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They all turn to find Rhea flipping him off after the door slams causing everyone except Julie to gasp shocked by her actions, “Oh please you guys act as if you don't even know me it's embarrassing,” she rolls her eyes taking a seat, “In all seriousness though how are we going to fix this,” she says before handing the small waste bin to Y/N who stared at her with a confused expression, “Oh trust me you're gonna need it in 3..2..1,” and as if on cue she turned her chair before releasing her breakfast into the bin, Rhea holding her hair up as Julie grabbed a cup of water from the dispenser, “there you go. Now please tell me this is due to nerves and not the alternative because if it is then we'll really all be dead,” she turned to Seonghwa who could only look at her with guilty eyes.

“We don't know that's what we were trying to find out when we got called but if it is I take full responsibility for it and will take full blame. I'll say I coerced her and hid it behind your guys’ back. The only reason we're in this mess in the first place is because of me and none of you deserve to lose your livelihoods over me,” Seonghwa admitted.

“Look as much as we may value your valor and selflessness Seonghwa we also enabled it we're all to blame. Even then contracts or not you can't mess with human nature. I'm sure you two aren't the first to do this in the industry and you most definitely will not be the last we'll figure it out little by little,” Rhea reassured them as she rubbed circles on Y/N's back as she took deep breaths, “First things first we find out the cause to your puking spells,” she turns to Y/N as she takes a reluctant deep breath.

Y/N paced back and forth across Seonghwa's trailer as they all waited patiently for the results |. As she turned she quietly to go around again she fought with her inner monologue. “I can't be pregnant, we can't, we used protection, but then his birthday and the beach, god why did i have to be so stupid, but we would have known by now, but i didn't have morning sickness with Elijah so maybe it is just food poisoning but they say that morning sickness depends on the sperm, then if that's the case he sick for that, but then you let him, oh my god i'm beginning to act hormonal, why am I acting like a teen again i'm a grown a-,” she's interrupted by Seonghwa who was now standing in front of her cupping her face. Her eyes widen as she comes to realize he had been trying to get her attention. She sighs the stress beginning to settle in her head and showing in her eyes instead tears welling in her eyes absent mindedly putting a hand over her uterus. Reading her expression he rubs a gentle thumb over her cheek before pulling her close, resting her head over hers rubbing circles on her back.

“You don't have to say anything right now, just listen to me. Whatever that test says I'll be by your side regardless and although I would want more than anything to have a little one of our own and make Elijah a big brother I only want it if you do and when you're ready and if that's not what you want that's okay too. At the end of the day you choose and I'll be there to support you,” Seonghwa finishes kissing the top of her head.

With that the tears begin to flow staining his hoodie. “You got a whole village to back you up this time,” Rhea pipes up, placing a comforting hand on her shoulder. Julia gets up to join them in a group hug agreeing. Y/N wipes her tears, sighing happily looking at part of her new village that she had gained since living in LA. Rhea was right even before Elijah was well known news they had always had her back through thick and thin even more so after. She nodded softly, mouthing a silent thank you. She leans against them as the timer rings, the 4 of them turning towards the phone and test laying on the counter. “Do you want me to check for you?” Rhea asks. Y/N shakes her head pulling away from Seonghwa to check. She takes a deep breath picking up the test seeing the two lines present as ever on both tests. She turns to Seonghwa hands softly shaking a bittersweet feeling overcoming her. A mix of excitement of the future and dread from their current predicament. She chokes back a mix of tears and a laugh. “Really?” Seonghwa asks as she only nods in response, causing to envelop her in a tight hug as she smiles in his embrace nestling her head in the crook of his neck. For a short moment it's only those 4 in their own little bubble.

“I'm supposing your reaction means you're | keeping it?” Julie asks cautiously.

“Most likely but it's still all so quick and with everything going on and Elijah,” Y/N rambles.

“Take your time but for now think of you and your family and let us deal with the rest,” Rhea reassures.

“I can't ask you guys to take all that on,” Y/N shakes her head.

“You have enough to worry about, please,” a vulnerable side of Rhea that is rarely shown appearing, “I promise we'll be here when you're ready.”

