I want to share something incredibly personal. I had my first r e a l pregnancy scare last week. My period is 5 days late. This past month I've been so stressed. I'm sleep deprived, I'm angry, I'm frustrated. Life is really dragging Johnathan and I down lately. So when my period was supposed to start last friday, I thought no big deal probably, it's a couple days late usually every month. But after 3 days past and still no period, I got worried. Then 4 days. And that was the day I couldn't take it anymore. I was so afraid to buy a pregnancy test but I knew this stress would kill me. So I took it last night and it was a negative (thank god!). I plan to take another one first thing tmrw morning just to be sure though. John said he was slightly disappointed (which is sweet but fucking crazy), we love the idea of having our own little family one day, but right now is definitely NOT the best time.
