#queereye

Queer Eye two had just come out.

In your basement with your sister and her friends. 

Our first New Year's Eve.

I think we both felt normal 

But every time it ends.

We stopped talking some time back.

You said you moved

But really, you ran.

I don’t blame you.

The years of living as not you -

Then almost you -

Then becoming you - 

Hometown is a frog climbing up your throat 

Someone who only knows not-you smiles with daggers; their love is acid in the veins. 

What happened? 

The facade won’t reach their eyes. 

There was once a little girl where you stood.

Shedding that hurt, I will never blame you for.

Even the good reminds you of it all.

I’m sorry for that. 

Even more for all the steps I took wrong. 

I still have that sketch and a book of poetry. 

I’ll still send you succulents for your classroom and a duvet for your wedding. 

No note attached.

I don’t know what to say. 

I still love you?

I’m still sorry?

If I opened my phone and there you were I’d…

I’d… 

Queer Eye ten is coming soon. 

I hope you think of me too.

In episode 1, Paula had at MINIMUM four sewing machines in her house. In the reveal, they had moved all of her sewing supplies into the spare bedroom. But there was only one machine in there and decidedly not enough room for the other three (or more).

Is the expectation that she hauls out whatever machine she needs for each project every time? As someone that works as a seamstress for similar projects, that just wouldn’t work.