#rant blog

not to mention that loser coward complained about my new english teacher ALL THE DAMN TIME back when he had the balls to at least text me. she had this dumbass paper that one of the instructions was 'gather hints about me around the room for our first assignment'

FUCK

OFF

YOU SAGGY BITCH

UNrelated to that, if were considering venting online to be a completely morally neutral unquestionably acceptable thing to do online no matter who sees it: you dont have many friends and the few you have are ghosting you for reasons you consider stupid and cowardly, so… it sounds like there might be more than one reason your friend stopped talking to you.

if people don't wanna see negative opinions on their shows they can block me but thanks anyways.

and as for that coward, no he's ignoring me solely because i don't like his boyfriend but like, that's kinda his fault for ignoring me irl the milisecond he decided to mix friend groups. i'm not even joking, the moment he brough his bf into the group i just got completely ignored. honestly it might be a mix between his medication for i forgot what the fuck it was making him sleep through our only shared classes along with him prioritizing his boyfriend.

not to mention the pda and him talking about breeding his bf all the time which is like ew wtf why are you telling me this???? also his bf sent him a dick pic in the middle of the school day when i was ERIGHT NEXT TO HIM????? WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK AM I RIGHT???

there's no fucking way i'm insane for being upset by that right?? if there is some other bullshit reason he's ignoring me for then i wouldn'r know because he's not talking to me and neither is our other friend. i think he told our other friend to ignore me too bc that's something they used to do ALL the time when someone made them uncomfortavle bc they were like racist or homophobic or good shit like that.

it was such a fucking nothing burger, the amazing digital circus? more like the horrible jax show.

shit was pretty entertaining in the beginning but the moment it started getting jax focused is when it started declining. empathy literally though pomni was an ai and the other characters were actually real because we got jack shit on pomni and even her fucking nightmare segment was about her chat gpt bf rather than anything of substancw.

also the whole hugging abstracted jax in order to talk to him in his mind scape or what ever was so FUCKING CORNY!!!!! she should've abstracted with jax for going full contact if ragatha was screwed up from limited kaufmo touching.

i'm katt and i use she/her

icon made by me and my banner is from my beautiful tragedeigh named ehmylie, i payed her 10 bucks and a button for it, thx empathy

@xoxo-tuxedosam

tw for grooming maybe, I'll put it in the tags too but yk.

When I was younger I wanted so badly to just be loved for no particular reason besides feeling lonely all the time. I thought dating would fix that.

I then made the mistake of trying to find somebody on roblox.

I didn't once lie about my age, I didn't once lie about my face.

The oldest guy who willingly spoke with me off platform was fucking 26.

I was some somewhere around 10 and maybe even younger at the first case.

I was FLASHED and told that I was unlovable to everybody else multiple times because some guys thought it was hot to have a younger partner.

Ok.

And maybe that made me spiral.

And maybe it's the reason I was so deeply captivated by darkshipping and proshipping and just minor x adult.

But it was my fault.

It's my fault that my developing brain clung to that as comfort and I had to peel it away from it because it started worsening my mental, especially when I'd see others do the same thing as me but publicly and then told they should die. I was so fucking sick with myself.