the downsides of housewifing with anxiety
there were many reasons we chose to move to a housewife system in our household, it just makes sense with us and i do try to find ways to make money when I'm not buried under a pile of laundry and dishes.
we had a budget "meeting" last night and though we are all good, my mental health is the big part of my being holding me back from being able to work consistently. despite that though i already have an event to clown at later this month :D
the big con at the moment as spring has come is the fact that bugs leave hibernation and come out to seek the outside world and end up inside my house... horrible. especially when life has been so hectic that all my paranoid thoughts have been bug centered.
I've begun wearing my show heels inside to keep my feet off the ground, but sometimes a big bad shows itself and i retreat to my bed until the boyfriend can fix it and then do not very loud chores through the night to compensate..
today i found something in the bathroom and will be getting through the computer to do list.