I may have to private my sideblogs. He doesn't know my new main, thank god, but its very irritating because he's been doing this for years and has already been banned from tumblr itself three times already for this exact same behavior.

Nilay wasn't entirely sure how long they'd been here. Nur's grandparents had her for the week and went down south to Disneyland, and the furbabies were taken care of before they left hours ago. Aside from ordering drinks and some food, they hadn't interacted with anyone since they entered. Home felt suffocating. Talking with people felt suffocating. The random drinks didn't help either, but if they remained sober any longer, they would combust. Yet even in their inebriated state, they couldn't stop staring at the same web pages on their phone's browser. They couldn't stop the same train of thought that kept returning to them. There was a position available at the Grand Egyptian Museum in Cairo, and they were interested in giving Nilay the position.

They repeatedly looked through the GEM's website. They repeatedly looked through Cairo's rental properties. Their thumb kept hovering over WhatsApp as the urge to text their Egypt contacts coursed through them. The urge to run back to their home was tempting, tantalizing. Everything has fallen apart and Nilay was crumbling. There were many reasons to take the offer; the same way there were many to stay.

They had been ignoring their neighbour for awhile, not listening to him mindlessly drone on as he tried to hit them up. Barely any sounds of acknowledgment left the professor, eyes locked on their screen and drinks flooding their system. Finally, the fly-like buzzing of his droning became irritating. "I need to go," they interrupted, annoyance as he tried to take it as a sign and offered to give them a ride. "No, I'm good," they quipped, carefully getting out of their stool. Their eyes rolled as he continued on, slapping down a hundred dollar bill to cover their tab before looking at him. "Jesus H. Roosevelt Christ, do you ever shut up? I'm. Not. Interested!"

Something snapped in the man, yet they didn't realize it until he grabbed their wrist as they began to move. "For fuck's sake, I said 'no'—" They gasped sharply as a shot of pain coursed up their arm. Nilay sobered up immediately and stared him straight in his eyes. This wasn't their first time rejecting someone, yet they froze. Their heart pounding in fear as rage stared back at them. With how long they spent not interacting with anyone, they weren't sure if anyone had noticed them and the man. If anyone was looking their way and realized the situation had gone far south. And while they normally wouldn't have been afraid to chuck the remainder of their drink in his face, kick him in the shin, and knee him in the groin, they couldn't move suddenly. "L-Let me go," they finally whispered out. Whimpering as the grip tightened and nails dug into their skin. "Please... Let go of me, please."

🏛️𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜: nilay öztürk & open to two [ 0/2 ] ( @cascadestarters )

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Thank you for letting me know, I was the mod that handled the situation back then, I’d rather not link any doc or get further involved past this point. I’ve never been for harassment, I saw then I made a mistake trying to get involved in something that was personal to other individuals. I take no side between any parties involved and am firmly against harassment.

not a request, just checking in to see how you're doing ^v^ keep on writing alright? and remember to eat and hydrate, idk if you're in the northern hemisphere but it is HOT right now where i'm at

A little scared rn because of an IRL situation I hope doesn’t turn into stalking or harassment. I’ve changed my name to an online name on my tumblrs and though I don’t prefer it I ask for the new name to be used for safety reasons 😔 deeply disheartened and anxious this past week because a new outlet I was excited about feels unsafe now but whatcha gonna do?

I may be updating slower/taking a short break as I take time both to deal with this anxiety/end this situation as best I can and try to enjoy my latest fixation which I’d be open to write for if people wanted it haha (star trek tng 🫶🏻)

I am in the Northern Hemisphere and it is definitely hot where I am, sometimes in the 100s fahrenheit and I often work outside and have gotten heat stroke 😅 so thank you for the tips and concern!!! I’ve been buying liquid IV to take to my job for some electrolyte balancing and I hope you do the same/similar in the heat where you’re at 🫶🏻