦 - 𝘪𝘵 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶!⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ I hope you enjoy your Sunday - I may spend mine on a free workshop with @carlacoulson, a poetry seminar with David Whyte, or a large-ish backyard garden plan with @wasserzapfen. Good things can still happen every day, and it’s shaping up to be a beautiful morning here.⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ #bykellēsauer #kellēsauergoes #isolationcreation #morningslikethese #60daysofcreation #cappuccino #homecafé #windowlight #chiaroscuro #livemoremagic #stayinghome #dowhatyoulovelovewhatyoudo #womeninbusiness #creativeCEO #selfportrait #photographer #contentcreation #storyofbeing #spilledink #writersofig #holdthemoment _ (at Charleston House) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_uaiKaDEou/?igshid=cp9gtdzu5a0m

#sevendaysinisolation⁣ 6/7⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ Yesterday I thought I might continue on past a week on this little project. ⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ Today I am not so sure. ⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ I missed a supplement and my hormones are in a freefall at the moment, though, and I can’t make any life-altering decisions on days like this. My emotions rarely arbitrate good judgment.⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ I’m taking the bed route for my choice today, though I did pull off another image (in my stories) as all willingness to do *anything* self-portrait-related dissipated.⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ Today is a human day. A weepy day. A day when I feel everything, no matter how cold and logical I try to be. I’m connected, whether I like it or not.⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ I am ever so grateful for softness.⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ #bykellēsauer #breathefire #dowhatyoulovelovewhatyoudo #entrepreneur #wahm #entrepreneurlife #livemoremagic #stayinghome #creativebusinessowner #womeninbusiness #theartofslowliving #beyourbestyou #holdthemoment #softness #bed #isolationcreation #60daysofcreation #photographer #vulnerable #staysoft #chiaroscuro #writersofig _ (at Charleston House) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_tK4dMjqn2/?igshid=82n7z7lh5e5v

#sevendaysinisolation⁣ 5/7⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ I have only two more days on this small daily project, and I have seen more momentum on every level this week than I have had in months, even with some health-related tiredness this week.⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ It’s been very good to hold myself accountable for this project. It’s been very good to photograph me and my life and find new patterns for creativity. I haven’t chosen to be where I am for a long time. I haven’t really been able to choose that.⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ Now, as I find my place again with the light, I am finding my place again in my own life. ⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ I feel excited again about the future, and excited about what I have to bring to it — and all this from making time to create just one image, do one thing that I love per day.⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ What are your thoughts on momentum, rebuilding it after trauma, and holding onto it once you’ve gained it? I am very interested to know if you have any habits or patterns that help you regain and/or maintain forward motion.⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ #bykellēsauer #60daysofcreation #isolationcreation #lookingforward #conversation #stayinghome #kellēsauergoes #entrepreneurlife #womeninbusiness #dowhatyoulovelovewhatyoudo #entrepreneur #creativeceo #photographer #writer #dothework #livemoremagic #momentum #creativebusinessowner #beyourbestyou #isolation _ (at San Francisco Bay Area) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_qsFDjjPKl/?igshid=1vrgf54rgq6sa

“𝘐𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘺 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴.” - Charles Bukowski⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ #sevendaysinisolation⁣ 3/7⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ We drove out of town and up to the mountains the other morning (I think it was Wednesday), piling into the car at 5:30am and driving east into the sunrise with our windows down and the herbal smells of the foothills flooding in with the cool air.⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ This social distancing has created a bit of a return to my homeschooled childhood for me - we rarely left home except for church, and grocery shopping for eight kids. And sometimes (a few times per week if we were lucky or if my parents were thinking of moving again), we’d all climb into our 12-passenger van and go for a rambling drive to explore the world outside whatever home we were in.⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ I have noticed that I still need these small adventures from my isolation here, and remember that I have sought them out before, when my health collapsed in college and isolated me from my friends, and my first love. I drove and drove to process my grief, to find the light, to remember that I still had choices: left or right, familiar or something new, breathe or cry.⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ When I get into my car now, it’s the same. Sometimes I go by myself, sometimes I take my family. I go to remind myself that there is light in the darkness, choice in the sameness, to acknowledge that I am not a prisoner, no matter how the walls may close in on a given day.⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ I hope you are finding light wherever you are isolated. It doesn’t feel like very much when we’re all carrying the weight of the world, but it beats the darkness.⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ #bykellēsauer #hereforit #kellēsauerwrites #60daysofcreation #contentcreator #words #isolationcreation #identity #entrepreneur #entrepreneurlife #inspiration #doyou #thisismyfire #empathy #livemoremagic #mentalhealth #soulwork #selfcare #emotionalintelligence #amwriting #writersofig #wordporn #poetrycommunity #spilledink #writerstag #mindfulness #resilience #inspirationalquote _ https://www.instagram.com/p/B_pUfEiDzTg/?igshid=opuknr3k6ctn

#sevendaysinisolation⁣ 4/7⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ In which I get dressed early (in my favorite dress purchase EVER from @hm ), use @wasserzapfen as a tripod (he’s handy when I am racing the light and haven’t figured out how to tripod again yet - and he likes me in this dress anyway 🤷🏻‍♀️), and underexpose and blur the things because 6:00am and OMG CLASSIC ART IDEA. ⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ And then I couldn’t decide which one I liked best, so you get a two-fer today if you swipe.⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ STYLING NOTE: 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘰𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳, 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘮𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘣𝘳𝘶𝘵𝘢𝘭 𝘴𝘶𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘵. 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘶𝘴𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘭 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘥, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦, 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘥𝘳𝘢𝘸𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘩 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘮𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘧𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘪𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘯. #onfacingmyself⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ #bykellēsauer #selfportrait #storyofbeing #brave #livemoremagic #dowhatyoulovelovewhatyoudo⁣ #chiaroscuro #60daysofcreation #isolationcreation #artistlife #photographer #contentcreator _ (at Charleston House) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_nCOCvjc_6/?igshid=1f179qmtfueff

#sevendaysinisolation ⁣ TWO/SEVEN⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ I had a conversation with a friend who spent the first part of her lockdown waiting to go back to work; once she got back, her busy has been saving her.⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ So yesterday I began a new project; you might have seen it in my stories. Inspired by @annstreetstudio’s #isolationcreation and @marte_marie_forsberg’s #60daysofcreation, I decided to pick up my real camera again and take a real photo each day for seven days. It’s not a big project, but I needed something to center my days on for a little bit. I needed to face myself and some hard questions about an “I can’t” that I have received into my soul. I needed to make a few images I have been craving, no branding attached.⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ I am not proud of this image except that I got it made (there is so much technical stuff wrong with it), but I am only holding myself to one image every day, and I do love how this one feels, in spite of its flaws. ⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ I need to try again to see myself where I am and to see where I am instead of running away. I have gotten very good at running away.⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ So I am #stayinghome, and 𝘵𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨, in small bits so I don’t get too overwhelmed. I am not sure what’s going to happen in my heart or my direction. Everything is very fluid right now in my psyche (has anyone else noticed a seismic shift in your values and perspective since all this began?). I am trying to be open to my intuition. I have a few thoughts, but at this point, anything is possible.⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ You can join me in this project if you want - just putting one foot in front of the other for seven days in isolation to face something that you haven’t thought you could.⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⁣ #bykellēsauer #selfportrait #storyofbeing #brave #livemoremagic #dowhatyoulovelovewhatyoudo⁣ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ (at Charleston House) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_i2kZKDyq_/?igshid=15nkim0uzr3f5