#poly got7

“Aren’t you supposed to be rehearsing?” You ask, turning your attention back to the boys onstage, who were cheering on Yugyeom as he practiced his Lullaby dance break. You settle into Jay B’s side easily, letting him wrap an arm around your shoulders. 

“Watching them try to impress you is way too entertaining.” 

“Oh, but you’re not going to try?” You tease, glancing up to see him smirk at the comment. 

“I don’t need to impress you, baby.” Your heart flutters at his cockiness, but you still have to tease him for it. 

“Someone’s confident, how would you feel if I said I was going to sleep in Mark’s bed tonight?” He just shrugs, finally looking down at you. 

“I know you love all of us, me included, and when you want my attention specifically, or vice versa, we’re mature enough to tell each other directly.” You blink up at him for a moment, thoroughly impressed with his little speech. “Also good luck with sleeping with any one person tonight, it seems everyone really wants your attention.” He finally cracks a proper smile, which you mirror. 

“Speaking of, why is everyone showing off today?” Once again, you look back to the boys onstage. 

“Bambam, Mark, and Jackson are leaving for a while, heading home. Pretty sure they want you to come with.” 

“Then how come Jinyoung and Youngjae are as well?” 

“I’m not sure. I think they’re just trying to make sure you stay here.” 

“Ah,” You nod along, “Bamie hasn’t been showing off.” 

“Are you kidding? He’s wearing thigh high sparkly boots.” He laughs in disbelief that you hadn’t noticed. 

“Okay, but to be fair, that’s not very out of character for him. He’s like a peacock.” Jay B snorts at the comparison, making Jinyoung, who was taking a break on the edge of the stage look over at the two of you. “Is your mic on?” He doesn’t answer, just hands you the microphone and flicking on the switch when your voice doesn’t carry at first. “Hey boys.” You call, making the other 6 look over at you. Your face warms a little from the attention. 

“Hey baby!” Jackson cheers, earning a smack on the shoulder from Mark. Your giggle rings through the venue, which makes several of the boys grin as well, especially Jackson. 

“You know I love you all, and I love spending time with you, right?” They nod, and Yugyeom even shoots you a finger heart. “So you know that if you wanted to ask me to go on vacation with you, you just need to ask?” Bambam looks away, while Mark awkwardly rubs the back of his neck as his face tints pink. Jackson opens his mouth to ask you, but you hold up a hand to stop him. “But before you get your hopes up, I’m contracted to be here in Seoul for another three months, I can’t leave the country.” 

“Dammit.” Mark huffs. 

“Aww, that’s bullshit.”  Jackson whines, while Bambam just stomps his feet like a child having a tantrum. 

“Sorry boys.” 

“I’m going to die of a broken heart.” Jackson gasps dramatically, falling to the ground like a shakespearean actor. 

“Okay, babe. Lets leave the acting to Jinyoung, yeah?” Your teasing is met with a laugh from most of the boys and another dramatic gasp from Jackson. “I’ll make you a deal, if you finish your rehearsal with no more showboating, I’ll take you all out for samgyeopsal later.” This elicits a cheer from the group, and a laugh from you when Jackson jumps up to celebrate and blow you a kiss. 

“Then I suppose I should get back to work.” Jay B sighs, nudging you so he can sit up. “I’ll take that.” He steals the mic from your hand, making you pout slightly. 

“Honestly, I should have my own mic at this rate.” You joke, which makes him chuckle. 

“You really should.” He agrees, dipping down to leave a chaste kiss on your lips before heading towards the boys. 

“How come Y/n gets a kiss?” Yugyeom huffs as Jinyoung helps the older man back onto the stage. 

“They asked.” 

“Can I have a kiss?” Jackson pouts, sending puppy-dog eyes to his leader. Jay B smiles softly, gently cupping the younger boy's chin. 

Your heart clenches in your chest, “honestly it’s fine, it’s not your job-”

“I know, but I want to see you, wanna get dinner?”

“Dinner.” you repeat. You’ve been seeing him for four months and you’ve had your share of netflix and chill pizza nights, but he’s never referred to them as ‘dinner’ before. 

“Yeah.” Jaebum laughs awkwardly on the other end of the line, “you know, like a date.” His words make your breath catch and a moment of silence passes. The silence makes Jaebum’s heart race and he struggles to fix things, “I just- last night, I was talking to Jackson and he made me realize a few things, I can tell you in person, but I really care about you, and I want to take you on an actual date... if that’s okay with you.”

Twenty four hours ago you would have jumped at the chance to go on a date with Jaebum. You’d be lying if you said you weren’t majorly crushing on your fuck buddy, but you always assumed it wouldn’t be anything more than sex. 

Jinyoung sits up, watching you cautiously and shame spreads through you. You’re talking about going on a date with your fuck buddy while you share the bed of his best friend. 

“Yeah,” you say, realizing you’ve yet to answer, “dinner sounds amazing.”

“Okay, I’ll pick you up at seven?” 

“Sounds perfect.”

“Great, I’ll see you then.” You can hear him smiling and even though your chest is hurting, it makes you smile too.

“Yeah, bye.”

“Bye.”

You wait for him to hang up before putting your phone down and looking at Jinyoung, “I-”

“Did he just ask you out on a date?”

You’re still in shock but you manage to nod.

Jinyoung can see the conflicted look on your face and he stays quiet, giving you space to think. Instead, his eyes wander over you, narrowing in on the three large marks on your neck. Jinyoung frowns, “I’m going to go get you some ice for your neck.” he says, eager to leave the room and have his own time to think.

“Thank you.” you say, watching him slip on his pants and leave the room. 

Jinyoung goes to the main floor of the mansion and sits on the stairs, putting his head in his hands, eyes closing. 

He’s fucked up and he knows it.

He’s never felt like this before. On one hand, he’s happy, because he got to spend the night with you. He feels things for you, things he’s never felt before. But on the other hand, Jaebum just asked you out. 

Jinyoung should have known that Jaebum liked you. He should have seen it, but he was so blinded in his own attraction that he completely missed Jaebum’s affection for you being beyond the physical.

“Is she still asleep?” Mark’s voice startles Jinyoung and his head snaps up.

Both Jackson and Mark are on two of the sofas in the living room, sitting up and looking at him. 

Jinyoung sighs, shaking his head, “Jaebum called her and woke us up.”

Mark and Jackson stay silent, which is how they all know things are bad. Jinyoung stands up, remembering his mission: ice.

Mark and Jackson follow him to the kitchen, “so?” Mark presses, “what happened?”

“Jaebum asked her out for dinner.” Jinyoung answers, expression remaining blank as he puts ice into a cup.

“Shit.” Jackson runs a hand through his hair, “this is really bad.”

“So now what?” Mark asks.

“Now Y/N goes to dinner with Jaebum and we all back off.” Jinyoung answers.

“Just like that?” Mark looks shocked. 

“What else are we supposed to do?” Jinyoung growls, tension evident in his shoulders. 

“Well for starters, we all branded her neck, what the fuck is Jaebum gonna do when he shows up to dinner and sees her covered in marks like that?” Jackson points out.

“And!” Mark buts in, “we decided last night that we have to tell him what happened, we can’t lie, it would ruin everything.”

