A headmate has been peer pressuring me to send a confession here so here goes nothing I guess?
I’m not human anymore and that scares me, a lot. It started off as small things, my voice sounding off, my eyes looking fake. You know those small details that you might not really notice at first.
But now it feels like everyday im closer to being another imposter than I am to being me. It’s terrifying to think about. That I might be slowly becoming the same thing that killed me.
It’s seems to have stopped for now which is great and I’m just trying to learn what this all means for me and what exactly changed. I want to talk to people about it, it’d be nice to be able to have some support while I figure this all out. But I haven’t, after the last time I’m worried that the people I care about (and one person specifically) are going to see the changes and just assume that I’ve been replaced again. I don’t want to lose anyone so I just have tried to ignore it all.
- Sasha (I have a feeling that I’ll be recognized as soon as this is posted)