Tw for themes of self harm and suicide

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what if whizzer wants you to make the dinner for once. what if whizzer's afraid of being seen as the woman in the relationship because he isn't perceived as a man, not like you are. what if whizzer only conforms to the expectations that are set on him as the "woman" of the relationship because he doesn't know how else society will accept him because of who he is. what if deep down whizzer is afraid that no one sees him as a man. what if whizzer wants to be handsome instead of pretty. what if whizzer wants to be loved like you do rather than sexualised. what if this post isn't about whizzer at all. what if. crazy thought.

Title: Coping Mechanisms

Warnings: Mild Gore, Referenced Character Death, Blood and Injury

Chapters: 1/5

Relationship: Scar & Grian

Summary:

What if Grian and Scar got to live out their lives at the end of Third Life? What if they defied the Watchers?

Or

What if Grian got the life he wanted?

@blueflipflops for the original idea!

NOW UP WITH A PART 2!!

The wind rushed up to meet the figure on the roof, balanced on the edge with a wicked grin on his lips and a rush singing in his bloodstream. The burning singing of desire called from the void below, highlighted by the ever passing traffic of cars and pedestrians, their symphony of sounds rising on the winds and providing the music that no other but him could hear.

His golden hair shone silver under the light of the full moon, kissing his skin with paleness that could only be found in the most sun bleached sands if time, yet his eyes still shone with a playfulness that none other could ever think of finding in a life like this.

Distantly, he could see the sea, he could hear his mothers voice, harsh and guttural as a tsunami demanding that he leave the roof, while across the way, he could see the distant lights of his fathers mansion, a party in full swing.

He threw his head back and let out a laugh, a bottle of honey amber liquid in hand, quickly being drawn to his lips, drops of the liquid rubbing down his smooth jaw, painting rivers and streams across the skin and reminding him of the coast, while the burn reminded him of the boy with burning eyes, the curiosity and innocence didn’t fit him in this lifetime.

He remembered eyes alight with burning pride of an Ex-Prince, having to relearn the world, and filled with anger at being bested with such ease. *Those* eyes he missed, this version of his lover didn’t have the fire and spark that always raged.

But perhaps he shouldn’t be so judgmental.

With ease and speed that was nearly impossible to replicate, he danced on the edge of the building, deftly keeping himself from falling into the streets below, but only because he didn’t want to fall.

Writing

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Pedophilia

Ok so Roman is the romantic side!! When he realizes he has a crush on Logan, he thinks he needs to go all out with flirting!

He sends Logan the most extravagant flowers in the most beautiful bouquets, sings Logan the sweetest love songs, all of it! He treats Logan like the love of his life (he is)!

Problem is, it kinda goes over Logan’s head.

Logan’s kinda terrible with romance. So when Roman starts doing all these things, he has nO idea what’s going on. 

Catch is, Logan’s falling in love with Roman too! But not because of the big romantic gestures.

In between Roman doing all these things, he’s also making sure Logan’s okay! He comes to check up on him often and brings him snacks, water, helps him with experiments and work, and lets him talk about what he’s working on.

That’s what gets Logan.

Roman tries his very best to show love through gifts and physical affection, but Logan falls for the quality time and words of affirmation. (yEs i looked up love languages what about it lkhgljfdk)

Once Logan realizes he likes Roman, he doesn’t beat around the bush and pine or anything. No, he knows that gets people nowhere.

Logan knocks on Roman’s door and is like “Hey, so I realized I have a crush on you. I figured I should tell you—” 

Roman slams the door in his face.

Logan’s just standing there trying to figure out what happened while Roman’s on the other side of the door like “oh my gOD I’ve been trying for MONTHS to get this nerd’s attention without scaring him off and he does tHIS??????”

A minute later, Roman lets him into the room so they can talk it through and oh bOy are they embarrassed!

Logan can’t believe Roman’s been flirting for mOnths now and he didn’t realize while Roman can’t believe he accidentally made Logan fall in love with him.

After they’re done being embarrassed and laughing at each other (and themselves) they start dating!!

Logan is so soft for Roman and it’s the cutest thing!!

Logan works for hours on end and ignores the others saying he needs to take breaks. But then Roman comes in all sweet saying Sherlock is on and he got a brand new jar of Crofters and Logan’s immediately away from the desk.

And Roman always lets Logan vent if he needs to and tries to help however he can! And if he can’t, he holds Logan close and tries his very best to comfort him.

But Roman is so soft for Logan too!!!!

Roman could be having an absolutely terrible day and Logan comes in like “Hi darling! I heard you weren’t doing great, so I made you spaghetti! I mean it’s half burnt because I got distracted with my Rubix’s Cube, but still. I also got some movies, so we can cuddle and watch them if you want!” 

He doesn’t even get to say all that though, because Roman’s sobbing before he can even get halfway through.

Ok nOw time for the whole reason I wanted to write these: sleepy Logan!!!!

Logan is a bit different when he’s super tired! He gets more giggly and isn’t afraid to ramble and also he’s more affectionate! But, he haTes it and locks himself in his room when he gets all loopy and tired.

The first time Roman sees him like this, he just falls in love all over again! 

Logan’s just like “aHHhhhh Romannnnn come cuddle meeee” and Roman cries out of love.

So they just cuddle in bed and Logan’s half asleep snuggled against Roman and mumbling about whatever's on his mind and it's so cUte!!

But also, sleepy morning Logan! He clings to Roman still basically asleep while Roman makes him coffee!