Jinyoung suddenly throws the red solo cup filled with ice across the room, the sudden sound making everyone jump as he turns to glare at his friends, “you think I don’t fucking know that!? You think i haven’t thought about this? We all fucked up last night and now we have to face the consequences, but challenging Jaebum on this won’t help anything, it will make things so much worse. We all fucked up but it’s not just our careers on the line here if this hurts Jaebum, it’s Yugyeom’s, and Youngjae’s and Bambam’s. The entire group will be fucked if we don’t sort this out.”

Mark and Jackson exchange a look as Jinyoung turns away from them, getting a new cup for ice.

You hesitantly enter the kitchen, having heard the whole thing, “hi.” you say, voice nearly a whisper, but everyone in the kitchen turns to look at you. You rub your neck as if you wish you could wipe off the marks there, “I’m-” you bite your lip, “I’m really sorry I put you guys in this position, I should have known better-”

“We’re all at fault.” Jinyoung assures you, holding out the cup of ice for you to take. He offers you a small smile.

Jackson finds a cloth to wrap the ice in so it’s not directly touching your skin, then he helps you press the cool compress to your neck, watching you carefully, eyes full of concern, “what do you think?” he asks you.

“I agree that we have to tell him.” you say, “and I think... I think it’s up to me to do it.”

“You don’t have to-” Mark begins but you shake your head at him.

“if he’s going to be angry at anyone, I want him to be angry at me. I’ll tell him that I told you guys not to bring it up with him until I saw him first. I’ll tell him it was all my fault-”

Jackson sighs, “baby-”

“I’ve made up my mind.” you say firmly, “I’m not going to be some slut who breaks up Got7.”

“Don’t call yourself that.” Jinyoung says, eyes dark as he looks at you. You’re startled by his concern. His arms are crossed over his chest and he looks angry but there’s still a softness in his eyes. He dominates the room, but he’s allowing you to make your own choices on this situation, which you appreciate.

“Anyways, I, uh, think I should go home.” You say.

“Let me give you a ride,” Jackson says, offering you a smile.

“Thank you,” you look at Mark and Jinyoung.

Mark pulls you into a hug, “you have my number right?”

“Yeah, from the time we did movie night at the dorms.”

“Use it okay? Call me if you need anything. This doesn’t all have to be on you.” Mark tells you. 

“Thanks.” you look to Jinyoung but he’s looking down at his feet, refusing to meet your gaze or even say goodbye. You frown and allow Jackson to take your hand, leading you out of the mansion and towards where his car is parked, “is Jinyoung mad at me?” you ask.

Jackson shakes his head, “no, he’s just-” he sighs, “He likes you a lot.”

“Really?” you ask in shock.

“i mean, he did the whole ‘you’re mine’ thing last night remember?” Jackson sneaks a glance at you when you reach a stop sign, “I think he kind of meant it.”

“This is such a mess.” you groan, covering your face with your hands.

“You know, Bambam said it will probably work out-”

“Wow! that makes me feel so much better!” you say sarcastically.

Jackson smiles at you, “I’m serious. Jaebum can’t stay mad at us forever.”

Us. You wonder if that includes you. You feel like it does. It feels nice to be part of ‘us’ as if you’re in their unit. 

Jackson pulls up in front of your place, he’s picked you up two times with Jaebum after practices so he knows your address. “Look, if things go badly tonight, call me or Mark and we’ll show up with ice cream and some chick flicks and Mark will cry while we watch movies-”

“Can we all cry?”

“Fuck yeah we can all cry.” Jackson smiles, “we all like you. You’re a good person Y/N, I really don’t think this will be as bad as we all think it will.”

“i hope you’re right.”

You want to touch your neck, it’s a nervous thing, but you keep reminding yourself that you can’t. You don’t want to smudge the makeup. Even as it is, the concealer doesn’t fully cover the marks. In the right lighting it will be obvious you’re hiding something.

You wondered at first if you should even bother covering them, after all, you’re going to tell Jaebum what happened. But you decided that rubbing the marks in his face is not the best idea.

You see his car turn down your street and you can feel your heart racing in your chest. 

When he pulls up in front of you, you force a smile onto your face, opening the door and getting in, “hi.”

“hey.” he beams at you, pulling you into a slightly awkward hug. He’s so warm and comforting, you’ve been getting so used to his embrace. 

He pulls back slightly so he can cup your cheek, pressing his lips against yours softly, “you smell good.” he tells you, moving to get a good look at you.

“Thanks, new perfume.” you say, “how are you?”

He shrugs, “I’m okay. The dorm was pretty quiet today, I think everyone was tired from the party.”

You nod, feeling your heart thumping harder in your chest.

“Anyways,” he smiles, “what kind of food do you want?”

“I have to tell you something.” you blurt out.

His expression changes and he looks at you with concern, waiting for you to continue.

You take a deep breath, running a hand through your hair, “I really don’t know how to say this.”

“Just go for it,” he suggests, laughing awkwardly, “you’re kind of scaring me.”

“it’s nothing bad about you, I promise.” you grab his hand, squeezing it, “I messed up.”

“If this is about Jackson seeing you with guys at the party last night then it’s fine-” he stops talking when you shake your head at him, biting at your lip nervously.

“I-” you begin to talk but then Jaebum’s eyes land on your neck.

His eye brows furrow and he grabs at your jaw, forcing you to look to the side to give him a better view, “did someone hurt you?” he growls, unable to tell if you’re covering hand marks or hickeys.

“No-”

He makes you look at him again, his gaze stoney, “just tell me.” 

He can be so soft at times, but Jaebum does have this dominant side to him. The side of him that makes you call him Daddy, the side that likes to leave you so wrecked that you can barely walk.

“I slept with Jinyoung.”

His jaw clenches.

“And Mark.”

His lips part.

“And Jackson.” 

There’s a few moments of silence, “is that it?” he asks, voice low, “sure you don’t want to add Bambam to the list?”

You shake your head, “it was just those three.”

He turns to stare at the steering wheel, two hands coming up to grip it so tightly his knuckles turn white. 

“I’m sorry-” you begin, feeling your eyes start to well with tears. 

Jaebum doesn’t answer, but he starts the car, pulling out into traffic. 

“I know I fucked up-” 

“Stop talking.” he says, pressing down on the gas pedal. You shut your mouth, feeling a tear slip down your cheek as your lower lip begins to tremble, a small sound leaving your mouth. Jaebum glances at you briefly, “don’t cry.” 

You sniffle, rubbing your eyes with your hands.

“And wipe the makeup off your neck.” he instructs. When you don’t immediately follow his command, Jaebum’s hand goes to your thigh, squeezing, “don’t make me ask you twice.”

You begin to rub at your neck with your hands, revealing the marks left by his band mates. 

The car is eerily silent and your whole body is tense. You’re nearly shaking with anxiety and when Jaebum notices, his hand begins to rub your thigh almost soothingly.

You look out at the traffic and realize you know exactly where he’s taking you: the dorms.

The entire group is in the kitchen, finally able to leave their rooms since Jaebum went to pick you up for your date. 

Jinyoung looks down at the coffee in his hands as Yugyeom and Youngjae try to process what Mark and Jackson just told them about the party. 

Yugyeom opens his mouth to say something when the front door to the dorms opens. Everyone nearly jumps as Jaebum walks in, dragging you behind him by your hand.

It’s obvious that you’re upset, but at least you’re not crying anymore. Jinyoung stiffens, eyes on the marks on your neck, still half covered by makeup.

