#probably yes.

I’m friends with people who mainly ship Hotchniss, Willfer, (again, I ship jemily, but personally will never understand the hate Will got for simply existing? He was a good guy. And it feels weird to me that people sometimes portray him as some sort of monster, just because they want jemily to be canon in the show. But that’s just my opinion, and you can do and think whatever you want ofc) ETC. I might not enjoy the ship the same way they do… but I do love to see how excited people get whenever they talk about the things they love.

And at the end of the day… is it really that deep?

Ok, so maybe he should have listened to Clockwork and not going in that portal he specifically told him not to go in on multiple occasions. But he was curious ok!

Why did he have to be turned into a stuffed doll anyways!? What's with old guys and really weird ways of getting back at people!? Why is their humor so broken!?

...Ok, maybe it is just a little bit funny.

And it was even funnier when Vlad got the same treatment. Who cares if he doesn't even have vocal cords anymore, he can speak in fucking squeaks so he's going to laugh his ass off!

It's unfair that even when turned into a doll, Vlad is taller than him. What did he even do to piss of the same wizard anyway?

Vlad wasn't happy with being turned into a stuffed toy, maybe a bit happy that he's still taller, but still. He has a business to run and a married woman to woo, how the hell is going to do either now?!

Their powers surprising weren't sealed, so they could still fight. Vlad tried to go after the wizard before getting his shit rocked because, oh yea, it was a wizard of the Ancient variety. So he promptly got his ass beaten, Danny was honestly just there to watch, point, and laugh.

Why the hell is an Ancient wizard who is very much alive be living in the ghost zone anyway? The wizard said that where they are isn't in the ghost zone, but is connected to it via Clockwork's lair, also, can't an old man just have his solitude? He also pointed out how neither of them should have been here in the first place.

Which Danny supposed was fair.

Said wizard then waved his staff and shoved the two out of his house. Maybe he was still mad, but did he really have to place them above a dumpster? An open dumpster at that.

They pulled themselves out the dumpster and just sat there in that alleyway for an undetermined amount of time. Before Vlad pipped up and said it was Danny's fault he was in this mess, Danny didn't take it lying down and screamed (read, squeaked) at Vlad, to which Vlad screamed back. Along with verbal arguing they also argued in ghost speak, slamming into the other with the full brunt of their emotions and taking it to a much deeper level.

When a nine-year-old Billy Batson heard very loud squeaking coming from an alleyway, he didn't know what to expect. Maybe a dog playing with a squeaky toy, or something, not two stuffed dolls- who are very animated and very much alive- to be having what looked like an argument with each other.

Self portraits, 2013.05.18

Feeling heavily insecure today, so here are some pictures from a day when I was less so.

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* The Miseria 

among the abandoned sides of the big city , an old bar stands seemlingly lost in time , where people with a certain ‘ ability ‘ gather often . called miseria , they hold the ability to see the emotional demons of people around them , as well to manifest their own physically . awaken at the sight of death and extreme emotional distress , miserias , having this new type of esper emotional driven power , have their own goals , as to live as peacefully so they can live normally despite being heavily stalked by the monsters who notice them . they can devour and force in emotions to people , especially those cannot see them normally . 

calling their manifested emotions ‘ that ‘ , some use them often while other avoid them as much as they can , have to made them feast on people’s negativity in order to stop them from devouring their own user by drowning them in misery and desperation . thats work as well as a extention of their senses , allowing to see what it sees or hear what it hears --- hiding in the shadows and lurk for their next meal .