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🐱 Cherubim [Cherubim Ragdoll LCWW]

📸 Deep Blue

In the shadowed halls of Hogwarts, seventh year unfolded like a fragile spell, full of whispered promises and stolen moments. You and Regulus Black had been together since the start of sixth year, a secret kept from the prying eyes of Slytherin and the rest of the school. He was the enigmatic Black brother, quieter than Sirius, with ink-black hair that fell just so over his forehead and gray eyes that held storms you wanted to weather. Your relationship bloomed in hidden corners—the Astronomy Tower at midnight, the alcoves of the library where Madam Pince's gaze couldn't reach.

Those early days were pure magic, the kind that made the castle feel like your own private world. Mornings in the Great Hall, you'd catch his eye across the tables, a subtle smile tugging at his lips as he passed you a note under the tablecloth: Meet me by the lake after Charms? Afternoons meant sneaking into empty classrooms, where he'd pull you onto his lap on a dusty desk, his hands gentle on your waist. "You're distracting me from revising," he'd murmur, but his fingers would trace the line of your jaw, tilting your face up for a soft kiss. His lips were always cool, tasting faintly of mint from the sweets he favored, and you'd melt into him, the world fading to just the press of his mouth against yours.

Evenings were for walks along the castle grounds, hand in hand under the cover of your cloaks. Regulus would talk about the stars, pointing out constellations with a knowledge that came from his family's old tomes, while you leaned against his shoulder, feeling the steady rise and fall of his chest. He'd surprise you with small things—a charmed flower that glowed in the dark, tucked into your robes, or a warming charm on your scarf during chilly Quidditch practices. You were a Gryffindor, he a Slytherin, but in those moments, house lines blurred into nothing. Nights ended with goodnight kisses at the edge of the common room entrances, lingering until Filch's lantern bobbed too close, his breath warm on your skin as he whispered, "I love you."

Life felt enchanted. Regulus was your anchor in the chaos of NEWTs and the growing whispers of war beyond the castle walls. Your Muggle-born family had filled your head with stories of You-Know-Who and his Death Eaters, the terror they wrought on those like you. But with Regulus, it all seemed distant, chased away by his quiet affection and the way he held you like you were precious.

But then, the cracks began to form, subtle as a fraying wand core. It started midway through the year, after a letter arrived for him during breakfast—sealed with a heavy black wax that made his face drain of color. He excused himself early, and when you saw him next in the corridors, his usual poise was edged with tension. "Everything alright?" you'd ask, slipping your hand into his. He'd squeeze it, but his smile was tight. "Just family matters. Nothing important."

Family matters turned into absences. He'd miss study sessions in the library, claiming prefect duties or extra Potions practice. When he did appear, his long-sleeved robes stayed buttoned even in the stuffy Slytherin common room, and he'd pull away from your touches with excuses of being tired. You tried to bridge the gap—leaving notes in his books, waiting for him after classes—but he drifted further, like mist through your fingers. Conversations grew strained; he'd snap at small things, like when you asked about his brother Sirius's latest escapades. "Drop it," he'd say sharply, then regret it immediately, drawing you into a hurried embrace. "I'm sorry, love. It's just... everything's complicated right now."

The first real argument erupted after a week of near-silence. You'd cornered him in an empty hallway near the dungeons, frustration boiling over. "What's happening to us? You're like a ghost!" He turned, eyes flashing with a mix of guilt and defiance. "You wouldn't understand. My family's expectations—it's not something you can just fix with questions." His words stung, painting you as an outsider. Voices rose, accusations flying—you calling him distant, him retorting that you were prying too much. You stormed off toward the Gryffindor tower, tears blurring the moving staircases, but by evening, a house-elf delivered a note: Please, meet me at the Black Lake. I can't bear this.

He was there when you arrived, pacing the shore, his face etched with worry. "I didn't mean it," he said the moment he saw you, stepping close. His hands cupped your face, thumbs brushing away your tears. "I hate fighting with you." You searched his eyes, seeing the boy you loved beneath the strain. The kiss that followed was apologetic, slow and deep, his lips moving against yours with a tenderness that mended the rift. You forgave him, because losing him felt impossible.

It became a pattern, woven into the fabric of your final year. He'd withdraw into himself, shadows gathering under his eyes from sleepless nights or secret meetings you sensed but couldn't name. Fights would flare over trivialities—why he avoided the Gryffindor table, why he flinched at mentions of the Dark Lord in History of Magic. Each time, you'd clash in heated whispers behind tapestries or in forgotten rooms, words sharp as Sectumsempra. But reconciliation always followed, drawn like moths to flame. He'd find you, pull you into a hidden nook, and kiss you until the anger dissolved—soft presses of lips that spoke of desperation, his arms wrapping around you like he feared you'd vanish.