“You three,” Jaebum motions to the maknae line, “get out.”

“Can I just go to my room-” Bambam rolls his eyes.

“Out. Now.” Jaebum growls.

The three younger men are quick to get up, grabbing phones and scurrying away. Yugyeom makes a worried face at you as he passes, squeezing your free hand as if to say ‘good luck.’

Jackson is standing up anxiously, Mark sitting at the kitchen table while his knee bobs and Jinyoung continues to lean against the countertop, sipping his coffee.

“Jaebum I can explain-” Jackson begins.

“No one talks unless I directly ask you a question.” Jaebum says, roughly pulling you so you’re standing in front of him, your back pressed to his chest. “Who did this?” he asks, making you show your neck.

“We all did.” Jackson answers quickly, ready to give Jaebum any information he wants with complete honesty.

“Who gets to mark you up princess?” Jaebum asks, breath hot as his lips tease your ear.

“You do daddy.” you answer immediately.

“And yet, you let three of my best friends do this to you.” he growls.

“I’m sorry daddy.” you whine, body trembling from all the emotions running through you.

“I know baby, I know,” Jaebum’s tone is softer and your skin tingles from it as he presses a soft kiss under your ear, your eyes close and your lips part at it, a sigh leaving your mouth.

Jaebum moves his arm so it’s across your stomach, keeping you pressed against him as he looks to his friends again, “who started it?”

“We did-” Mark says, pointing to him and Jackson, but Jackson steps forward, “I did.”

Jaebum’s eyes go to Jackson and he continues, “I texted you about Y/N dancing with guys and you said that you didn’t care who she got with.”

Jaebum hums, realizing the issue, “i see. So you thought I meant that I wouldn’t care if three of my best friends fucked the girl I’ve been seeing for four months.”

Jackson swallows thickly, “when you say it like that-”

Jaebum looks to Jinyoung, “what’s your excuse?”

Jinyoung sips his coffee. He’s the only one other than Jaebum who looks composed. He shrugs, “I saw Mark and Jackson taking her upstairs, Jackson showed me your text and I guess i was tired of hearing Y/N scream another mans name.”

Jaebum stiffens behind you. 

Jinyoung is challenging Jaebum, not directly, but enough to make the alpha male behind you mad. 

“You have something else to say.” Jaebum states.

“You don’t want to know what I think.” Jinyoung says.

“Say it.” Jaebum growls. 

Jinyoung sets down his coffee, looking Jaebum directly in the eyes, “you’ve been seeing her for four months but you haven’t become exclusive. For four months i’ve watched Y/N be amazing to you, I always thought she deserved more. I spent one night with her and it was enough to convince me that I was right.” 

Your breath is caught in your throat as you watch Jinyoung stare down Jaebum.

Jinyoung likes you. Jinyoung wants you. He thinks you deserve to be more than just a fuck buddy.

This is why he was acting so weird when you both woke up.

“She does deserve more.” Jaebum says, “I realized that last night after messaging Jackson.”

He’s a day too late. He had four months to figure it out, four months where you didn’t so much as look at his band mates. And now you’re in this predicament.

There are a few moments of silence, then Jaebum sighs, “I shouldn’t have said I didn’t care who you got with baby.” he tells you.

“I shouldn’t have slept with your friends.” you respond, lacing your fingers with the hand that covers your stomach.

“We shouldn’t have even gone after you in the first place.” Jackson says, eager to admit his own fault in the situation, Mark is quick to nod and agree.

Eyes turn to Jinyoung. He sips his coffee. 

There are a few moments of tense silence where you all wait for him to apologize for something and wrap this entire argument up neatly in a bow. 

He says nothing.

“Say something.” Jackson nudges Jinyoung, eyes wide with worry as Jaebum gets visibly angrier with each passing moment.

Jinyoung sips his coffee then sets it down, looking Jaebum in the eyes. “I’m sorry your baby’s going to be thinking of me every time you fuck her from now on.” 

Jaebum’s grip on you tightens and you let out a little squeak, jaw dropping. You’re caught between two dom’s and there’s nothing you can do but stand there and see how it plays out.

“Did he fuck you that good baby?” Jaebum asks, voice oddly calm as he presses his lips against your neck, making you shiver.

You’re torn. you either lie and make Jinyoung feel bad, or tell the truth and make the situation worse.

“I- no, he didn’t.” you lie.

“Thought you said you’d be a good girl for me princess,” Jinyoung’s voice startles you and his words make Jaebum hold you even tighter, your whole body constricted, “and good girls don’t lie.”

Your breath is caught in your throat. 

They must have all noticed that it took you a moment to respond, even Jackson is looking at you with a face that says ‘I pity you and your lying skills.’

It’s now obvious to Jaebum that you care about him. You’ve never lied to him, and yet you just did, to make him feel better. He’s so conflicted in his emotions, but there’s one thing he’s quite certain about: his pride has just been hurt. And he needs to once more prove his dominance.

“Think you can make her cum better than I can?” Jaebum challenges.

Jinyoung laughs to himself, “is that even a question.”

You’re shocked by Jinyoung’s behaviour.

You knew Jinyoung had a dominant take-no-shit kind of personality, but this is something you never expected. Especially since just this morning he was talking about not pissing Jaebum off.

“What do you think princess?” Jaebum’s teeth nip at your ear and you shiver, “wanna let Jinyoung have one last taste before I prove to him that I know you best?”

“Won’t-” You bite your lip, turning in Jaebum’s arms so you can look him in the eyes, wrapping your arms around the back of his neck, “won’t this make things worse? I don’t want to make you angry.”

“This will make me happy sweetheart.” Jaebum assures you, running his thumb along your bottom lip, “I promise.”

You’re not sure if you trust him, but he does look sincere. He even looks calm, which is odd. This whole situation is confusing you, but you don’t mind, you feel comfortable letting Jaebum call the shots.

“Okay.” you say.

“Go to the bedroom.” Jaebum says, letting go of you. 

He watches you scurry away and then turns to the guys, “this is the last time any of you get to so much as touch her.” he warns them, ignoring the way Jinyoung rolls his eyes.

“Got it.” Jackson says, and then he’s running off towards the bedroom. 

Jaebum sighs at Jackson’s eagerness and the three other men follow him.

You’re shocked when Jackson is the first one through the door, “what happened?” you ask as he scoops you up in his arms, keeping you close to his chest. You really enjoy Jackson, he could be your best friend, and it helps that he’s gorgeous. 

“They’re fine,” he assures you, pushing some hair from your face, “I think you’re in for a rough night though.” he teases, hand squeezing your ass and making you laugh.

“I like rough.”

“if you need water or a break just let me know okay?” he says sincerely, pressing a kiss to your nose delicately.

You’re quite confused about all of this. 

First Jinyoung sent you some very strong boyfriend vibes, then Jaebum, and now Jackson is acting like this-

Part of you wonders what Mark’s boyfriend vibes would be like but you try to push the thought from your mind.

Jaebum enters the room and stops when he sees you and Jackson hugging each other, Jackson’s lips still on your nose. He quickly pulls away, not wanting Jaebum to see the tender moment but he’s too late.

Jaebum is starting to realize he may have more of a problem than he initially thought with just Jinyoung as a competitor. 

Jinyoung smiles when he sees you and Jackson. He’s enjoying the fact that Jaebum is having his face completely rubbed in this whole thing, enjoying the fact that Jaebum had thought he was in compete control when he’d walked into the dorms with you in tow.

