Hi, my sweet mutuals personal friends in here. I do apologize I have been a bit absent for awhile, every year around this time of the year i become a bit low and then i go away for a little while. In the past i have even deleted blogs, but that belongs to the past now, i will not do that, i promise. The good thing to paus my self and make some self reflections is the fact i get the chance to realize how much I appreciate you all, especially when i get sad and not reach out to everyone i find kind and nice in here and when i get ghosted, blocked and ignored. Now i instead think of all of you i am blessed to know and who means a lot to me, close mutuals/friends who set the alarm clock to send a congratulations on my birthday since we live in different time zones, or who send me gifts, congratulation cards or make self portraits of me as gift. I will not mention any names or tag anyone because blogs alter their names or do as me, delete and come back again. I just want you all to know how much I Love each and everyone of you and how much you mean to me, even those who ghost me, block me for some reasons, i Love you too.

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Bakugou Katsuki/Midoriya Izuku Characters: Bakugou Katsuki, Midoriya Izuku Additional Tags: Bakugou Katsuki-centric, Mentioned Yagi Toshinori | All Might, 5 Times, 5+1 Things, Kid Midoriya Izuku, Kid Bakugou Katsuki, Middle School Student Midoriya Izuku, Middle School Student Bakugou Katsuki, U.A. Student Midoriya Izuku, High School Student Bakugou Katsuki, Mentioned Shigaraki Tomura | Shimura Tenko, Eventual Romance, Happy Ending, Angst with a Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, Minor Injuries, Final War Arc (My Hero Academia), Post-Final War Arc (My Hero Academia), Marriage Proposal, Love Confessions, Love, Therapy, Fighting, ground beta, Food as a Metaphor for Love, Guilt, Sports Festival Arc (My Hero Academia), Post-Sports Festival Arc (My Hero Academia), Kidnapping, Temporary Character Death, Nightmares, Katsuki's pockets are a main character, they're so in love, U.A student Bakugou Katsuki, Self-Reflection, One Shot, 5 and 1 Summary:

Katsuki has kept his All Might trading card securely in his pocket since the day he got it. It has been with him through everything. One day, Katsuki replaces the card with something else.

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here's my favorite throwaway joke this chap lol

but :']!! I'm glad you like it!!

Shaina Tranquilino

August 13, 2023

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Maybe that's why there was no way that it could be salvaged.

I guess the lesson I learned from this? That I should be open about my needs and wants from the start, that I shouldn't take any shit from someone who can't be there for me when I need them to be. That I shouldn't sell myself short and invalidate my own feelings just to cater to someone else.

I don't know if we could have fixed things. I don't think so. She'd never accept my account of things and she'd probably say that I'm Just Depressed and I Need Therapy. She'd never be able to change for me, and besides, I'm far too needy for her anyway.

I suppose it's for the best too- she wasn't able to accept that maybe I had needs of her and decided to turn that on me by telling me my shortcomings were due to Bad Mental Health and that I had to fix myself in order for us to continue our friendship. Not intentionally, I'm sure, but that's ultimately what I take from the past three years. And honestly? She's a shit mental health expert, and listening to her has caused me so much pain and grief because I ended up turning against myself and loathing myself so much because I couldn't be what she wanted me to be.