#ryuunosuke bsd

Some Akutagawa Siblings doodles :))

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“The frills look very beautiful on you, мышка. You look like a divine being sprung from a scandalous rococo painting.”

—Fyodor Dostoevsky, age unknown, secretly drooling over his wife.

“I thought I was going to DIE without you, bella~! How could I let another second pass without your lovely presence blessed upon my very being?!”

—Dazai Osamu, 22, walked in on his girlfriend changing into another dress for the night because he couldn’t (didn’t want to) wait any longer.

“Damn. My girl is so hot.”

—Nakahara Chuuya, 22, the biggest fan of his girlfriend, dumbfounded by his lover’s beauty and currently trying to comprehend why his pants feel so tight.

“I brought you a gift! Would you like to guess what it is, dove?! Guess! What do I hold behind me?”

—Nikolai Gogol, 26, holding a bunch of white roses behind his cape, which he himself painted red with blood (his methods are questionable).

“I did not expect to see you here. What are you holding..? Oh….t—*dry silence*….thank you. It wasn’t necessary.”

—Akutagawa Ryuunosuke, 20, trying to hide the soft blush creeping upon his cheeks and ears. He finds it thoughtful and endearing *cough cough* that you’ve prepared him a bento box.

Imagine Atsushi actually calling Akutagawa up under the pretext of making sure he hasn't actually killed anyone just so he could rant.

For one, that’s literally impossible even with the rules set up in the universe. Two, I feel it’s incredibly obvious that it is Akutagawa’s head(similar to the headmaster with Atsushi) telling him that it is okay and that his life meant something, he did good, and he is allowed to have the peace that he desperately wants.

That’s all there is to it. It’s not some thing about Dazai. It’s entirely Akutagawa’s hallucinations comforting him so that he can have a peaceful death, it’s him giving himself his own approval.

It’s a lovely moment of Akutagawa having a moment of peace with himself and living and dying solely for himself. His life was worth it to him.

If you ask me that is ten times more impactful than Dazai giving him his approval.