So, as the title suggests, nothing exciting has happened today. It's just been another boring day for the most part. Its also been gloomy most of the day. It finally warmed up some in the afternoon and the sun came out for a little while, which felt nice.

I haven't really done much today. I slept in an extra hour today. Then I got up, got dressed, and came and sat in my spot in the kitchen for a little while. After that my mom asked me if I wanted to go to her friends' house with her, so I tagged along. We didn't stay there very long and after we left we walked to the gas station and got a soda. When we walked back home, I came back in the kitchen and sat here again.

I've pretty much been sitting here most of the day since there's nothing else to do. It's so boring around here. I wish there was more to do though. It's always been boring around here though, so I'm used to it.

I'm just sitting here listening to music right now and waiting for my song to come on. It's called 'Angel With A Shotgun' by The Cab. My boyfriend got me hooked on it and I love it so much.

I haven't gotten to use my new controller to game with yet because I was really tired last night, but I'm definitely going to tonight. I can't wait to play some Apex with my boyfriend. I'm so glad it's cross-platform so we can play together. I don't have any other games that I can play with him right now and it sucks. If I had the money I'd buy a couple more so we could, but at least we have Apex. I still have to buy a new headset for my ps4 though. I wasn't able to get one because I didn't have the money. At least we video chat while we're playing so we can still know what the other person is doing though.

Anyway, I realize I haven't updated this in the past couple of days and I'm sorry for that, but I've been dealing with awful headaches and back pain for the most part.

I got all my classwork for the day and pretty much the week done today. Now it's just logging in and answering two bonus questions each day through Friday, then I'll be done. I can't believe today was the first day of week 4. The time seems like it's flying by. I still have A's in my classes, which is obviously good.

Today I've been dealing with a headache all day and as time has gone by its been getting worse. I don't know why I keep having all these headaches though. I don't know if it's because of my sinuses or if it may be from the weather changing.

We went to the pawn shop and I got out half of our stuff. Then we went and got new phones, which I desperately needed a new one because my phone kept acting up on me. Then I had a doctor's appointment.

The doctor gave me a week's worth of antibiotics to take because I have some kind of infection going on, but they're not sure what kind yet. It could be in my kidneys or my bladder or anything around in that area. I have some blood in my urine though, which isn't good. That's why she wants me to start taking the antibiotics as soon as I can, then after the week is up I have to go get lab tests done. She said everything else seems fine though. I gained 20lbs since May and they're thinking it's because of my hypothyroidism. I hope that's the cause.

Anyway, we finally got back home, thankfully. I have my new phone set up and everything, which I'm glad about. I'm probably going to go to bed soon because I've been tired and hurting all day. I'm also starting to get a headache again which I hate. I just can't win.

I was mad at myself today though. I set my alarm to get up at 9AM so I could do my classwork for college, but I apparently woke up, shut my alarm off, then went back to sleep for another hour and woke up a little after 10AM. I really wish there was some way I could stop myself from doing that. It's really annoying.

I've been pretty productive today other than that though. I walked with my mom to the gas station up the street and we got sodas for us and my brother. Then when I got home I started on my classwork. My mom and brother went grocery shopping while I was doing it so I had some quiet time to do it. I got all of my assignments done for the day, even the assignments that were supposed to last me a week are done now. Now the only thing I have to do from tomorrow to Friday is login everyday and answer a couple of bonus questions, then I can log back off because I'll be done for the day. I'm so glad I got all of it done today because I hate knowing I could've had it all done but I put it off. I'm an overachiever when it comes to school. So far I have an A in both of my classes. If that grade ever drops to a B, I will be so mad at myself for not doing better. That's the way I've always been at school. When I was getting bullied in high school to the point where my grades started slipping, I started to give up and not care anymore and that's how everyone knew how bad it was, because I'd never had anything lower than a B before.

Anyway, after I got done with my classwork I helped put away the groceries. Then a little while after that we ate dinner. After we got done with dinner I decided to make a dessert for us, but the bad thing about it is that it needs to be refrigerated for at least 6 hours, so we're not going to be able to eat it tonight, but we will definitely have it tomorrow. I made a peanut butter cheesecake. I hope it's good and that everyone likes it because I've never made that kind before.

Now since I got all of that done, I'm just sitting here resting and relaxing because my back has been bothering me all day. I have a herniated disc in my lower back and it never lets me forget it's there, especially today.

It's just been another long, drawn out day. I kept waking up off and on from around 6AM to 8:30AM again today. I don't know why I keep doing that but it's really starting to annoy me. I have my sleeping medicine again, so hopefully I won't do that anymore now. Maybe I'll actually be able to sleep until my alarm goes off now. We'll find out tomorrow because I plan on starting to take it again tonight. I don't know where or how I managed to lose it this last time. Thankfully I had that appointment with my psychiatrist this past Tuesday and she refilled it for me though. I'm crossing my fingers that I'll start sleeping normally again now.

