And I’ve never been more scared or disgusted in a very long time.

I always hoped I wouldn’t experience this again but I was stupid enough to let it happen.

Again.

Let me explain.

As some of you may know, I once had an Instagram under the same name. ((The “chihxru” username is under a different user now so it’s not me anymore. I didn’t even know you can reuse deleted usernames lmao)). This was back when I was in high school. I don’t like to mention it, let alone ever talk about it, but I was guilt tripped and harassed lots. It made my mental health deteriorate so much more even when I was going through the same thing I’m going through now. I felt so sick everyday until I decided to delete everything. And I’m glad I did. I felt.. free, and safe. That’s why I say to others, “I don’t have Instagram, or this platform anymore because it’s overwhelming”, When I say overwhelming, I mean it’s overwhelming, terrifying, and disgusting, and I’m genuinely scared to use it again. The people I met on there stalked me, wanted to know where I was at all times, even cyber bullied me sometimes, and wanted me to constantly update them. They knew my real full name, which is how they got a hold of me irl.

This is why I go under different names for you all. This is why I go under the name Haru. Please respect that.

Anyways, back to the story.

I met a guy.

No it’s not Junichiro. I love Junichiro to death and I would be lost without him.

We’ll call the other guy... Kirishima. I thought he was a very talented guy, and I thought his content was great. and I wanted to get to know him better, as a friend. He’s a year younger than me. But he uses none of the platforms that I used as far as I knew of. He had Instagram. Of course he fucking did.

I wish I didn’t, but I got back on to Instagram to give him praise for his content, because I couldn’t reach him on his other platform. He messaged back and we traded Snapchat and Discord usernames.

Again. Big mistake.

Thankfully I had my location off. Kirishima continued to ask how old I was, and other strange questions. Me, stupidly being comfortable, because I had resources in case if it led to something bad, I gave him stupid information (not my address, bank number, phone number, etc. The most we both shared were a few photos //NOTHING INAPPROPRIATE// and dumb life stories). Like I said he was a year younger than me. I can confirm this and his followers, or, subscribers if you will, can also confirm this.

He said he was taking a break off of his original platform (where I saw his content), but he didn’t tell me why.

This led on for two days. I still held off giving him personal info because I just met him and I didn’t know much about him, I was being as safe as I could. But Kiri continued to try and flirt off w me, or in my case, make me uncomfortable, and I kept trying to tell him I am currently in a relationship but he chose to not listen.

I don’t know why, but he wanted to call whenever he wanted to talk to me. There were hardly any messages between us.

I told him. If we’re gonna be friends, I need you to respect my wishes. I genuinely asked him to stop calling me pet names like “baby”, “honey”, “cutie”, “sweetie”, and even “sexy”. And like an asshole he continued. I asked Kirishima to stop because we just met and I was uncomfortable w the way he was talking.

I kept saying in all caps, “STOP”.

He replied. “Nah. I’m a flirt, it’s what I do.”

He. He kept making “sex jokes” because I was older, and he kept asking me these things, like “what if we met, what if you moved in w me, what if you married me, etc etc”. but it genuinely did make me uncomfortable. This led up to tonight. I asked. “God, if something is wrong give me a sign.”

He gave me a confrontation video.

I genuinely felt sick looking at the video, and even though I knew something was up, he did this to multiple underage girls. Like I said. I am older than him and I still feel violated.

Now I know why he never really messaged me. Because if this nonsense happened, I would have no evidence to back me up. And it’s Snapchat, Kirishima can see if I screenshotted something. And now I know why Kirishima took a break from his platform, because he faced a lot of people confronting him.

I blocked him on everything that we shared and deleted my Instagram once a g a i n, and I’m watching my server//platforms to make sure he isn’t coming for me.

I’m very sorry to have to bring a personal story to my blog. I really am. But I want to share this with you as a warning to anyone and everyone. This could happen to anyone, not just youngsters exploring the internet for the first time. I genuinely wish I wasn’t so stupid for messaging a stupid kid, who blames everything on his mental illnesses. Like come on, fucking grow up.

Please be safe everyone.

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