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"Mom, I am a rich man." 💰 #independentwoman #inspired #loveyourbody #loveyourlife #weekendvibes #queensupreme #cher #postivityiskey #powerofsoul #poweroflove #bosswomen #beautifulworld #befree #bebold

There will always be someone who says * why do you bother*? Don't Answer - let your actions speak for themselves.. And when they want to know how you did it... charge them for the knowledge! :D As Dory would say.. * just keep swimming*... #hustle #work #reachout #takethingstothenextlevel #postivityiskey #spireit #lifestyle #livealifelessordinary #workinsilence #actionsspeaklouderthanwords #inspire (at Bloxham)

Whatever happened to you in your past.. all those Rds led to this place in time.. acknowledge the past, but don't give it head room, take the lessons it taught you and look to the future.. you can build your life anyway you wish.. it's down to you and how much you want it. Close the door on the things in the past that no longer serve you to build your life style - life - future. Never let bitterness accompany you .. let it go and leave it where it belongs, far behind you. #newjourney #newlife #letgoofthepast #livealifelessordinary #buildthelifeyouwant #lovetheliveyoubuild #livethelifeyoulove #focus #leavethepastinthepast #postivevibes #postivityiskey #spireit #lifestyle #hustle

Depression has always been there. It started when I was 7. It got real bad once I turned 18. January 2014 was probably the worst month of my entire life because that’s the month everything completely changed for me and I hit rock bottom. Major depression. May 2014 was the second worst month of my life. Clinical depression. I wanted to be put in a mental ward because I had so much hatered built up inside me for everyone and myself that I just didn’t want to deal with people. If not that, I wanted to change my identity and start fresh by just moving to another state but I knew that was impossible. I didn’t want to go out, I didn’t want to eat, I neglected the people who obviously cared about me, and I felt like a nuisance. I was suicidal and I took every opportunity that I got to end everything I had in front of me. And I’m glad I didn’t. It didn’t get better until November 2014 because that’s when I took the initiative to start loving myself and becoming positive again. Now it didn’t happen over night. Things finally started to change around January 2015 and it only got better from there. I was truly happy for the first time in my life. I’d still have problems here and there but I was able to keep a good mindset and be happy. I shaped myself into this positive, confident, independent young woman– someone who’d I was always been meaning to become. I was really happy and enjoying my life for once. But I had this bad feeling about everything though around July 2015… I could tell something bad was going to hit me soon. And it did. I relapsed in September 2015. I hit rock bottom again and I felt so fucking helpless. I hated remembering how it felt to hurt as much as I did because I honestly forgot how it felt to hate my life and want to… Kill myself. I was a mess again. Deja vu. The major depression only lasted until December 2015 thankfully. But I was still bummed and trying to get better in January 2016 up until March 2016. I finally found myself in better moods in April but I still thought something was missing. I felt lonely. Extremely lonely. I had a slight relapse again this month. And I’m still getting better. I’m trying to at least. Honestly right at this very moment, I feel the best I’ve felt in a long time. Alright well point is, life can be absolute shit. You’ll have your ups and you’ll have your downs. You’ll find yourself relapsing from time to time but that’s inevitable. That’s just how life is. So if you are going through major depression right now, please don’t give up, it gets better. I promise you it will. Life’s tough and will try to kick your ass but you gotta show it that you’re even more tough and that you can kick some ass too!! There’s so much to live for and it may seem contradicting because I just shared that I’ve only been truly happy for a few months in my whole life but just being alive is something that I’m grateful for. And you should be grateful for it as well. Appreciate the small things in life and appreciate life itself because you’re only given one opportunity to live it. There’s going to be many more downs along the road but there’s also going to be ups. Life’s unpredictable but try your best to not let it phase you. It’ll all be okay, my friend :-)

Too true‼️ make plans, take chances...enjoy life 💕 #latercanbenever #dowhatyoulove #lovewhatyoudo #surroundyourselfwithpeoplewhogetit #postivityiskey