Jul 7
Despite not being diagnosed yet, I am sometimes reminded very suddenly that there is a 99.9% chance I’m autistic
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Despite not being diagnosed yet, I am sometimes reminded very suddenly that there is a 99.9% chance I’m autistic
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i feel like there’s something going on and I’m just too bad at social clues to tell but I,, have a hypothesis
dating is miserable when everyone i’ve been with b4 only wanted me for my tits and ass
What about my whimsical and fun personality
or the fact I sleep with plushies and like making bracelets
or the fact I’m not a girl, but leaning nb/m
or the fact i prefer my nickname/new name over my birth name
or the fact my interests mean more than the world to me
or that I have sensory issues & depressive issues
tired of people claiming to love me when they don’t know me 💔
"Why don't you actually get diagnosed instead of going off about this "probably" shit?"
Cuz where im from, diagnosis is a tedious, expensive, and degrading process designed solely to fail to convince people who aren't available to be persuaded.
"Well, why don't you just self-diagnose?"
And open up THAT can of worms again???
Every suggestion from a neurotypical sounds like "don't you see how shrinking yourself to fit into this box is so much better for you?!"
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I wish my brain and body didnt have such horrid reactions to new food. I wish I could be like a normal person and just ignore if food smelled bad, or if it didnt look good, for if the texture was wrong. I wish people didnt think I was childish for eating the same things over and over.
Theres so many foods I wish I liked but I just can't deal with. i wish I like more vegetables and fruits. I wish i liked rice. I wish i liked bacon. I wish i liked soup. I wish i liked nuts. I wish i liked tea and coffee. I wish i like ANY condiments.
I wish what food I liked wasn't so important. I wish my parents and babysitters didn't force me to eat foods i didn't want to. I wish i didn't have meltdowns thay just went ignored. I wish i wasn't a picky eater
I am in heaven.
They are organized by year. From somewhere between 70s / 80s to 2013
PLEASE READ MY REVIEW OF THEM AS A PERSON WHO LIKES CAMERAS A LOOOTTT
Realistically, I know that I have such trust issues is not my fault. Trauma and experience says "Run! Hide! Isolate!" where human biology says "Reach out! Ask for help! People are safe!"
Regardless, it's still my responsibility.
And good god, is it hard.