#renewel

Oh my god, it's like a clearing. This time, this space, this lift. It's like a removal of all the things holding me down and holding me back. My body felt exhausted and then excited then back around and around. It's like a deep soul cleansing, this period renewed for me.

They weren't kidding when they say that when you can just let yourself be and notice what is happening in your body, you'll realize how it's like you knew all along. The human battle is fighting the mind and relying on it for answers when your body knew all along. You just had to remove the behaviors and distractions that led you astray. You just had to learn how to silence those external noises--those noises we learned to listen to. We were taught to. We were told to. It's what we grew up knowing and teaching ourselves and each other. Separating us farther away from our soul body and into the human body.

It's exhausting unlearning. It was my body detoxing. This push-pull energy for the simultaneous ending and beginning of a new cycle. It's like God cleaned me out so I could rebuild in a clean body. That's Divine, and all part of master plan.

Oh I definitely felt it these past few weeks. In cyclical precision to my natal chart with the transits. It's the only way we could "calculate" it to the best of our human knowledge this higher divine plan we came into this life to be.

So profound. It's timing. It's trusting. It's letting. It's flowing and unlearning. It's being. It's not resisting. This renewal I feel. Put my body through the ringer, confusion, intensity, deep purging, all for the greater purpose. All from the Divine. All because I leaned in and trusted my inner voice and kept going despite how tough it got because I believed it was leading me somewhere.