Tw vent
Being an ex persacutor and a protector now is hard. I regret so much of what i did, and how when we were younger i purposely made it look like we were faking being a system so no one would actually know we were a system. I tried to so hard to cut everyone out of our life. I was terrible until Daxton formed. He showed me that i was hurting us and i started to change. And then i got a crush on this girl, and Ghost mistook my feelings for his own. The relationship turned out to be really really toxic and I'm scared i subconsciously did it on purpose because i thought we needed to be reminded why we left a relationship. I'm so worried that I'm not being a protector, and I'm just a more discrete persacutor. I just want to keep us safe but we get into these awful situations so often i don't feel like I'm doing enough - Mara