“Now both of you shoo and go home we'll get to the bottom of this and present a game plan to you later,” said Julie rushing them out before returning, “We have our work cut out for us,” she sighs, turning to face Rhea.

“That we do,” Rhea nods.

Curious on their predicament they decide to go to the doctor wanting a bit more clarity. The nurse walked into the room bringing out the results, “Your tests we're correct you guys are expecting. Congratulations mom and dad to be. All that's left is to find out how far along you are and you'll be on your way until you can see your own doctor which will be in 2 days so if mom you don't mind laying back for me and lifting your shirt bit,” the nurse explained. Seonghwa sensing Y/N's nerves gave her hand a gentle squeeze of reassurance reminding her of their agreement. “If you want we can wait till your appointment no big deal, give you time to think,” he explains.

“No it's ok it's just been awhile,” Y/N says taking a deep breath.

“Nerves are perfectly normal, planned or unplanned, take your time dear,” the nurse reassures.

Y/N lays back giving the nurse a small nod to proceed after lifting her shirt. “Jelly is a bit cold so bear with me,” the nurse explains before proceeding.

~7 years ago~

“And there they are I would say you're about 17 weeks so about 4 months. Let's see if we can get a heartbeat,” the nurse says, turning on the sound, the baby's heartbeat strong and prominent, “perfectly healthy baby, did you want to know the gender, sweetie?” the nurse asked, turning to Y/N.

“No, I'm ok, I don't plan on keeping it. I'm giving it up for adoption and moving on,” Y/N replies with hesitation in her voice her face turned away from the doppler machine not wanting to see it in fear of getting attached, “They'll be better off with someone better suited to be a mother than me,” she sighs taking the towel from the nurse wiping her belly, “Thank you though I appreciate.”

“If you change your mind there are plenty of resources made to help you and your child just let us know,” the nurse explains finishing her chart.

~Present Day~

“There’s the little one, definitely looks like they're getting dad's height but even then i'd estimate you're about 10 weeks out. Let's see if we can get a heartbeat,” the nurse states adjusting the machine, “Here we go sounds strong you guys have a perfectly healthy baby according to your tests,”she beams. The nurse helps her wipe her belly before letting her get up. “Just follow through with your doctor so you guys can begin to discuss birthing plans that work best for you.”

The pair nod, taking the papers as they follow the nurse through the clinic towards the exit thanking her before making their way home. Pulling into the driveway of Y/N's house Seonghwa parks his car taking a deep breath, “I guess we should discuss a plan at least of some sort regardless of the outcome,” he suggests.

“We should, I forgot how much goes into it considering last time I was in straight up fight mode,” Y/N nodded softly, “Are you sure you're okay with having a kid and a baby around. I mean I get Elijah is older but a baby I mean your career is really starting to take off now and a baby takes up a lot of time an-,” she's cut off by him holding her hand.

“Hey we'll figure it out as we go okay. I'm not gonna say i have it all planned but I will say i'm willing to take this challenge on and this risk if you are. We're a team and even the its you who comes first not me you carry the biggest weight both metaphorically and physically. We'll start small, what's our timeline in just chapters we can always discuss details in the days and weeks that come. We have 30 weeks give or take,” he suggests.

“Well first I guess is telling Elijah and then I guess choosing one roof to live under,” she ponders.

“There's a start,” he nods, smiling softly.

The pair headed inside, continuing their conversation, waiting till the boy returned with his adopted grandma from their excursion. As the days went by work was still tense but either his home or hers became their safe haven as they discussed their future and planned while enjoying the moments with just the 3 or 4 of them deciding to reveal the news to everyone either when she started showing or after the third trimester in case of any complications. Seonghwa spent more time away than he liked due to the premiere of his latest project nearing as well as working a contingency with Rhea, Julie, and San, not wanting to stress Y/N any further. Y/N, on the other hand, continued to burn the letters with no return address, claiming to be her parents, believing it to be some cruel joke. When the letters ceased, she believed her suspicions had been confirmed only for her to be proven wrong in the worst way possible.

