#reden

It is not smuttt! (I am bad at writing it)

2:30 A.M

The party lights were making me blind, i was trying to find Tom i shout out loud “Tom…Tom where are you?!” He probably didn’t heard me because of the loud music or….

Then i saw him with a girl she was sitting on his lap, they were laughing and kissing, when i saw them my heart was about to fell, i didn’t said anything just get in a taxi and went home….

7:30 A.M

I woke up feeling really dizzy i stayed at the bed a bit then i looked at my phone i saw several calls and texts i clicked on the app to see who was it….it was Tom “why would he even text me?” I asked my self. Then i slowly started to read the texts….

Before i could reply my door bell rang not once, not twice, my bell rang for exectly six times i knew who it was behind the door… i wanted to open the door i love to see his face.. like allways wait for him but no i didn’t open the door.

He shouted behind the door i knew he was mad and when he is mad he is mad mad so slowly i open the lock then the door

Tom: what the fuck you think you are doing.

Y/n: i-i am doing nothing

Tom: i texted you for like hundred times and you ignored me

Y/n: y-yes uhm.. just like you ignored me at the party

Tom: what the fu-….oh uhmmm i didn’t ignored you!

Y/n: yes you did…. You did ignored me. I tried to find you when i saw you a girl was sitting on your lap

Tom: So what? You are being jealous

Y/n: stop joking around.. i am not jealous of you just i hate how you ignore me i was not even coming to the party you told me to come so i came and i thought we were going to have a good time but, yes okay alright i hope you had a good time with that what.. super model!

Tom: y/n okay i am sorry but like i can’t just hang with you all the time right? I am not your babysitter i am your bestfriend stop try to control me.

Y/n: i know you are not my babysitter i just want you to be a good friend..

Tom: i am being a good friend, i am buying you gifts, hanging out with you…. But yeah maybe you are just so lonely that i am your only friend!

My eyes were watery now i tried not to cry but yes he was right he was my only fucking friend since i was 4 he was my only fricking friend. But i didn’t want him to be my friend i loved him…..

Tom saw my eyes, he relaxed his face

Tom: i-am sorry y/n… sorry for not being a good friend, okay by now i promise i will be a good friend

“God just shut the fuck up allready don’t say “friend” just tell me you love me” i thought from my mind

Y/n: o-okay tom thanks….yeah so what now?

Tom: i don’t know what you wanna do…watch movie or something?

Y/n: i mean if you want to.. but can i choose it pleaseeeeeeee?

Tom: uhh fine but don’t choose some girly stuff.

Y/n: okay what about….inside out?

Tom: oh c’mon we are not ki- okay whatever fine

I open the movie..i knew it was the perfect time to confess my feelings to him… i was just too nervous

Y/n: uh Tom…

Tom: yes y/n

I waited, words were not coming out of my mind.., it was like my mouth was locked.

Tom: tell me

Y/n : uh i-i uhmm i will tell you something but…but promise it will not break our friendship if you don’t think that way.

Tom: okay…i uhm promise?

Y/n: just firstly tell me do you.. like uhmm…have a crush on someone?

His face was slightly turning red

Tom: yes..and she is perfect..the girl in my dreams i love her for…too many years that i don’t remember how much.

Okay when he said this i knew he was not talking about me…but like maybe he was…?

Y/n: okay okay…i-i ugh i can’t keep it anymore…. I love you okay… i fucking love you! I love you from the day we met you are my first ever crush!

Omg omg omg i couldn’t believe i said that!

Tom: really… so like y/n promise you are not joking

Y/n: n-no i wish i was joking but… no everytime i see you with another girl my love is dying inside

Tom: Y-y/n i love you too…i was so sure that you don’t love me so i was trying to move on but no…fuck, you are so different you look just like a dream.. i love you y/n

My heart was pounding like it is about to explode, my eyes were on his lips his eyes were also on mine and yes i was hungry for him… before i could even move i felt his lips on mine.

Tom: you can’t even guess how much i’v been waiting for this

Y/n: me too i just… i love you so much

Tom: i love you too Schatzi

Well okay girlys i just wrote my first ever fan ficcccccx yeayyyyyy!