I am so happy and thankful to have found Percy again and I love him so much and I'm the luckiest girl to get to share my life with him again...but...sometimes even in the good, it feels so wrong and empty just us two. I miss Rachel, I miss when it was us three against the world. It feels so wrong and unfair to be happy without her...Last night I had a nightmare and Percy was comforting me and reassuring me I was safe now and we don't have to fight Gods or monsters anymore and it helped until I realized me and Percy are safe and in a safer world and time now...but we have no idea if Rachel is safe the same way. We may never see her again and I'm just supposed to be happy that I'm safe and okay and that I may never know if she is too?
I don't worry this much every day but the last few days have been really rough, I just miss her so much. I wish I knew how to find her again - Annabeth Chase
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