#schcomtalk

in all ways except physical i am dead

when normies talk about not having any social interaction for a whoooole daaaay like it's some unusual thing to do. babes those are rookie numbers

I usually feel like I'm transparent in social situations. I'm not an actual person, I am someone to reflect off of. People can just say whatever they want at me and I will just, be there to be whatever they want to see, not as a real individual.

do you ever take a substance and it just. causes the same exact symptoms as your (past) mental health issue

in my experience dpdr has been such an overlooked part of my dysfunction whenever I brought it up with psych-adjacent "professionals". I was repeatedly told that "oh it's just a symptom of depression, when depression gets better dpdr will go away :)" when it never fucking did? I used to track my dpdr with mood and they did not correlate. and it was almost my chief complaint for such a long time.

i really dislike people. like all of them. if I could I would never have any relationships ever again

I have such a bone-deep understanding for why the prevalence of schizoidism is much higher among the homeless population

One of many things that piss me off about people working in the psychiatric system is that they will not admit they don't know how to help you, or can't do anything with the resources they can offer. Instead they will insist that you keep seeing them, and they will throw whatever at you just to make you believe that maybe the next thing they offer will be different. So you waste your time, waste your money and waste your nerves trying yet another drug, yet another therapy session, yet another whatever and all this time you will be coerced to think that if it's not working it's somehow your fault.