“Mark should get to have fun first, he never got a taste last time.” Jinyoung’s voice startles you and your eyes move from Jaebum to the other dom in the room. 

“She tastes so good.” Jackson hums at the memory, leaning in and pressing an affectionate kiss to your neck. 

Jaebum’s jaw muscle feathers as he clenches his teeth, “fine.” he gives in, he’ll be more careful about getting to give instructions later. He watches Mark push you onto the bed, not wasting any time as he pulls your jeans off of your body. “Make her cum Mark, but don’t take too long or I’ll have to show you how it’s done.”

“And Jackson should get her mouth, he was the only one who didn’t last time, it was a shame he missed out.” Jinyoung says.

Jaebum’s fist clenches at his side and Jinyoung’s smile widens. All eyes are on Jaebum.

“Fine, but no cumming in her mouth-” Jaebum begins and Jackson immediately goes to join you on the bed. 

“They know, I warned them not to last time.” Jinyoung interrupts, everyone freezes, looking to Jaebum for a reaction.

You’re sure that you, Jackson and Mark are all waiting for Jaebum to explode and kick everyone out of the room. Or even perhaps physically fight Jinyoung.

“Maybe you should both just shut up and let us work?” Mark tests the waters when Jaebum doesn’t fight back against Jinyoung. He wants to see how much he can get away with.

Jaebum and Jinyoung both glare at Mark but neither say anything and you let out a breath of relief. 

Jackson lays next to you, eyes down on Mark who slips your panties off, adjusting your body so your legs are over his shoulders as he kneels next to the bed. His breath is warm on your pussy and your legs shake, “fuck you smell so good.” he tells you, pressing a kiss to your thigh that turns into a bite, his beautiful sharp teeth teasing your skin and making you whine. 

Jackson grins at his friend’s antics, then his attention goes back to you and he realizes your shirt is still on. Jackson helps you out of your shirt and then you all look to Mark, who is still teasing and leaving kisses up and down your thigh. 

Jackson grabs one of your breasts, rolling your sensitive bud between two fingers while he captures the other in his mouth. You moan his name, grabbing at his hair, and this sets off Mark who dives into your pussy.

He laps at your folds like he’s a starving man, eager to taste you and make you feel good. His tongue feels nice, not as great as Jaebum’s, but who could beat Jaebum with tongue tricks?

Jackson moves his kisses up to your neck, finding your sweet spot. Your hips buckle up and Mark holds you down with two hands, moving his tongue so it’s swirling around your sensitive clit while he looks up to watch Jackson groping your chest and kissing your neck.

Jackson looks absolutely needy, his kisses sloppy, his hands rough on your skin, and Mark smiles. He pulls away from your cunt, tapping your inner thigh to get your attention, “on all fours.” he tells you. 

You quickly follow his instructions, sneaking a glance to see what Jaebum and Jinyoung are up to.

They’re both still near the doorway, standing with their arms crossed over their chests. Jinyoung is grinning and Jaebum does not look happy. You guess that even though they’re both just watching, they’re probably in some kind of pissing match where neither wants to be the first to go get a seat or touch themselves.

Jackson regains your attention when he grabs at your jaw, making you look up at him, “ready princess?” he asks. He’s removed his shirt, showing off his gorgeous torso, but he still has joggers on. You eagerly push them down, grabbing his hard cock and wrapping your lips around the head, swirling your tongue.

Jackson moans, grabbing at your hair to keep you in place so he can slowly thrust in and out of your mouth while Mark attacks your pussy again. This new angle lets Mark focus on teasing you more and his tongue flicks at your clit until your legs are shaking with anticipation.

You whimper around Jackson when Mark’s mouth leaves your core, but you’re rewarded by two fingers a moment later. Then teeth drag across your ass cheek and you nearly squeal, body jolting at the sudden unexpected contact. Jackson’s cock goes deeper down your throat and you nearly gag around him, eyes beginning to water deliciously from all of the different stimuli. 

The sounds are sinful. You can hear how wet you are, and Mark growls as he teases the flesh of your ass with his teeth, you’re nearly gagging with every one of Jackson’s thrusts, and he’s moaning above you, head thrown back as he fucks your mouth with reckless abandon.

The three of you are completely enraptured in each other and you can feel your orgasm building as Mark curls his fingers to hit your gspot. You suck harder on Jackson’s cock and he sucks in a breath, opening his eyes to look down at you.

Your whines get louder as Mark bites down on your ass again, the pain mixing with the pleasure and throwing you over the edge. Jackson removes himself from your mouth but you continue to sloppily jack him off while your entire body spasms from your orgasm, pussy trembling around Mark’s fingers.

When you finish, Mark takes his fingers out of you, flipping you onto your back. You watch as he moves away from you, slipping his digits into his mouth and sending you a wink while Jackson moves to be between your legs. 

He slides into you easily and your pussy clenches around him, walls still sensitive from your orgasm. Jackson presses a delicate kiss to your lips as you tangle your fingers in his soft hair. 

“fuck, you’re so hot.” Jackson tells you, latching his lips to your neck. He loves the way you gasp when he teases your sweet spot, tongue dancing across your skin. 

You turn your head to the side to give Jackson more access to your neck, and your eyes lock on Mark. He’s watching Jackson fuck you while he strokes his own cock, his bottom lip pulled between his teeth is concentration. 

Jackson’s hips snap against you, the smacking of skin on skin filling the room. he reaches between your bodies, pressing his fingers to your clit and making your whole body tense at the overstimulation, “Jackson-” You tear your gaze from Mark, pulling Jackson’s face away from your neck so you can look him in the eyes as you pant.

“Cum for me princess.” he says, voice low and husky.

He feels so good, so warm and perfect. One more nice roll of his hips has you cumming on his cock and your orgasm drags him over the edge with you. Jackson moans loudly, kissing you as he ruts against you wildly. He laces his fingers with yours and something in your chest melts.

Everyone else in the room notices the intimate locking of your fingers. Mark and Jinyoung both enjoy it.

Mark has a major voyerisom kink that he’s only just starting to explore by watching you with his friends, and it definitely feels like you and Jackson are completely in your own little world, which makes Mark’s heart race. He rubs himself harder, cumming into his hand, low moans leaving his throat as he watches you and Jackson finish. 

Jinyoung appreciates the intimate aspect of it because he cares about you and Jackson, and it’s nice for him to see both of you thriving, especially since you’re so beautiful when you cum.

Jaebum on the other hand, is not smiling as he watches. He’s getting more and more worried, mind reeling. He’s never tried to hold your hand during sex, he always just doms you, but you and Jackson look so good together. You and Jackson look like something real. 

And the way you reacted to both Mark and Jackson earlier has Jaebum even more worried. 

You and Jackson are now just holding each other, eyes closed, entangled like lovers. Jaebum licks his lips, “You’re gonna ride Jinyoung for us princess.” he says, stepping towards the bed, “you’d love that right?” he sits near your head, brushing his fingers over your cheek as Jackson rolls off of you, “love being a little cock slut for your doms?”

You nod, still too dazed to make words, and you open your eyes to look up at Jaebum.

Jackson and Mark head to the bathroom as Jinyoung takes off his clothes and approaches the bed. 

Jaebum pulls a chair so it’s next to the bed and he can watch as you crawl on top of Jinyoung who is now laying on the bed calmly in just briefs. 

