#s8e7

Dean is such a self-loathing little man. He blames himself for everything bad that happens, and he thinks anything good is just going to end eventually and it'll be his fault. And then he pretends that he thinks he's cool and great and manly and smart. When he thinks he's the worst thing that could ever happen to someone and that he's inadequate and that he's an idiot. He thinks he "breaks everything [he] touch[es]"