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Getting the hint Y/N leaned forward at the same time as Seonghwa, each of them kissing one of his cheeks as he squealed. Slowly but surely Elijah managed to wriggle out of his mother’s and Seonghwa’s arms as they simply chuckled at his actions. “Okay I can take a hint,” Y/N joked, “Why don’t you go wash up and you can tell me about your day,” Y/N suggested. The boy quickly agreed, running off as Y/N returned to the kitchen to finish. As she served the plates Seonghwa approached her gently wrapping his arms around her from behind. He placed a gentle kiss on her shoulder causing her to lean back into his comforting touch letting out the pent-up tension she didn’t know she had. Concerned by her body language he moved her hair over her shoulder before gently using his thumb and index finger to turn her face towards him by her chin. “Everything okay?” he asked, his free hand mindlessly rubbing circles on her hip with his thumb. 

She sighed, running a hand through her hair as she turned to face him, “That obvious?”

“A little, but I ask because I care about you,” he reassured her.

“I know. I just don’t want to bother you with nonsense,” Y/N explained.

“Why would you think that anything you have to say isn’t worth my time,” he reassured, “the only thing that matters to me is that you and Elijah are happy. That means if something is making you upset then I’m going to try my best to fix it. So what do you say, you wanna tell me what’s got you upset?”

“It’s Naomi again,” Y/N admitted, “Ever since I’ve been back while my project is on break, all she’s done is brag about what she does with you and how much she knows you compared to me. I know it doesn’t mean anything and that most of it is probably lies, but I can’t help but feel like I’m missing out. I’m not going to lie as great as this opportunity is to move up, it sucks not being able to see you at work every day not to mention the unwanted stress added by her presence. I feel as though I’m always on my toes when I’m near cause if not she’ll sabotage me. The woman is a devil in sheep’s clothing,” she ranted quickly like a balloon full of air being released.

“Tell me about it. I’ve always compared her to the Siamese cats from Lady and the Tramp,” he joked, causing her to chuckle, “Trust me it’s not easy being around her but for once forget about everyone else and put yourself first. Forget about Naomi, forget about me, forget about Elijah for a bit, and don’t worry. I got him for you, and put yourself first. What is it you want from this situation and what path will you take to get there? The one thing that stuck in my mind and I never forgot was something my mother always told me which was, ‘Never look next to you, always look forward cause if not you might miss an important turn.’ Don’t be afraid to think for yourself either when I said we’re in this together I meant it. I’ve fully committed to this step-dad thing and there’s no going back trust me, ask my seamstress,” he joked.

“Did you just crack a dad bod joke in the middle of a pep talk?” she stifled a laugh.

“Maybe, but I’m serious,” he said, dropping his smile in an attempt to show how serious he was.

“Okay,” she chuckled, “Thank you for your words of wisdom. I look forward to these conversations in the future,” she teased, wrapping her arms around his neck.

“As do I,” he smiled warmly, “but for now we leave our worries at the door cause it’s time for dinner,” he comforted cupping her face in his warm hands before kissing the top of her head.

She smiled as her hands snaked down to his elbows before he made contact. Just as he pulled away little pitter pattering could be heard coming down the steps and into the kitchen. Seonghwa helped to set the table as she finished serving the plates. By the end of dinner, Elijah was yawning, his plate almost cleared as his eyes began to droop. Seonghwa got up as he finished his plate, setting it in the sink before picking up Elijah from his seat. “Come on bud let’s get you a bath before you knock out,” he suggested as the kid cuddled up in his warmth. Y/N got up to take the boy from his arms but was interrupted. She pulled away looking at him confused until he spoke, “Remember what I said earlier. I can take over for the rest of the night and you can go relax.” Although hesitant she knew it was no use arguing with Seonghwa she nodded softly going back to her seat to finish eating. Seonghwa took the small boy towards his room to let him pick out his pajamas for the night as he got the water running. As soon as Elijah approaches him with his choice he asks him if the water is warm enough before helping him take a bath. Downstairs Y/N finished eating and set the dishes into the sink. As she contemplated doing the dishes she heard laughter. Moving upstairs she found Seonghwa helping Elijah get dressed, poking and tickling him here and there. Once finished he tucked the small boy into bed reading him a story.