His hands go to your hips and he pulls you down so your dripping core grinds against his cock, making you moan and attach your lips to his. 

One of his hands goes to cup your face, fingers tangling in your hair and keeping your lips on his. His other hand glides up and down your waist, enjoying the feeling of your curves. Then it travels down and smacks against your ass, making your body jolt, clit rubbing against his cock roughly.

You whimper against Jinyoung’s lips and he smirks, “suck me off baby, show me you deserve my cock.” 

You begin to kiss down his neck, then his chest, going down until you reach the waistband of his briefs. You push them down eagerly, enjoying the way his thick cock springs against his abdomen when released from confinement. 

You wrap your lips around him, not bothering to tease as you sink down, taking as much of him into your mouth as you can.

Your eyes close as you enjoy the feeling of it, enjoy how big he feels in your mouth and how his fingers feel combing through your hair. 

“Such a good girl.” Jinyoung praises you.

You gag a little around him as you blow, but you know Jinyoung loves it when you get messy and eager for his cock. He loves to see you become his little cum slut, lips puffy, drool on your face.

The bed dips behind you and you recognize the feeling of Jaebum’s hands smoothing over your ass. you jolt when his thumb brushes over one of Mark’s bite marks, pulling your mouth off of Jinyoung so you can whine loudly.

“Ride him.” Jaebum instructs and you quickly adjust your position so you’re straddling Jinyoung’s waist. You hover over his cock, lining it up with your entrance, then Jaebum pushes you down onto Jinyoung. His cock fills you deliciously and you moan at the sudden stretch, having not expected Jaebum to push you down like that. But you’re so wet from your and Jackson’s orgasm that it doesn't even matter. 

Jinyoung rubs your thighs, one hand going up to your waist as you swivel your hips, pussy clenching around his cock. 

A hand presses against the middle of your back, pushing you down. You eagerly attach your lips to Jinyoung’s, and he anchors you with his hands so he can begin to thrust up into you.

You can feel Jaebum watching where you’re connected with Jinyoung and it makes you moan loudly, enjoying the feeling of Jinyoung roughly thrusting up into you.

“Stop moving.” Jaebum says from behind you, having had enough of the visual. He holds you down so you’re completely filled by Jinyoung.

Jinyoung glares at Jaebum but stops thrusting into you, allowing you to simply cock warm him while Jaebum calls the shots. 

Jaebum pulls at your hair, bringing you up so your back is to his chest. Jinyoung’s hands go to grab at your breasts, tweaking your nipples and making you moan. your sounds are quickly quieted by Jaebum’s fingers entering your mouth and you suck eagerly.

His digits are gone too quickly and then he’s shoving you back down onto Jinyoung, his newly lubed fingers prodding your ass.

You and Jaebum have tried anal before, in fact, if there’s one thing in the world Jaebum owns of you, it’s your ass. And he knows it.

“Bet you’ve always wanted this huh princess?” Jaebum asks you, adding another finger as he stretches you out, “always been my little cock slut, should have known you’d be into this.”

His words make your pussy clench and Jinyoung groans from under you, fingers digging into your hips as you pant against the skin of his neck, pressing soft kisses as you adjust to having Jinyoung in your pussy and Jaebum’s fingers in your ass.

“How’s it feel having Jackson’s cum leaking out of you while Jinyoung fills you up?” Jaebum asks.

“So good.” you moan. He smacks at your ass and you yelp, correcting yourself, “so good, daddy.” 

He removes his fingers from you and you groan at the loss, only to feel the head of his cock press against you next. It’s obvious he’s grabbed the lube he keeps in his night stand, and the head of his dick presses into you, making you gasp.

“Going to have to relax baby.” Jinyoung soothes you, running his fingers up and down your back, “can you do that for us?”

You nod against his shoulder, taking a deep breath as you force your body to calm down. Jaebum pushes deeper into you and you grab at the bedsheets until he’s fully sheathed in your ass.

Jinyoung and Jaebum can feel each other, although they’re separated by being in different holes. 

Jaebum pulls out slightly only to push back in and you moan loudly, teeth sinking into Jinyoung’s neck. He immediately grabs at you, forcing you to look into his angry eyes, “no biting princess.” he warns you, squeezing your neck roughly. 

Jaebum laughs from behind you, “oh, you didn’t know she becomes a biter when she’s really nice and horny?” he thrusts into you with each emphasized word and you moan loudly.

Jinyoung’s jaw clenches at Jaebum’s words.

“Don’t you know you have to give her something else to suck on?” Jaebum chastises, “Like Mark.” 

All eyes go to the man sitting and watching. He’s hard again and quickly approaches the bed.

“You wanna suck Mark off like a good girl, don’t you baby?” Jaebum asks, roughly squeezing your ass cheek that had been decimated by Mark’s teeth earlier, making you moan from pain while nodding enthusiastically. 

You move so you’re holding yourself up on your hands next to Jinyoung on the bed, still straddling the man under you while Jaebum slowly thrusts into you from behind, but now you also have access to Mark who is kneeling on the bed near you.

you wrap your lips around Mark and it becomes obvious to everyone that due to all the different motions, you’re pretty much just their stationary fuck toy. it feels so dirty, having Jaebum pound into you from behind, sending you forward onto Mark and Jinyoung’s dicks, only to pull you back. Jaebum sets the pace, Jinyoung and Mark try to match it.

Mark especially is being careful, not wanting to make you gag too much on his cock, even though every time you do it drives him wild. “Fuck,” Mark cusses, easily the most verbal of the three. His hand fists your hair, “so fucking good with your mouth.”

Jinyoung reaches between your bodies and his fingers rub at your clit, making your body jolt and clench around the men inside of you. You pull off of Mark to get a breath, moans leaving your lips as you jack him off with your hand, eyes closed in ecstasy. Just as you’re about to cum, Jinyoung pulls his fingers away and tears form in your eyes. You want to beg him for release but when you open your eyes you remember you’re neglecting Jackson.

You’re aware that this might be the last time you ever sleep with all four of these men, and you figure that you have a pussy, an ass, a mouth, and two good hands, so might as well use one of the two free hands you have.

“Jackson,” you look at him and everyones motions stop. Mark laughs at the fact that you want to have all four of them at once, but Jaebum and Jinyoung don’t seem to be too pleased by it.

Jackson comes to kneel next to Mark. You lick his cock, getting it coated in your saliva before you move your mouth back to Mark, hand wrapping around Jackson’s cock and rubbing slowly. Jackson’s hips twitch and you realize he’s been watching you have all this fun for a while and is probably already close.

“So fucking needy.” comes a growl from behind you, then a smack to your ass, “you need four cocks to get off huh?” Jaebum’s fingers dig into your hips as he begins to pound into you harder, “not one, not two, not three,” you’re moaning around Mark’s dick with each thrust, feeling your orgasm building from all the overstimulation and Jaebum’s dirty words, “four cocks for our dirty little cock slut.” 

Jinyoung moans from under you, it’s obvious to both him and Jaebum that the slight degradation is driving you wild, your pussy practically throbbing around Jinyoung. 

“Maybe we should invite someone else next time,” Jinyoung moans from under you, “have both hands, your mouth, your pussy” He thrusts harshly up into you, “and your ass filled.”

You whimper around Mark, sliding your hand faster up and down Jackson’s shaft.

