i like scripting my realities so that they’re somewhat true to me and my ✨mental shit✨ but i have so much that sometimes i just wanna make it a bit easier for myself and script out AT LEAST my sensory issues, buuuut then again i don’t wanna lose any of my sparkle, buuuuuut it would be really helpful not to cringe away and want throw up and die on the spot when touching random stringy-like objects (plus tags on shit, also shoe tightness, like i physically cannot stand if my shoes are loose on me, so i have to have them tight, but if they aren’t at the same tightness, then that’s all i can think about and i feel like crawling inside myself and rotting away into nothingness, but also just socks and shoes are a no no in general unless i absolutely must, so if i at leaaaast took out my sensory issues then i wouldn’t hold up grocery shopping or etc. cuz my shoes don’t feel right on my feet and other shit like that BUT ALSO MY SPARKLE I CANT LOSE IT)
someone make the decision for me please
you know what, how about i make a dr for the same exact thing but just make one with my sparkle and one without my sparkle
but stiiiiillllllll
