#relationships issue

me: [has multiple boyfriends] // also me: whERre is my boyfriend from timelINNEEEE :sobs: -💎🎮

I'm realizing why my boyfriends and I don't have any content. It's such a weird ship in canon, my lord. I didn't think too much about it, was just sad there was nothing for us, but I understand now. I understand now

damn, i miss my crush from my source a whole lot. and we're not allowed to look for canonmates in this system, and it's reasonable because i know it makes dissociation worse which is bad but hhhhh. anyway, my source is obscure so i don't think anyone even *has* a fictive of him, but... i miss him. :( (fictive)

being in a relationship as a fcktive with another fcktive from my source is tiring because im so worried about being treated as like.. just a ship from singlets (or even worse... getting harassed for rl shipping or whatever).

I am so happy and thankful to have found Percy again and I love him so much and I'm the luckiest girl to get to share my life with him again...but...sometimes even in the good, it feels so wrong and empty just us two. I miss Rachel, I miss when it was us three against the world. It feels so wrong and unfair to be happy without her...Last night I had a nightmare and Percy was comforting me and reassuring me I was safe now and we don't have to fight Gods or monsters anymore and it helped until I realized me and Percy are safe and in a safer world and time now...but we have no idea if Rachel is safe the same way. We may never see her again and I'm just supposed to be happy that I'm safe and okay and that I may never know if she is too?

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