The boy giggled at the voices Seonghwa made, his eyes becoming heavier as the story continued. By the end, he was nestled quietly under the covers, soft snores emitting from him. Seonghwa placed the book back on the shelf before brushing the hair out of his face and kissing his forehead. As he walked out he noticed Y/N standing at the door watching in admiration. He slowly closed the door behind him as he held a finger to his mouth, “He’s asleep now. How about we get a bath running for you so you can relax, come on,” he said, leading her towards their now shared room, “This way I don’t have to worry about you cleaning behind my back,” he jokes.

“And here I thought you were just worried about me,” she teased.

“I am, it's a win-win situation.,” he smiles. 

He starts the same process as before this time letting her help. Once it was set he gave her privacy giving her a small peck on the lips before heading downstairs to finish cleaning up. Once alone she undressed, letting herself sink into the warm lavender rose water. The feeling was foreign to her but it was easy to relax once she felt the warm water release the tension in her body. After a bit Seonghwa returned to check on her smiling he crouched next to the tub as she laid her head back eyes closed. Hearing his shuffling she spoke, “You just gonna stare or are you here to talk?”

“It’s a bit of both but I didn’t realize I’d be greeted by a siren,” he replied.

“You’re so corny,” she says playfully, splashing water at him.

“Hey but it works doesn’t it,” he says sitting at the edge of the tub.

“Maybe,” she smiles as he lifts her chin to kiss her.

“I’ll let you finish while I toss one of the comforters into the dryer for a bit,” he informed before making his way out again.

By the time he returned, she walked out dried off with a towel wrapped around her. As he set the comforter back on the bed he turned to see her grabbing her clothes from his dresser. She smiled as she felt his hands move to her waist only to be startled by him throwing her over his shoulder. “You took too long might as well help you myself or else I’ll have no one to cuddle with,” he explained in response to her giggles and protest. As he laid her down she giggled ‘ow’ causing him to realize the flaw in his plan. “Sorry forgot about the hair clip,” he said, reaching behind her head to gently remove the clip from her hair. He set it on the dresser before returning to her as she lay under him, her hair now spread out. He smiled at her as her hand laid against the back of his neck playing with the end of his hair. He lowered himself, closing the space between them as he kissed her. It was gentle as always the type to make your heart flutter. The only difference this time was the closeness and lack of layers that made something else flutter too. As Seonghwa pulled away for air the two looked into each other’s eyes and before either one could speak she pulled him gently by the collar of his shirt to kiss him again. As he kissed back she tugged at the bottom of his shirt before lifting it over his head. As they momentarily broke up apart she spoke, “Sorry you were taking too long.”

Seonghwa chuckled before undoing his belt, “My apologies I promise I’ll do better next time.” 

He kissed her once more before kissing down her neck her fingers nimbly making their way through his raven locks. She felt his breath hitch slightly as her hand reached between them undoing the button and zipper of his jeans. Before she could move any further he found her sweet spot gently biting it as she extended her neck back against the mattress to give him more room. His hands roamed down the sides, one staying at her waist while the other lifted her leg slightly. “As much as I’d enjoy you helping me out today is about you okay? Let me take care of you,” he stated, a new lust in his eyes. He pecked her lips before leaving a trail of kisses down her body. Each kiss left a warmth of admiration. As he reached her naval he lifted her other leg laying each one against his shoulders and continuing his path she took a deep breath as she felt his breath fan over her, his warmth sending goosebumps throughout her body. Just when she felt like she could burst in anticipation she felt his thumb glide between her folds as he continued down her inner thigh causing her to release a breath she didn’t know she was holding. Then without warning, he let his tongue go next, his mouth staying against her core as he slipped a finger into her. His tongue and finger moved in synchrony as she hummed in pleasure. As her juices coated his finger and the tip of his nose he slipped another finger causing her to tug at his hair as she gasped softly, “Hwa.”

