also sorry for being off-putting and odd for a month. it's mostly the flu and the tornado
it's obviously been a time between my divorce filing and the flash superstorm that touched down outside of our city and ripped our roof up and flooded everyone's basement bc our houses are built for massive snowfall and melt ( NOT tropical hailstorms ) and of course getting on social media to ignore it in my downtime is being a little consistently ruined by the fact that my own personal paige niemann keeps accidentally giving me notifs while looking for new Literally My Name (real example) And Profile Picture-s to rip off and layout poorly while going out of her way to slander me as a pedophile for... never dating her or having any sexual contact whatsoever outside of "if i can't call you mommy i might kill myself" dms she sent me that i had to keep rejecting. this will be the last thing i say on that topic because all she can do is tell her new server of nineteen year old attack on titan fans¹ lies about me on top of the other lies she's already telling them about her² and continue to rip off everything i say and do online with less style³ and also you all know all of this anyway because most of you were there when i was responding to dms like "hey insane message to send but did you know peach was doing xyz to ais / to emma / to billie / to star / to namine / with my food money / with your food money / etc" so like. who am i recapping this for?⁴
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¹ ( group i will never have reason to even try to interact with who would already hate me for calling attack on titan nazi media ← very funny link to stalker herself calling it that with sources as to why literally weeks before she started spamming it at her jewish boyfriend she started iding as bisexual to date & dropped it immediately after getting dumped )
² ( like her all-fictive system she discovered with perfect communication and agreement in layouts and tried to make her fiances matching systems for, that dropped like six hours after she got cut off from everyone who had been [sending her their food money / risking her own living situation to help house peach while peach called her a faggot to her face / finding out she'd been messaging exclusively one person multiple times a day to threaten to kill herself if they didnt talk her down] bc she got caught telling her partner gc that her rich dad was actually totally chill and safe to be around now and that he'd given her pocket money for hot topic.... why was this so long. why did she keep doing things to people. how did i write all of this and not even touch on her datamining my wife for her experience of parental abuse so severe the man got banned from canada Specifically To Copy It Later )
³ ( because it's not hers so its not intuitive to her so she cant adapt it so it looks shite )
⁴ ( the answer is me because this shit has me going insane do you know what its like to get a ghost notif or viewcounter ping from the person trying to wear your skin as a dress every few days and have to talk yourself out of going to see how bad it looks or if she's found a new and more triggering way to imply that i'm a pedophile because i clumsily tried to respond to consistent sexual harassment by letting her down gently instead of telling her to kill herself.⁶ obviously today i failed at not looking but in my very real defense opening my dms⁵ to a double hit of status cafe user moon whose name is swan & seeing she's undiagnosed herself with bpd was too funny & she's been doing this agreesively publicly since april so i have to be allowed some getting silly with it or you'll see me on the news )
⁵ ( side note: can the three seperate people all of whom have tried to message me about her in the last few months please put out a psa to your groupchat that i am not your god damn hunting dog for weird shit she's doing in your servers or on priv. i don't care that you feel parasocially close to me because you see my posts in there via screenshot literally minutes after they go up. i don't know you and i don't care that she's a bitch about mudae or keeps being inappropriate with teenagers because she's not my job to manage???? kill her yourself with hammers. i'm not a safe pick to sic on her because you think i stand up better to her insane hyperfixation and weird lies than you could. you just think that because you also don't see me as a human being who can be hurt despite the fact that she's been trying to trigger and destabilize me and my wife for over half a decade at this point. )
⁶ ( i keep repeating this but in my defense and with my pocd i do have to keep forcibly reminding myself that the thing i did wrong was send mixed messages by not hardblocking her and i can actually give myself some fucking grace for having been ungroomed for like six total weeks of my life that all happened right before she started that shit up... i don't actually have to die on the cross of twenty year old me fawn responsing to everything especially since i've already apologized multiple times for how much i know it sucked for her to experience and we were on perfectly good times until i stepped in on request to stop her from taking advantage of emma like that and every other lie she'd told came pouring out )
