To whoever is reading this
Wow, starting off on a dark note huh? My apologies, it might not be a myth, cuz god it feels fucking amazing to achieve something youâve worked so hard on, and no, Iâm not talking abt my book. I won a huge science competition, thank you, and while itâs amazing to do great things, donât work your ass off while doing it. I know, I know, thatâs literally the exact opposite of what weâve always been told, but listen; I won, yes, because I worked hard, but winning gave me so much else to deal with on top of that and I am crashing over here. So, maybe work 70% of your ass off, but save the last 30% for when youâve already won, and have to do media bc oh my god I am so tired of none of my clothes being right for television, I am so done with being shamed for my room being messy on live fucking radio, and Iâm tired of having to put on the same smile every time someone congratualtes me and YES I KNOW I SOUND LIKE A PRIVELIGED FUCKING ASSHOLE SAYING THIS but that doesnât make it any less true, ok?
I guess I shouldâve started this off with âhey.. Remember to take a breakâ but would you have listened? Would you have continued? Would you have taken a break? âCause I know for sure, I wouldnât if I saw that post. So, instead I am telling you right now, from my still dirty ass room, and with my lactose intolerant stomach filled with milk chocolate and cheese, take a rest. I know it might be frustrating to let go of your work, but please do it. Just go to your kitchen and make a cup of your favorite tea.Â
Aaaand I just now realized that if youâre on tumblr and reading this, youâre probably not doing work?? So save this post for later, put it as your home screen, have google read it out loud as an alarm that remembers you to take a break and DONâT IGNORE IT! And also, unless you are currently taking a break, you should probably stop procrastinating, âcause it wonât make you feel any better anyways. (also breaks from social media are great too (spotify doesnât count as a social media Hakuna Matata))
So, a conclusion: donât set your goals to high, (also donât set them too low, I believe in you), donât kill yourself working(or any other way for that matter, I still believe in you), and take a fucking break dude, for realzies. Drink some tea.Â
Sincerely, That Sapphic Writer (and also scientist now ig??)