#remus rants

I'm Remus/Moony/Reggie, I am transmasc (he/him) as well as pan and ace

Likes:

Music: My Chemical Romance, Paramore, Fall Out Boy, Panic! At The Disco, Mitski, and Evanescence

Books: Percy Jackson, The Song of Achilles, anything Greek Mythology (Hellenic pagan here), Animal Farm, The Outsiders, Girl in Pieces, You'd Be Home Now, and The Glass Girl

Movies: Dead Poets Society (clearly), Heathers, Mean Girls, The Outsiders

Shows: The Amazing World of Gumball, Metal Family, Thirteen Reasons Why

Other fandoms: Sally Face, Marauders, Ride the Cyclone, Hadestown, Cabaret

Hobbies:

I play baritone, bass clarinet, and alto sax for my school band, and I sing in my school's choir

I do theatre as well

Outside of school, I mostly just sing, read, but I also like writing and am currently writing a story (I'll post on Wattpad once the first chapter is done)

Favorites:

Color: Blue

Animal: Sea lions, manatees, opossums, and dogs

Person: my gf and friends

Characters: Steven Meeks (Dead Poets Society) actually, all of the poets and Mr. Keating (yes, even Cameron), Nico di Angelo, Will Solace, Leo Valdez (Percy Jackson), Gretchen Weiners (Mean Girls), Heavy and Dee Shvagenbagen (Metal Family), Illi McMillin (MCR), Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Regulus Black (Marauders/Harry Potter), Larry Johnson and Sal Fisher (Sally Face)

Misc:

Shout-out to my partner @lowkeylovemusic ,my best friend @sableandcherrimustdie , and their gf @15mercury also follow my roleplay account with Liz and Cherri

Cherri: @p4rtyp0is0nnnn

Liz: @gh0ulfun

Me: @j3tst4rrr

My writing/reading account: @remus-reads-and-writes

My OC account: @chris-sucks-at-life

My other social media platforms:

TikTok: moony_luvs_music

Airbuds: moonyluvsmusic

Instagram: moonyluvsmusic

Btw, I am currently a minor so 20+ DNI

Also DNI if you're homophobic, racist, sexist, or just an asshole

Free Palestine 🇵🇸

Nonverbal in that my teeth feel cemented together

Nonverbal in that my tongue feels like it's made of lead

Nonverbal in that I can barely even make a noise. I yawned silently , I stretched silent, I popped my joints and not a single noise came from my throat

I want to scritch my cat in his head and coo to him about how cute he is. I want to groan and tell him he's being "a stinky brat". I want to scoff and make jokes with my sister. I want to flop on my Padre's bed and infodump about everything my partner and I are writing and creating.

I want to TALK , I want to SPEAK ! I hate being in a home where I'm not understood when I finger spell in ASL to try to get them to know what I want and need.

I want them to be patient and let me type my message. I want to be HEARD despite having no voice.

I hate this.

There are times I don't mind, times I'm okay with losing my voice...but...right now all I want to do is snort and giggle at my partner making dumb jokes, I want to tell my sister to "Fuck off" in the affectionate-mean way we talk to each other, I want to coo and pet my cat while telling him how much I love him. I want to pet Tanner and tell him how he's such a good boy and he's a big baby. I want to SING ...god I want to sing...

It's day one of this...I don't know how long it will be but it feels like forever because....

Hi, I'm Remus! I'm a reader and a writer who wants to go to college to major in English with a minor in Classics when I graduate high school. This is my blog where I post my writing and my bookish posts.

Some Basics:

Pronouns: he/him, but I don't mind they/them

Religion: Hellenic polytheist/pagan

Diagnosed ADHD and anxiety, possibly depression or Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD).

A lot of my writing is about my struggles with mental health, so if that triggers you, don't feel ashamed to skip or scroll past. Although, I will put trigger warnings about topics that might cause that.

My Other Blogs:

Main one: @moonyluvsmusic

MCR Killjoy rp: @j3tst4rrr

I rewatch DWIT often as it's one of my favourite Sander Sides episodes. I have some problems with it but it's still enjoyable for me to watch. I've watched it a million times but there are some key things that bother me.

Him having to "get approval " from Patton to just have intrusive thoughts really fucking bothers me. I get Patton is morality but you shouldnt require permission to have any type of thought. That's not how thoughts, especially intrusive thoughts, work in the slightest. If someone doesn't approve of your intrusive thoughts they don't go away.

Second Virgil telling Remus that the intrusive thoughts are "not some terrible illness" is wrong. Comparing intrusive thoughts to a common cold is not accurate because intrusive thoughts don't "go away" like a cold. While yes they are often a minour inconvenience it isn't wise to reduce them to jsut that. Intrusive thoughts can be debilitating. I've personally brokendown and had panic attacks becasue of my own intrusive thoughts. They're around most the time for life or as long as you have the mental illness causing them because surprise intrusive thoughts are a symptom of OCD and other mental illnesses. It is a terrible illness but there isn't anything wrong with that.

Again I genuinely enjoy this episode and Remus is my favourite side along with Roman and Janus but just because I enjoy something doesn't mean I can't be critical of it