#protector problems

-Ash

-Ash (they/them) 💀

They started complaining about my messy clothes and started folding them while shaking their head and muttering to themself. I feel kinda bad 😂

Being an ex persacutor and a protector now is hard. I regret so much of what i did, and how when we were younger i purposely made it look like we were faking being a system so no one would actually know we were a system. I tried to so hard to cut everyone out of our life. I was terrible until Daxton formed. He showed me that i was hurting us and i started to change. And then i got a crush on this girl, and Ghost mistook my feelings for his own. The relationship turned out to be really really toxic and I'm scared i subconsciously did it on purpose because i thought we needed to be reminded why we left a relationship. I'm so worried that I'm not being a protector, and I'm just a more discrete persacutor. I just want to keep us safe but we get into these awful situations so often i don't feel like I'm doing enough - Mara

Risinger for two seconds please stop being a jealous little prick. They are their own system. The HOST ONLY has a crush on that girl. He is still your boyfriend. I’m sorry you didn’t get a fucking happy valentines from him, boo woo. William didn’t get one from T, he’s not complaining! If it’s so much of an issue, FUCKING TELL THE DAMNED BASTARD, DON’T LET YOUR SISTER TAKE IT OUT ON THAT GIRL!!! HOLY FUCKING SHIT RISINGER YOU ARE SUCH A HOPELESS SAP