Well, I got up this morning and done my classwork. I then just sat here until my mom and brother woke up. After that we've been trying to figure out how and where to get a tire for my brother's Jeep, but I think we finally found one for it. One of my mom's friends has a few that should fit it and he said he'd just give them to my brother, so hopefully that works out for the best. He's supposed to bring them over in the morning, so crossing my fingers on that, too.

Today has just seemed to drag by for me. It feels like this one day has been more like a week. Even now, it's only a little after 8PM and I'm ready to go to bed already. I have to stay up for at least another hour though. If I go to bed early, then I usually end up waking up early, too. Even so, when I do go to my room for the night I don't go to sleep right away. I usually end up video chatting with my boyfriend for a while first, but we don't make a habit of staying up too late, especially now since I'm going back to school.

Like the title says, today has just been one of those days. It seems like everyone I know was having a bad day today one way or another, except me.

I was having a pretty good day today even though I've been tired because I kept waking up off and on starting at around 6:30AM. I woke up, looked at my phone to see the time, then went back to sleep. I then woke up about every 30 minutes thereafter until I finally got up somewhere between 8:30AM and 9AM. I shut my alarm off since I woke up before it even went off again. I got up, got dressed, and came in the kitchen to my spot and did my classwork for the day. It was a rather easy day, I just had to log in and answer two bonus questions.

After I was done with my classwork I just sat there listening to music until my mom and brother got up. Neither of them was in the best of moods today either. I talked to my boyfriend and he told me he wasn't having a good day either because his poor kitten got ran over this morning. It was an accident, but I can see why he was in a bad mood about it. When he told me about what happened I had a flashback to when I was little and saw a school bus run over my kitten. It made me sad remembering it for a while, but then my mood bounced back. I then talked to a friend of mine and he was having a bad day, too. Then I heard from another friend about the fact that he might lose his job today, luckily he didn't, but it just seemed like everyone was having a rotten day.

Thankfully, it seems like everyone's day has turned around for the better finally, but now the day is almost over. I'm just glad that everyone is seemingly having a good ending to a bad day. I just hope tomorrow will be better for everyone.

I have nothing planned for tomorrow aside from doing my classwork. I'm hoping something good will happen tomorrow though.

I woke up early again. I have no idea why. I'm tired of waking up so early all the time. I really wish I could just sleep until my alarm goes off, just one day.

I got all my classwork done today, even the assignment that I was saving from yesterday that I was trying to make last me all week. Oh well, at least it's done and I turned it in already. It was actually a short assignment anyway, so there was no way it was going to last me long.

I really haven't done much else today. I've been feeling too tired to do anything, really. I had an appointment with my psychiatrist today. She's lowering the dosage on one of my medicines and taking 3 others away completely. She said she's glad I'm going back to school. I'm supposed to have another appointment with her in a month or two. Hopefully I keep doing good. I hate when my mental illnesses flare up on me, luckily that hasn't happened in a while though.

As the title says, today's pretty much been just another day. Nothing spectacular happened. Sometimes I like days like this though, the kind where you don't really have anything that you have to do, but can just do whatever you want.

I woke up around 10AM, got dressed, and headed to my usual spot in the kitchen. I sat here for a while until I got to where I was actually awake and not in that groggy state. Then, I decided to clean on my room for a bit. I really need to get it all cleaned up and get out the mess my ex left for me. I worked some in there, then did a load of laundry.

Then I sat here in my spot in the kitchen, thinking about why I always let people get to me that way. I get told a lot that I'm too kind for my own good, but I never really do anything about it. I can't change who I am just because there are people in the world that don't know how to treat someone like me. Yes, I get hurt and used a lot, but you know what? I like who I am. I like the person I am. Yes, I trust people more than I should. Yes, I let small things get to me. Yes, I'm sometimes a train wreck after I've been used, but that's just who I am and the way I am and I happen to like me. I know I pick the wrong people to let in, but I can't help that. I try not to let down my walls too quickly or to the wrong people, but sometimes people just come barreling through them and I can't stop them. The only thing I can do is build them back up after they're gone. I've picked up my pieces and put myself back together many, many times. Whether it be by friends, family, or lovers, I always manage to get hurt somehow. I wouldn't change the kind, caring, loving soul that I am though, and I know a lot of other people wouldn't either.

I guess I'm going to stop rambling now. I'm just tired of people telling me I should change who I am just because others like to use and abuse me. It isn't my fault. I try not to let it happen, but it happens.