#sdbf

lol I’m working on a guy I met on tinder. he’s a millionaire, in his mid 30s. we had our first date about 3 months ago and when we were arranging the 2nd one he suddenly just stopped messaging me. I ignored it and weeks later he wrote again, apologising bc he had trouble with one of his companies.

so I decided that it was time for him to buy me something lol. I asked him how he planned to make it up, he then asked me what I wanted, I sent him the link to a fenty liquid lipstick 😂 dude called me today, I didn’t pick up, so he left me a message saying that the lipstickS, plural, have arrived and that he wants to see me. XD

I feel like he doesn’t have much experience with women, guess he’s been focused on his work. his voice is unbelievably annoying. and I HATE unexperienced men, they’re like children. can’t wait to see how many lipsticks he got me.

I can and can’t do this

If I’m not being compensated for my time I find it super hard to have any interest so I let myself catch feelings for this sleazy vanilla

Now I’m in tears because he doesn’t give a crap about me, gets free sex, emotionally cheats on me and all other things.

Don’t let your desperation for a better life cloud your mind and decisions or you’ll end up messing up your game big time.

I’m done caring, if I am not getting what I want from him so be it, I’m just done being emotionally involved without being compensated financially nor even emotionally, it’s just stupid, painful and not worth my time. It clouds my judgement and I can’t prosper.

I got myself into an odd situation again, as always , based on promises. These vanilla men are nothing more but 💩

Trying to turn a stingy man into a generous man is not easy I tell you 😂 even though all dates started with gifts , I thought being in a relationship will make it even better. Guess what, gifts ended 😂 pretty much now what’s happening is him pointing out how I should change this and that but all to his liking and ofc he’ll pay for it

Like excuse me sir?? I don’t like what you like, and the actual things I need to better myself are not those?! Can’t I have what I need instead? So he’s proposing to give a share for things which he doesn’t care about... like nope, you’ll give me all or nothing 😭 I tell you their entitlement is so huge like where do they even get it from?? And like 99% of his friends are women, and obviously are all oh so Independed 😂 so he thinks I can be too, thank god I earn less than him in my full time job so he even has the audacity to call me poor and that he will help me get better.. yeah like how?! 😂 have to work harder to please him but he’s like an actual sex machine and it never ends 😭 thank god I only see him twice a week otherwise I’d be dead tired and torn

I’m crying

Just a rant

1. We had lunch at the Japanese place. He was a nice man - definitely not rich enough for me but we connected; he’s originally from Eastern Europe like me. He wants to meet 2-3 times a month for a few hours at a hotel, so it honestly might work from time to time - can have him as a back up. We really connected based on shared background.