It's an odd thing to know you're a ticking bomb. Every breath lingers in your chest a bit longer. Every time you hear the loud ringing of cathedral bells or a baby crying, your heart stops and clenches in your chest worrying that you might be the disastrous end to someone else’s beginnings. You become eerily aware of everyone and everything around you. I wouldn't recommend it.
Until I have all of this sorted I feel it is best for me to remain distanced from you. But i wanted you to know that I love you and Vincent and..most of all..Alysa. I will do everything in my power to protect you and her, even if that means removing myself...for the time being. Be well my dearest Livigosa.
Love,
Rain
She set the quill down shakily, hoping Livi would appreciate the update. It had taken everything just to keep her hands steady enough to write the damn thing. By this point, she was quite sure things were beginning to get interesting in the pregnancy. It plagued Rain that she was not there to help. Although she had never actually been pregnant, herself, she had helped in a number of battlefield births and had taken a midwifery class shortly after taking up her position as the mortician's apprentice. And beyond all of those technicalities, Rainbrooke loved children and they usually loved her. Perhaps it was her naturally calm demeanor or the warm, fuzzy fur. Regardless, she had a way with them and it was eating her up inside to be away during this critical time.
She looked down at her trembling hands and frowned. They were getting worse by the hour. She needed help and fast. But it all still begged the question of; who? Who could she turn to? Who could possibly accept who and what she was? It would take someone who had the knowledge and wisdom to look beyond appearances. Someone trustworthy. Someone that wouldn't abuse her powers.
I need a fucking dragon, she mused. But then the idea shot through her like an arrow. A dragon....that's it! I NEED A FUCKING DRAGON! She quickly shoved her letter in the mailbox and shot off through town towards the nearest dark alleyway she could find. There was no way in hell she'd go the Bronze flight after what happened with Vincent. The Blue's, gods love them, were a bit too weighed down with logic and rules to suit her needs. The Green's were in a state of chaos after the tremendous loss of Ysera, and Rain doubted that they really needed to be worrying about a time bomb phoenix creation. But that left one flight, one flight that could hold the key.
Old Dalaran was the closest she could get to get to her destination. As she stepped onto the landing area, gryphons and dragons and all other variety of flying creatures swooped around overhead.
"Give me the fastest you got," she said flipping out several gold coins to the flightmaster.
"But you've only just arrived madam," he snickered.
She flashed a faint smirk and boarded the black cloud serpent that had been summoned. "And it was long enough in this hot bed of mage scum."
The cloud serpent swayed and swished lightly over the mountain range, until Wyrmrest Temple was within view through the snowy landscape. The Red Dragonflight was known for its high regard for all life. Lady Alexstraza was given the title of Life Binder for a reason and Rainbrooke was praying that the Dragon Queen would listen and be willing to help. Besides, who better to fix a dragon made golem than a dragon?
The trick would be getting an audience with Lady Alexstraza. She was the Dragon Queen after all, and had countless duties to attend to. Had she more time, a well thought out and intricate plan would've been concocted, but time was not something she had. Just short of bursting in and shouting her problems to the heavens for all manner of creature to hear, Rain would have to be bold and straightforward to get what she needed. Or, at least, the chance to get what she needed.
After landing and taking just a moment to make herself as presentable as possible under the circumstances, Rainbrooke hurriedly set off into the temple. The tower reigned high into the clouds, but all guests entered through the bottom floor. Massive, spiraling columns supported the structure. And the distinct sound of clattering shoes echoed across the marble floors. It was a grand building, but she expected nothing less from a temple full of dragons.
One of the female attendants finally managed to catch Rain's attention and motion her over. "Welcome to Wyrmrest Temple. Is there something I can help you with?"
"Yes, I need to speak with Lady Alexstraza," Rain replied very matter-of-factly.
"I see. Well, I'm afraid the Lady is busy currently. Perhaps someone else may be of assistance to you?"
Had she been in any other circumstance, Rain would've been very content to be put off to some lesser for handling, but this was not other circumstances. "I'm afraid no one else will do. If I'm ignored, it would spell out death for a number of people!"
