#post-hsc

So anyone that has anything that could possibly help, or any pieces of advice/ links to resources/ literally anything- PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SEND THEM MY WAY. I NEED ALL THE HELP I CAN POSSIBLY GET TO SURVIVE THIS 

So exams finished at the end of last month and essentially 3 weeks have passed and I have barely started the list and of post-HSC things to do. So my grandparents on Dad’s side Ade sick so he left soon after my exams finished with an emergency ticket to Bangladesh to go tend to them which is all cool of course. My brother’s still going to university in Melbourne so now it’s just Mum and me at home, which is cool and all. Mum can drive but doesn't drive very often but my cousins live next door so if we ever need anything (shopping, etc.), they never hesitate to help us out and vice versa (when they're family is out, we look after them). Now IDK why but recentlt I've become more and more aware of the fact that nearly a month has passed and I've barely done anything but watch TV shows and listen to music. Which is fun and all but seriously I've seen a few of my friends like a few times for like 2 hours each time and not really anything else. I mean I've been to dinner parties with Mum and read books that finally weren't required to read for school (which made me really happy TBH). So what I'm 'complaining' about is basically the fact that the "longest break I'm ever gonna get" that was said to be amazing and all great has basically been just me at home (on weekdays or Mum and I at night + weekends). And I feel like a complete asshole for being oddly depressed about this but IDK I want to DO something. Go to the beach. Go out and play basketball. Swim everyday or every other day so I can finally get fit and lost all those exam gains. IDK.

So it begins :D

but instead i'm lying in bed, feeling like shit and complaining on tumblr