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Today I noticed how often I say "it's fine" when I mean ten different things. Tired. Hurt. Confused. Disappointed. Overwhelmed. "It's fine" has become a storage box for emotions I don't know where to put.
S~ushuman
You don't need another reason to leave. The damage already happened.
S~ushuman
Not every story ends with an explanation.
Some guilt was never yours.
What do you keep apologizing for that doesn't actually require an apology?
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I keep expecting healing to feel dramatic. A breakthrough. A revelation. Most days it looks nothing like that. Most days it looks like reacting a little less, hurting a little differently, carrying the same story with slightly steadier hands.
S~ushuman
You hurt me so deeply that I don’t know what it feels like to trust love anymore.
I used to love without hesitation. I gave everything I had because I believed that if I loved someone wholeheartedly, they’d protect my heart the way I protected theirs.
Now I’m terrified.
Terrified that if I open up again, it’ll happen all over. That my love will be mistaken for weakness. That my loyalty will be taken for granted. That I’ll only matter when someone needs something from me.
You taught me to question something that once came naturally.
The hardest part isn’t losing you.
It’s wondering how to unlearn the damage you left behind, and how to believe that one day someone will hold my heart without making me regret giving it to them.