“Fuck, you like that princess?” Jaebum lands a smack to your ass, “like being a little idol toy?” He grabs a fistful of your hair, pulling you off of Mark’s cock.

You sputter, taking in a gulp of air, neck arched back, “yes daddy I fucking love it.” you respond. Jaebum lets go of your hair and you slump forward again, wrapping your lips around Jackson this time and switching hands to jerk off Mark. 

Jaebum’s hands go to your waist and he thrusts into you hard and fast, “make us all cum and you get a reward baby,” Jinyoung tells you.

You suck hard on Jackson, knowing that he’ll be the easiest to make cum from the way he’s moaning. 

You open your eyes to look up at Jackson and that’s what does it for him, he explodes down your throat and you swallow, licking your lips.

“Jackson what the fuck?” Mark laughs, “they told you not to cum in her mouth!”

“I-” Jackson looks really apologetic, cheeks flushed from his orgasm, but it just makes you like him even more.

“it’s fine.” you say quickly before moving your mouth to Mark, determined to get him to cum next so you can cum too.

Everyone groans at the sight of you on Mark’s cock.

“So fucking dirty,” Jaebum growls, “just swallowed Jackson’s cum and now you’re needy for Mark,” another smack to your ass. Then his hand grabs your head, pushing you all the way down on Mark’s length until you’re choking, sputtering around him.

Mark moans loudly and then he cums, allowing you to pull mostly off of him so he can jack himself off into your awaiting mouth as you regain your breath. 

He’s so pretty when he cums, bottom lip bitten between those adorable teeth of his.

As soon as he finishes, Jinyoung grabs your face, turning your attention to him, “they’ve both cum twice, time to show your sir and daddy that you like them too.”

“of course I like you.” You whimper, cupping Jinyoung’s face. Before you can kiss him, Jaebum grabs at you again, forcing you so you’re back is near his chest, ur body arched to allow both to continue to plow into you while Jaebum wraps his hand around your throat.

You grab at his forearm, loving how powerful they both feel, controlling you and filling you up.

This new position gives Jinyoung access to your clit and he presses his thumb against it roughly, immediately making your body react and clench around them.

“Cum for us kitten.” Jaebum growls, nipping at your ear.

His words throw you over the edge and your entire body spasms with the pleasure of your orgasm, shaking as the most sinful sounds leave your lips. Jinyoung continues to play with your clit and you’re nearly crying from the overstimulation as both of them cum with you, thrusts getting sloppy, Jaebum’s grip on your neck tightening until you can’t breathe at all.

The feeling of blood rushing to your head as they both use you makes you cum a second time and tears roll down your cheeks. 

Jaebum lets go of you and you collapse against Jinyoung’s chest, body still twitching. 

Jinyoung traces shapes on your back, kissing your cheek to make sure you’re okay while Jaebum goes to get things to clean you up with. 

“You did so well,” Jinyoung tells you, petting your hair as you nuzzle against his neck.

You can’t even speak, mind still fuzzy from your orgasms, but you manage a little whimper that makes him smile. 

“She looks pretty worn out.” Mark’s voice makes you lift your head, eyes landing on Mark who has pulled on some sweatpants.

Jaebum comes back into the room from the bathroom, “want a bath baby? or a shower?” he had originally planned on just getting a towel to clean you off but Mark’s words have made him realize that maybe you need something more.

“A bath.” you answer, knowing you probably won’t be able to stand in a shower alone.

Jaebum goes away and you hear the sound of running water as he gets a bath ready for you. Jackson sits on the bed near you, “want me to get some take out baby? we can watch movies and cuddle tonight if you want.”

you nod eagerly, “yes please.”

Jackson cups your face, thumb brushing your cheekbone as you nuzzle against his warmth, smiling happily. 

Jaebum comes back into the room, everyone moving so he can pick you up and take you to the bathroom. Once there, he gets into the tub with you, sitting behind you and holding you close to his chest in a warm embrace.

“How are you feeling?” he asks.

“Good.”

He smiles, pressing a kiss to your shoulder. Sometimes after a particularly rough session, you get a little quiet after, so he’s used to this. 

You turn in his arms so you’re looking up at him, “how do you feel?” you ask.

“What do you mean?” Jaebum pushes some hair from your face.

“Are you angry?”

He smiles softly, shaking his head, “no.”

You stay quiet, giving him some space to speak.

“This made me realize a lot of things.” he tells you, thumb testing your bottom lip, “you really like them huh?”

“Yes but-”

“You don’t have to explain yourself,” he tells you, “you don’t have to tell me you like me best.” Jaebum plays with some strands of your hair, “I think maybe... maybe it’s a good thing.”

“A good thing?” you repeat his words back to him.

He chuckles, “yeah. I’m busy a lot. I don’t know if I’d be able to give you everything you deserve-”

“Jaebum-” You try to reassure him, but he grabs your face, making you stop talking.

“Let me finish.” he smiles, releasing you, “dating while being an idol is hard, a lot of partners can’t take the hours, the dedication to our work. But with four of us... someone would almost always be able to give you what you deserve.” 

You’re shocked at his words, unable to come up with a reply.

Jaebum sighs, “they all really care about you. It’s nice seeing them happy.”

He’s the leader, and you’ve seen how much he prioritizes his members’ happiness. But this is unexpected.

“Are you sure about this?” you ask.

he nods, “yes, but, I don’t want to hide how I feel about you anymore. If we’re doing this, it’s because I get to finally call you my girlfriend okay? no more fuck buddies without feelings. I want to be able to tell you how important you are to me.”

You smile, pressing your lips against his, “you’re important to me too.”

The two of you cuddle in the bath for a while longer until Jackson calls that the food has arrived. The two of you get dressed, Jaebum giving you one of his shirts to wear.

When you enter the kitchen, Jinyoung, Mark and Jackson are readying plates, they all look up at you and Jaebum standing there. Jaebum has his arms wrapped around your middle, head on your shoulder as he keeps you pressed with your back to his chest.

“Did you two work stuff out?” Mark asks bluntly, noticing how happy you both look.

Jaebum kisses your cheek, “tell them what we talked about princess.”

“Jaebum and I are going to try a relationship,” you state, a large smile on your face, “but, we also want to invite you guys into it as well, if any of you want that.”

Jackson’s eyes are wide, he smiles and then nods, bounding over to you, to grab your hands. He kisses you and you take that as affirmation, smiling against his lips.

When Jackson pulls away you look at Mark and Jinyoung.

Mark laughs, “I’m down.”

All eyes go to Jinyoung and he sighs, laughing, “let’s try it.”

They’ve all heard rumours about idol groups being in poly relationships. They’ve heard about NCT and the girl they take everywhere with them, who they claim is ‘a member of their staff’. But they’ve never tried it themselves. 

The five of you discuss what movie you want to watch as everyone grabs food, then goes to the living room. You sit in the middle of the couch. Jaebum gets on one side of you and Jackson looks like he’s about to go for the other but Jinyoung flashes him a look and Jackson takes a seat on the floor by your legs as Jinyoung sits next to you. Mark also opts to sit on the floor.

The movie starts, Mark and Jackson chatting and making all of you laugh as you eat. Jaebum and Jinyoung stay mostly quiet but they both enjoy Mark and Jackson making everything lively.

You feel so happy, amongst the four guys who make you feel so special.

