May 30
Me using the expression "it's not gonna kill me to-"
My potential ocd: *boss music starts playing*
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Me using the expression "it's not gonna kill me to-"
My potential ocd: *boss music starts playing*
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(me, scrolling social media after having a panic attack over religion and possible moral OCD stuff)
video: “If you scrolled to this, it’s a sign from God, don’t scroll away and ignore God reaching out to you”
DUDE STFU. WHY IS IT LIKE ALWAYS THE CHRISTIANS DOING THAT?? IM NOT GOING TO HELL FOR SCROLLING. IM SCROLLING BECAUSE IM TRYING TO CLEAR MY MIND AFTER NEARLY SOBBING MYSELF TO SLEEP BECAUSE OF GUILT FROM RELIGION OVER THINGS I CANNOT CONTROL. IM TRYING TO NOT FOCUS ON RELIGION, ESPECIALLY A VIDEO THAT TELLS ME ‘change everything about yourself right now, this is a sign. You need to change everything’ FUCK OFF DUDE.
IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THIS BULLSHIT.
I was planning out the AU and got to Hollyberry Kingdom and realized I need to switch Pitaya.
Thing is, I know nothing about these dragons aside from what they tell us about Pitaya. I'm tempted to swap them with Snapdragon because serious children are kind of super funny and a blood thirsty toddler seems even funnier, but my brain is also like 'That seems wrong'.
(That could also be the OCD though)
Can someone who knows more about the dragons tell me whether or not the little voice in the back of my head is right?
Disability Pride Month Fanwork
Reference (AuBPD/BPDtism palette here)
They are coded to be ADHD and AuBPD (Autism + Borderline Personality Disorder) respectively, according to narratives /info Don't forget to check my BPD resources here! By the way, if you romanticize or demonize Cluster B disorders such as BPD, personally get off my blog. My blog is a NOT safe space for Cluster B disorders ableism and sanism. /srs
Fellow autistic people who nights or do have OCD- how do ya’ll sleep at night? I haven’t gotten a good nights sleep in a week and I’m really struggling. Advice would be very much appreciated
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Being mentally ill is fun because what do you mean my first thought during a car crash is "At least my shoes and my book are colour-coded"
heh heh... alright guys it was funny now when will the feeling that deep down i'm a terrible person and everyone secretly hates me go away
therapy today was basically like:
therapist: tell me about how you've been working to identify your intrusive thoughts
me: well, i did have some thoughts that might be considered intrusive, but I wasn't sure because they didn't really DISTRESS me that much, so i figured they probably weren't intrusive. I mean, one time I thought I might've had an intrusive thought but I wasn't too sure, so then I started thinking about whether it was really intrusive, because i didn't really care that i was thinking about it, even though it did bother me a little bit. But idk, I don't wanna appropriate the term intrusive thought from people with OCD in case i don't have OCD, cuz that would be really bad. actually, now that i think about it I really spend a lot of time thinking about whether what I'm doing is morally correct or not. even when i'm completely alone, for example, when i'm writing stuff that nobody will read. i don't really think that's normal, but then again i don't want to be too eager to say i have a disorder or anything like that because then i'm just taking away from people who ACTUALLY struggle with the disorder instead of just doing stuff like over analyzing my interactions with people to see if im being annoying or if they secretly hate me or questioning my own thoughts in case im secretly a horrible bad person who's lying to everyone including myself. also i sometimes predict that all my loved ones will die so that they'll be safe because i can't predict the future. but like none of that means i have ocd, right?
therapist: so maybe we can start looking into some OCD symptoms actually