Yet with each cycle, Regulus changed a fraction more. His smiles were rarer, his touches more guarded. You heard murmurs from other Slytherins about his new associations—Evan Rosier, Barty Crouch Jr.—old friends from pure-blood circles he'd once distanced himself from. He vanished for hours, sometimes overnight, blaming detentions or family visits to Grimmauld Place. The fluff of your early days faded, replaced by this gnawing ache. You'd lie awake in your four-poster bed, wondering if the war's chill had seeped into your love, if he was slipping toward something darker.

One stormy evening, after yet another row—you'd accused him of lying about where he'd been, he'd shouted that you didn't trust him—the tension peaked. It started in the Slytherin common room after curfew; you'd snuck down using the password he'd slipped you months ago. The argument spilled into his dorm, the other boys wisely absent. "Why can't you just tell me?" you pleaded, voice breaking. He raked a hand through his hair, pacing the stone floor. "Because it would change everything! I don't want to lose you over this."

His words hung heavy, vulnerability cracking his composure. You stepped closer, heart twisting. "Then don't push me away." He froze, then closed the distance, his hands trembling as they framed your face. The kiss was born of raw need, urgent yet gentle—his lips claiming yours with a fervor that chased away the hurt. You responded in kind, fingers threading into his hair, pulling him nearer. His mouth moved softly, tasting of salt from unshed tears, deepening the connection as he backed you toward his bed. The world narrowed to the warmth of his breath, the way his tongue brushed yours in silent apology.

Clothes stayed on in the haze of emotion, but the kiss lingered, bodies pressed close in a tangle of limbs on the green silk duvet. His long-sleeved shirt rode up slightly as you shifted, your hand slipping under to touch his skin. Impatiently, you tugged at the hem, wanting more closeness. He was lost in the moment, eyes closed, lips trailing to your neck in feather-light kisses. The fabric lifted, and you pulled it over his head in one fluid motion, exposing his torso.

Your gaze dropped instinctively, and there it was—on his left forearm, the Dark Mark. A skull wreathed in serpents, the brand of Voldemort's followers, burned into his flesh like a curse. Horror flooded you. Your family’s warnings crashed back: the Death Eaters' atrocities, the hunts for Muggle-borns like you, the shadow of the Dark Lord that could destroy everything. Regulus—one of them? The boy who'd kissed you under the stars, now marked by darkness?

Fear surged, cold and unyielding. You jerked back, scrambling off the bed, your back hitting the wall. Your heart thundered, breaths coming in shallow gasps as you stared at him—at it—like he was a stranger, a threat.

Regulus's eyes snapped open at your movement, confusion clouding his features. "What is it?" he asked, voice husky from the kiss. He sat up, reaching for you, but his gaze followed yours to his arm. The mark glared in the low light from the lake windows, undeniable. Realization hit him like a Bludger, and hurt twisted his face—eyes widening, lips parting in shock. "No... wait, it's not what you think—"

But you were already moving, fear propelling you toward the door. "Stay away!" The words escaped in a whisper, laced with terror. You were afraid of him now, of what he might become, of the monster the mark implied. Your hand fumbled with the latch, tears stinging your eyes.

"Please!" Regulus lunged from the bed, shirtless and desperate, grabbing your wrist gently but firmly. His touch sent a jolt through you, and you yanked free, flinching as if burned. He recoiled like you'd struck him, pain etching deep lines on his face. "Don't go. I can explain—it's not... I didn't want this. I was scared, pressured by my family, by everything. But I swear, it's not who I am. Not with you."

His voice cracked, gray eyes pleading, raw with the fear of losing you—the one light in his darkening world. He stepped forward, hands raised in surrender, but you shook your head, backing toward the exit. "How can I believe that? That mark... it's Voldemort's. You're one of them!" The accusation hung between you, shattering the fragile trust.

Regulus's shoulders slumped, vulnerability stripping him bare. "I took it to protect Sirius, to... I don't know, to survive. But I hate it. I hate what it's making me. You're the only thing keeping me from falling completely into this. Please, don't run. Let me fix this. I can't lose you—I won't." Tears glistened in his eyes, his voice a broken whisper, hands trembling at his sides.

Uh it seemed better in my head

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Idk but I love how quick I made this (an hour and a half ain't much to brag abt tho tbh 💔🥀)