#fictivefessions

I love being an oc alter most days, I do. There's just a tenderness of how the host loved the source so much that they made me to interact with it; and then I formed as an alter! But other days, it's just sadness about missing friends who only exist in your version, and even if you make friends from slightly different versions of your source, they won't know you at all. Like, I just want my husband and friends..

not to be a mean fictive but i wanna fucking kill the mcu for even looking at the x men

i'm a fictive of a particular character, but in all the """wrong""" ways and it makes me loathe my existence. i can't even talk to sourcemates because i feel like they would automatically hate me.

HI!!!! I'm just your friendly neighborhood mabel pines fictive here to say: maybe like? Don't assume you know everything about an introject off the bat? And also totally DON'T assume you know my age! I'm 19 most days! I am an adult and just because you think i'm still childish doesn't mean diddly squat!

School? NOT POG VERY VERY NOT POG. I absolutely hate this place and fronting while Im here. No people should have to go to school ever if they dont want to. Teachers are judging me for not understanding things that *I* wasn't ever taught and its not like I can come out and say "Hello im Tommy and I never fuckin learned anything youre talking about or if I did I dont remember please leave me alone". Just frustrated >:( - Tommy Innit fictive

everything i know to be real isnt real and i hate it and i miss my siblings and its scary and i hate being a fictive and i just wanna go back but i can't because it was never real and i miss my sister and i miss everything from my source and i just wanna go back and i wanna be held by my sister again and i shouldn't wanna go back because everything was terrible but i miss her and i miss my little brother and I miss everything and hhh

I hate being in love in general but I think I'm in love with another fictive in the same system. Or I have a crush. Or whatever but anyways I'm not used to having genuine human connection, fuck -T

i took a break from front, now i'm back and it is, once again, missing my dad hours. this time i'm feeling a lot better, though! i remember after a very stressful night, i was really upset and we were sitting on the floor and he started telling me about my mom (i was really young when we lost her), and how i looked like her, and the reasoning behind his name and why he did the things he did. it was so comforting. i miss him a lot. - Ophelia Page, V for Vendetta (fictive)