He felt as his head leaned back and he curled his fingers causing her to lift her hips. He peeked up to see her blissed expression causing the bulge in his pants to harden. Just as she was about to come undone he pulled his fingers away. His tongue, drawing a clean line from its former spot up the center of her body to her neck before planting a kiss against her whining lips. As he parted his thumb dragged down her bottom lip as she looked at him, eyes full of stars. “God you’re beautiful,” he confessed like a sinner. He kissed her again in the same gentle manner but this time with an underlying hint of want and need the kind that spread heat across both the giver and receiver. Her head felt fuzzy as she forgot any of the thoughts that clouded her mind only focusing on the way Seonghwa’s fingertips trace patterns onto her skin. Moving down her hips he stopped at her legs behind her knees almost as if waiting for permission. Granting it she wrapped her legs around his waist pulling him close. He lowered his pants and boxers together in swift motion before kissing her again as his tip teased her entrance sending shivers down her spine in anticipation.  He slips in swallowing her moan in his kiss as she does his. Most times Seonghwa would become blinded in desire not to say it wasn’t enjoyable but this time was different. This time he took his time feeling every twitch, every shiver, every shift dedicating every movement to her. In turn, glistening limbs reached for one another sticking as they made contact turning them into one as she arched her back, her chest touching his. “I love you,” she moaned out, and despite the context of the situation her face showed pure sincerity.

Seonghwa couldn’t help but smile as he held the back of her waist with one hand and cradled her head with the other. “I can’t tell you how long I’ve been waiting to hear that,” he chuckled, “I love you too, more than you’ll ever know,” he smiled, kissing her as they both finished. As they did Y/N crossed her legs around his waist as he slowed to a halt. As they caught their breath he rubbed circles onto her legs with his thumbs. His forehead stuck to her as they took breaths in sync. He kissed her forehead gently before pulling out and picking her up slowly, “ Come on let’s get you cleaned up.” He turns on the water as she nuzzles into his neck. Once the bath fills he seats the both of them carefully in before gently cleaning the sweat off their bodies. The next morning. Seonghwa awoke to the bed empty and his phone ringing. Had he slept in? No, Y/N wouldn’t let it happen. If so then why was Rhea calling? He picked up the phone as he heard stirring in the bathroom. He picked up the phone heading over before he could answer Rhea cut him off. “ Seonghwa we need you down at the studio asap,” Rhea demanded.

“I’ll be there as soon as I can,” he responded, opening the door to see Y/N hunched over the toilet.

“Seonghwa I’m serious we need to make som-” Rhea begins to rant.

“Hey Rhea you can kill me later but I’m gonna have to call you back,” he states, cutting her off.

He tosses his phone to the side before crouching next to Y/N with a glass from the sink with water handing it to her as he pulls her hair back. She gave him a thankful look, swigging some of the water before spitting it back into the toilet. “I didn’t poison you last night with the pasta did I?” he half-joked, earning a chuckle from her as she shook her head. Just as she was about to speak another wave of nausea hit and ducked her head back into the toilet as Seonghwa rubbed circles on her back keeping her hair out of the way. The pair ignored the ringing from Seonghwa’s phone. As she finished she took the glass again repeating the same action as before. Once again his phone rang again, “You should probably answer if Rhea is calling you again,” Y/N suggested. He picked up his phone silencing his ringer one last time.

“She can chew me out later right now I just wanna make sure you’re ok,” he ensures.

Y/N can’t help but smile at his boldness but soon the moment is ruined by her phone ringing. He brings it to her knowing she doesn’t have the same liberties as he does seeing it’s Rhea she picks up putting her on speaker. Like before Rhea is the first to speak, “Look I don’t know what’s going on between you two right now, and frankly I don’t care if I’m interrupting. Will one of you just turn on the TV or go on the internet for 2 seconds? When you do get your asses down here before I drag you both myself,” she threatens before hanging up, chills running up both their spines.

Seonghwa complies, turning on his TV to the news just in time for the entertainment news as the anchorman speaks up, “And in recent news one of Hollywood’s most eligible bachelors might just be off the market. Yes, ladies the Park Seonghwa of Dreamers and Inception fame is possibly taken after being seen getting close with a mystery lady as pictures leak from the bachelor's birthday bash back in April. All this and more when we come back from the break,” Seonghwa turns to see Y/N scrolling through the endless Twitter and Instagram posts. He takes her phone from her reading the worried expression on her face. He cups her face as she looks up at him, “Hey we’ll figure it out. If Rhea is the one calling that means she has multiple game plans ready to go and she’s just waiting for us to pick,” he reassures her.

“What if I get fired?!” Y/N panics.

“Hey, hey, hey, look at me. I promised to take care of you, I’m not gonna let that happen,” he states matter of factly.