You’re shocked that one half-drunk fuck up led to this, but you’re definitely not complaining. 

You lean against Jaebum’s shoulders, tangling your fingers with Jinyoung’s and listen to Mark and Jackson talking.

You’ve never been happier. 

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Jaebum, on the other hand, decided to stay around you.

Without starting any kind of conversation to break the silence between the two of you, Jaebum had simply claimed the seat next to yours on the couch as his. He had turned on the television and did the same thing you were doing on your laptop, somehow you guessed this was his way of not making you feel lonely, of telling you that no matter what Jinyoung had said to you, your place was still in this house with Jackson and him, that they still loved you despite the problems you might caused them in the future.

Even though in the exterior Jaebum seemed to be as calm and collected as ever, he was kind of tense and conflicted in the inside. Jinyoung was determined to cause some trouble in the relationship the three of you shared and after today’s events, he knew the male wouldn’t back up until the three of you had broken up or until your secret was revealed. Unfortunately, Jaebum wasn’t happy with any of those options and he was still hoping he could convince Jinyoung to leave you and Jackson alone, to not blame them for the awful decisions he took in the past about their relationship. Jaebum regretted now ending things the way he did, he closed his eyes, the memory of that exact day coming back as if it had happened tomorrow.

*Flashback*

Jaebum and Jinyoung had been left alone in the practice room, the both of them sitting on the floor exhausted as the looked at their reflections on the mirror. Jinyoung was the affectionate one in their relationship, he knew it was hard for Jaebum to talk about his feelings or express them and that’s why he was always the one to initiate physical contact or a conversation that had to do with their future.

Jinyoung had spent the whole day trying to think of a way of asking Jaebum out on a date. They still weren’t popular enough to not be able to go out by themselves and if the guys asked, they could just say they had some stuff to do together or something like that, Jaebum was good at making up excuses so that would be left to him. Taking a deep breath, Jinyoung looked up at Jaebum on the mirror, their eyes met and both of them spoke at the same time.

“I have something to tell you”

“We need to talk”

Now, Jinyoung may not have too much dating experience but he knew by the dramas he had seen that those words were never a good sign. His stomach started twisting in small knots as his fingers started nervously playing with the hem of his hoodie, Jinyoung nodded, quietly signaling for Jaebum to keep talking but the other just shook his head.

“You first” Jaebum said, looking as nervous as he did.

Call Jaebum coward but he really wasn’t looking forward to break his best friend’s heart. After a whole night of no rest and thinking, Jaebum had come up with the conclusion of their relationship not being possible. The scandals that would appear if somebody ever saw them together would definitely end their career and break the amazing group the company had formed and called GOT7, he hadn’t worked so hard during his whole teenage years to ruin everything because of a small, childish crush. 

Jinyoung would understand for sure, he had to.

“Okay, uh…” Jinyoung distracted his shaky hands by twisting the hem of his hoodie, his eyes darting nervously to Jaebum and then back to the floor “I thought we could go out for lunch tomorrow...Together? Or maybe to the arcade when practice is over? Just have some fun, you know?”

“Sure” Jaebum accepted quickly, Jinyoung smiled relieved “Maybe we could tell Youngjae or Yugyeom and Bambam, they seem to be a little stressed la-”

“I...I said us...Just, you and me, you know?” Jinyoung insisted, Jaebum sighed.

“As friends right?” Jaebum asked, he didn’t really know how to speak the words echoing in his mind without hurting Jinyoung so he was just hoping that the latter would get the clue.

Jinyoung felt as if his heart broke a little when Jaebum spoke again, he didn’t want to be friends, hadn’t they made their feelings clear already? Why was he backing off all of a sudden? “What?” He asked, a small frown on his face “Why? D-Did I do something?”

Jaebum shook his head, this time, he was the one that looked down to the floor “No, I just...It’s just better if we don’t...If we are just friends, you know? Better for the group, for the company and for everyone else” He muttered clearing his throat awkwardly, too ashamed of what was he saying to speak with Jinyoung.

“We could keep it as a secret” Jinyoung tried, not wanting to let their relationship go “Nobody would have to know, it would be our secret”

“Secrets always end up being revealed Jinyoung” Jaebum said, standing up already heading to the door “This will only cause us more trouble” 

After those words, Jinyoung was left alone in the practice room staring at his own reflection as he watched tears rolling down his cheek, as he watched how his heart had been broken in mere seconds.

“Jaebum? Hey?” Jackson snapped his fingers in front of his boyfriend face for the umpteenth time in merely five seconds, getting slightly frustrated at the lack of attention the other male was paying him. 

Jaebum, still with a dazed look on his face, finally looked up at Jackson “(Y/N) and I just asked you if you felt like having some fried chicken for dinner?”

“Or you prefer pizza?” You asked glancing at him

“You guys choose whatever you want, I’m not that hungry” 

Right in the moment you realized there was something wrong with Jaebum. You had lived with both of them for enough time to know that when one of them wasn’t hungry then that meant there was something bothering them, that there was something stuck in their heads which was worrying them enough to take away their appetite. Jackson shrugged and picked his phone from the coffee table, calling your favorite fried chicken place to order some while you leaned back against the couch, eyes glued to Jaebum’s expression trying to guess what was wrong.

“Everything okay?” You asked hugging your pillow, putting your laptop away to pay attention to him

Jaebum sighed “Just have to figure out how to solve this issue” He muttered running his fingers through his hair

“There’s nothing to solve here Jaebum, either Jinyoung accepts who we are and what we are or he doesn’t” You replied looking to the television, speaking out your thoughts for the first time “And if he doesn’t, I’m ready to go down putting up a fight, are you not?” You had expected him to answer, confident in himself like he always was but instead silence welcomed you. Frowning, you turned your head to face Jaebum but he was just looking down at his hands, fidgeting with the hem of his shirt.

“Jaebum?” You asked quietly

“It’s more complicated than just that  (Y/N)” He said sounding frustrated, tired, exasperated. Honestly, Jaebum didn’t know what to do in this kind of situation, Jinyoung seemed pretty determined to ruin whatever they had even if that meant taking the whole group down with him but could he really choose between his career and you? Jaebum wasn’t too sure about it.

“But you-”

“I ordered chicken!”

Jackson, who had been listening to the brief exchange in the kitchen, interrupted the conversation before another argument could be started. This was obviously the biggest crisis the relationship the three of you had was going through and none of you knew who to handled it. Jackson truly realized this was serious when Jaebum, the most calm one out of the three of you, seemed to be on edge too about to explode if somebody pressured him too much. Willing to not hurt you anymore, Jackson got in between the conversation you and Jaebum were having, just the confused and stressed look on your face when Jaebum didn’t reply to your conversation was enough to shatter his heart into small pieces. You didn’t deserve this, why things had to go incredibly wrong now that they seemed to be getting better? What was Jinyoung’s problem anyways? Whatever the answers to those questions were, Jackson was determined to find a solution, one in which the three of you would have your happily ever after.

Dinner was more of the same. Whenever the three of you ate together the time during the meal was usually lively, kind of noisy too since the boys and you shared anecdotes and stuff you three had done during the day. Laughter was what filled your kitchen but tonight it was full of silence, awkward glanced and clearing of throats as attempt to break the silent spell between you and your two boyfriends. 

