#possibly triggering

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POSSIBLE TW IDK ACTUALLY BUT IT'S DARK STUFF SO I GUESS A TW FOR DARK THEMES/TOPICS?

Is starting off grand…. Ofc not

I’m literally so sick to my stomach first of all my last Situationship the the guy that I really liked

So much and spent so much time investing in him emotionally just for him to low-key say some disrespectful things to me and I just had to back away from that and then we ended up talking again last September for a day and what I didn’t know what the time is that he went back to his ex until he texted me this about two days ago and he’s still with her and he didn’t tell me and honestly, I ended up texting him something else and he just didn’t respond and I think he realized that he messed up and regrets reaching out to me, which is fine, but I just want honestly from him like I’m not gonna ever want to be with him again but it’s just like I would never expect for him to be that type of person first of all to even consider possibly stepping out on his relationship or even like ghosting me and just like not like having respect for me to explain situations, but he is and I hate that and then I hate that I can’t hate him like I hate that like I should’ve never even responded back to him, but I couldn’t help myself and like I was almost done from him

Looking back, maybe I shouldn’t have been worked up by it? The impersonal tone of technical writing forces you to distill information into just the facts, and the human is kept in the background so readers stay focused on the topic at hand. But, like, we’re talking about people, right? The human has to be in the front and center of discussions about protecting people who are in danger. So why talk about people who look and live differently than you like they’re a newly-discovered species? I mean, you can’t tell me that there isn’t a better way to rephrase something like this:

This specific part just made me want to barf a little when I first read it. “Healthy mating partners”? Seriously? Just… ew. Couldn’t the writer say something more, I don’t know, human? Like at least say “healthy partners”? “Spouses”? Something that sounds less cold and dehumanizing, I guess? These are people we’re talking about, not a critically endangered bird species that only exists in one tiny corner of the world. But then again, the writer used the term “Indians” in a few instances instead of the the more commonly used “indigenous peoples” like in other writers’ articles, so…😒

Every day this fuck ass piece of shit fucking tries me every single fucking day overly freaked out like and just like you’re the one who can’t get pussy bitch like you should be thinking God I’m even fucking talking to you right now dirty nasty bitch. Like that’s what’s wrong with these Niggas especially ugly motherfuckers like they really dead ass think that because u bad you they’re hot or some shit like I’m literally doing you a fuck ass favor the fact that you had your number in my phone, thank him praise him.  you’re literally broke as shit. You’re broke ass shit like he’s broke y’all. He’s actually fucking broke.  And he irritates the fuck out of me, but I got you bitch you’re never getting another fucking thing from me and he’s rude as shit because he kept my NUDES after we stopped talking for fucking months even when he knew I was in a relationship with somebody else so I see how you trying to do me bitch.