The attendant squinted. "Is that a threat?"
"No. Merely a warning.....an...eventuality." She tried her very best to express the dire need. "Look, I may appear as any of these other mortals stumbling through life looking for answers from a dragon, but you and I both know appearances aren't everything."
The attendant squirmed around and looked over Rain.
"Please," Rain gasped. "I don't have much time."
"Very well, I will escort you to the throne room, but your visit will be brief and supervised. Is that understood?"
The attendant opened a portal to the top floor hovering in the clouds, the throne room, and walked through it. Rain followed behind her, carefully watching and trying to contain herself. Most of the dragons were in their mortal forms conversing and sorting out dragon matters. She specifically heard several of them speaking of Senegos but couldn't decide exactly what was being said. They spoke in a broken mixture of common and Draconic to mask their conversations.
"My Lady, do forgive my interruption but this seemed urgent," the attendant addressed the group. She then backed away leaving Rainbrooke front and center in the midst of the Red Council. A pair of golden horns poked above the heads of the rest of them and began moving through the crowd.
The Dragon Queen stepped forward and locked eyes upon Rain, inquisitively gazing her over. "And now you have my attention mortal, speak. What is so urgent that you would interrupt my council meeting?"
Rainbrooke instinctively bowed her head to the great beast before speaking. "I did not wish to come here. I did not wish to come groveling to you....but here I am. I need your help."
Alexstraza watched her carefully, but there was a certain softness to her eyes. "Many come seeking the power of my flight, whether it is to help fight in their wars or restore a loved ones health. But my aid is not meant for those things. It is reserved for only...certain matters. So tell me, which of these things have you come for?"
"Neither, my Lady. I came here for your help. And I came here to offer mine." She snapped her fingers and the delicate mortal golem she wore vanished, revealing the violet flaming phoenix within. There was an audible gasp at her transformation and dull whispers surged through the crowd. "I am Rainbrooke Emberscar, former servant of Smolderon, Lord of the Firelands."
Alexstraza's eyes widened. "And do you come to me with war upon your mind? Do you come with threats!?" she snarled.
"No, great Queen. I come before you a lost creature in a body that is not mine, but crafted by one of your kin. I come before you as a servant....without a master."
The dragon's eyes softened again. "Without a master?"
"He is missing." Her voice cracked. "When I needed him, he abandoned me, leaving me to find solutions that have proved more deadly than I could've ever imagined."
"You say this body is not yours, so that means you had a different one?" she asked.
"I walked Azeroth for 10,000 years as a Kal'dorei Druid of the Claw. I fought and served in all of the great wars. I mourned Lady Ysera. And I grieved the burning of my home. I was filled with rage and Smolderon offered me a solution. He remade me and I existed as a Druid and a Phoenix cohesively."
The Dragon Queen strolled the edges of the room, thinking. "I take it a lot transpired after that for you to be in the shape you're in now."
Rainbrooke dipped her fiery head in a nod. "Yes, some of the choices were mine. Some were not. But the conjoining of my Phoenix abilities and the magics used to create this golem have proved to be...too much. I'm a disaster in waiting. Thus I came to the only creature I knew was strong enough and wise enough to listen."
Alexstraza continued pacing, but remained silent.
Silence was the most tortuous thing to endure in Rainbrooke's mind. No response could mean anything. She winced as she spoke the next words. "I would not expect your help without offering you my allegiance as payment. I can guarantee I am not the strongest of your servants by any means. But I am the only one that can come back from the grave time and time again, ready to do whatever I can for your flight."
The pacing stopped. "You're offering your service to my flight in exchange for help with your "golem" problem?" Her face was hard and intense.
Rainbrooke was unsure of what intent was hidden behind that question, but the terms were correctly stated. She had no choice but to answer, "Yes, my Lady."
"Very well. You may be of use to me and I may be of use to you," she stated calmly and mysteriously. "Your previous form, where is it?"
Rain's fire dimmed and she hung her head low. "I burned it to ash, which I'm sure has long since blown away."
Lady Alexstraza walked closer and lifted Rain's chin. "Then we shall call the ashes back."