#relationshiptrouble

I wrote this two-shot months ago, felt ashamed of it, tried to rework it, didn’t get anywhere in reworking, thought oh heck, let’s just post it. I’m trying to be less of a word perfectionist and to accept that I’m still learning and growing. It’s not perfect, but it’s here, and it’s a labor of love and a new style of writing.

For @blankfishxx​, because I adore you!

“Are you listening to me, Scorpius? I’ve told you, over and over, to clean this room. Look at it! This is–”

“Let him rest, Hermione.” Scorpius spies another pair of knees, the indent of movement under dress slacks. “Hatty will do it tomorrow.”

Hatty, the paid house elf: a compromise between his parents that feels more passive aggressive than cooperative.

“Scorp’s had a long day of practice.“ Dad’s voice sounds light, but even without seeing his face, Scorpius can imagine the lines marring his forehead. “He’s probably tired.”

His parents knees are parallel, and still. Very still. The air crackles with something. He can’t ever find the name for it, but it’s like how animals can sense an incoming flood. That’s how he feels about his parent’s fights. Intuitive. Primal. A sixth sense.

PS: This is not a happy Dramione story, but it is hopeful!

PPS: Let me know what you think

Hey everyone! I'm definitely new to Tumblr.

You and i are hard

And relationships have never been hard for me

And i have desired them less for being so.

Now when I lay here,

I anticipate the end with every argument that we have

My insecurities bubbling under the surface;

I, however, hold onto you and for some absurd reason you to me.

You sound frustrated and tired

Everytime I fail to express why i feel the way i feel

And i lay here counselling myself

Because that's what I have always done.

I mostly try and underplay the way i feel for you

Also, god! i wish i could somehow siphon,

A part of these feelings out

But they simmer away

A cauldron full of unease.

I cannot seem to trust

That u like me enough

To put up with all this crazy.

I need to be told evryday

That i am desired

to compensate

For my lack of self love.

Bt i tell you how i feel

Because that's what lovers do

And you my man

Let down my expectations

when u just simply acknowledge what i said.

I break a little and wait to not feel so much

But it never happens

And some part of me understands and some part of me doesnt

But despite

I repeat the cycle

Of counsel and of repair

Cause comfort is anywhere

Hi my spark *lol* ! I thought this is my second post after the "quote" one. So here, i would like to tell you about my relationship. Actually, this is simple tho. But the differences is my bf is 6 years older than me. Yes. So it's mean I'm 6 years younger than me. DUH. I lived in Indonesia. And a lot of my friends shocked when I told them that my bf is 6 years older than me *duh* . They pretend (I think lol) like they are died. They're speechless and other. Actually, I'm preety shocked with their responds. Bcs I thought they will be suprise and say me congrats and other. But, that are their responds. I'm okay with that. But, they tell everyone like litterally everyone in the school that I have a boyfriend 6 years older than me *another DUH*. But actually, I am feeling really comfy, really safe with him. So yea. If yo gurl got trouble like me here, don't ever think about what are they talking about your relationship. Bcs, who are they? If you feel good have a relationship why not?

I think this is really random but yea sorry about my grammar I know it's bad (REALLY BAD DUH). I'm trying guys hehe. Soooo, thankies my spark! Xoxo

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