I know it's a little silly to be seeking out comfort on a blog, but hihi I'm Rui, and I considered KAITO as a father figure in a lot of ways. I know it'll sound even sillier to say I miss that at my current age. But I feel like I don't know what I'm doing anymore, I haven't seen anyone else from the troupe other than Emu..I miss everyone. I don't have the same life as I used to.. I miss sitting in sekai and telling KAITO about my mechanisms and the plans I had to improve them and our sets.. if you're out there, you were an extremely comforting presence. I miss you and my troupe. I miss Nene and Tsukasa dearly, as well. I don't know what to do on my own. I'm not making people laugh and smile.. -Rue/Rui Kamishiro #🏛🥩
Rue (#🏛🥩) adding to the other submission I made, I really feel incredibly immature about that one.. I don't feel my age right now. I just feel childish, I guess.