The roles between the guys seemed to change once again, for the worse this time. Jaebum was back to being cold and distant, too busy with his own thoughts to even follow the random conversation Jackson was trying to keep up. On the other hand, Jackson was still being his lively self, keeping his frustrations hidden for another time as he desperately attempted to cheer the both of you up. It wasn't working though, at least for Jaebum who hadn't said a word since he sat down by the table.

Everything turned worse when Jackson brought up the wrong subject.

"Have you informed your boss about the tour yet?" Jackson asked "We have the green light from the company, they said you could come with us" 

"Yeah" You said with a small smile "I explained the situation and he said I could go if I use all my free days and stuff" Looking at Jackson you saw his smile getting bigger "I need to think about which clothes to wear and stuff" 

"Oh, that black dress that I love" Jackson said playfully, wiggling his eyebrows "And Jaebum and I are taking care of your underwear, right Jae?" He asked with a smirk, glancing at the other male

“I think it’s not a good idea to let you come with us”

Jaebum’s sudden words felt like somebody had poured an entire bucket of icy water over your head. Somehow, your subconscious had seen this coming, you knew Jinyoung’s behaviour was affecting Jaebum as much as you and that scared you so much that you couldn’t even bring yourself to look up at him in that moment. You heard Jackson scoffing besides you, seeing him lean back against his chair by the corner of your eyes.

“Yeah, we might as well ask Jinyoung what could we have for breakfast everyday or if he agrees on the positions we fuck” He said sarcastically, rolling his eyes “For fuck’s sake Jaebum, are you hearing yourself!? What the hell is wrong with you!?” He asked raising his tone, big mistake because he knew that nobody was allowed to yell at him. Jaebum might be calmer than him but he was way more intimidating and dominant than Jackson when it came to arguments and sex.

Jaebum lifted his eyes up from the plate and stare at Jackson “Bringing her would only make things worse Jackson” He said in a warning, threatening tone “The atmosphere would be tense as fuck and the rest of the group wouldn’t be comfortable! The staff would eventually notice something is odd and boom! Our secret is out, revealed and exposed thanks to us”

“Are you serious, right now?” Jackson asked shoving his plate away mad, you glanced at him worried. When Jaebum didn’t answer Jackson turned his head to look at you and sighed trying to calm himself down before speaking again “Kitten why don’t you wait for us in bed? Jaebum and I have some things to discuss” 

You hesitated, it was obvious one of those issues were you and your relationship but Jackson had already stated that he didn’t want you to be there “If this is about us then I should discuss it with you guys, shouldn’t I?”

“(Y/N) please?” Jackson begged in a low, quiet tone “I’m just asking for a few minutes? When Jaebum and I come to a conclusion we will discuss it with you tomorrow” He muttered looking at you sadly, tiredly and frustrated “I promise we won’t make any decisions without you, I just need to talk some stuff out with him” 

Sighing you nodded and stood up, not even picking up your plate to wash it, Jackson wanted you out of the kitchen as soon as possible, he hadn’t said this out loud but you knew him well enough to see that urgent, impatient spark in his eyes “Fine”

Like parents who were about to discuss their divorce with their kids around, Jackson waited until he heard you closing the door of the bedroom to start discussing with Jaebum, little did he know, that you had closed the door indeed but you had stayed outside in the hall where you would surely be able to listen to some moments of their conversation. They stayed quiet for a minute or two, you didn’t need to be there to know Jackson was probably staring intensely at Jaebum with his arms crossed as he leaned on the table, the faint scraping sound that you could hear came from Jaebum chopsticks as he ate and stared at his food simply to avoid Jackson’s mad glaring. The tension was palpable even outside the room and for a brief second you considered the possibility of going back in and attempt to ease things between both of them but one of your boyfriends decided to break the silence.

“You’re not going to fix this problem by staring at me” Jaebum was the first one to talk, his tone wasn’t as tense and threatening as before. It sounded lazy as if he had given up on the argument already. “Say what you want to say, I’m tired and I want to go to sleep”

“You sure ain’t going to solve the problem with that shitty attitude either” Jackson defended himself, still with his eyes glued to Jaebum “What’s your problem?”

“This whole situation is my problem Jackson” Jaebum replied without hesitating, shoving his plate away too

Jackson scoffed again “So? It’s her problem, it’s my problem too! Do you see us being jerks? No, right?” He asked sounding even more frustrated than before but keeping his voice low so you wouldn’t be able to hear him well “What I want to know is why, a few minutes ago you talked about her as if SHE was the problem, as if she was a burden to you”

“I just said bringing her along would make things worse”

Before you were gently kicked out of the kitchen, Jaebum’s words had unconsciously made you feel like a burden, as if you were the root of the problem but in order to not make things worse you had discarded it as quick as it appeared, blocking it and forgetting it. But now that you knew Jackson had heard it the same way as you, you knew it wasn’t something you had made up, it was something Jaebum had said with that intention.

“You know who makes things worse?” Jackson asked losing all his cool, ready to start a fight with Jaebum if he had to “Come on! It’s not a complicated question!”

“Jackson you don’t really know what’s going on here” Jaebum muttered pinching the bridge of his nose, avoiding to look at the other male to not lose his cool too “Like just...Let me think for a solution”

“A solution? We don’t need a fucking solution Jaebum!” Jackson raised his tone, punching the table hard enough to make you flinch “The solution is tell Jinyoung to fuck off because he’s just speaking bullshit! He got in her head Jaebum! You didn’t see how she was when I got there!”

“We DO need a solution Jackson! We can’t just...We...This wasn’t supposed to happen!”

“What do you mean?” Jackson asked frowning, looking at him extremely confused “We talked about telling the guys a lot of times! This would have happened eventually”

“I’m talking about US Jackson!” Jaebum spitted out. His frustration was talking for him but for some reason the male couldn’t stop himself and kept saying one thing after another without thinking about it too much “Jinyoung is right! What the fuck are we doing with our lives!? With our careers!? If we get caught is over, Jackson! Well be back to being nobodies, she will be a slut for the public eye! We got ourselves into such a huge mess without realizing it!”

“A mess huh?” Jackson’s voice was quiet and calm which was even more scary than when he was shouting “That’s how you view our relationship? A mess? A problem?”

“I didn’t mean it like that” Jaebum shook his head frustrated “You just don’t understand, you don’t get us” 

“Us? So now you and Jinyoung are a thing?” Jackson scoffed, Jaebum groaned frustrated “You know what? You can sleep on the couch tonight, I really don’t want you to be talking more bullshit around OUR girlfriend and hurting her feelings even more”

“You know I can’t sleep there Jackson, my back hurts so much when-”

“You’re free to go back to the dorms too, you’re not getting in our bedroom tonight” Jackson repeated again in a really stern tone, looking into his eyes “And I swear to God Jaebum, you either stop acting like a jerk or I won’t hesitate to take her away from you, do no tempt me” Jackson threatened “Because I love you but I love her with all my heart too”

“Would you really kick me out like that? So easily?” 

“Seems like your doubting about this relationship, we don’t need that” 

“I want to stay, I want this to work but...Can’t you see it Jackson? If they find out about us, if they know what we’ve been doing...It’s over, we’re done...Our dreams are gone”

anyways

onto the au

get ready to be a parent to 5 kids

because if your dating the mum and dad of got7 that is what you automatically are

and you have been dating Jinyoung and JB since the ‘Bounce’ days

you were one of the lighting assistants working on the teaser photo shoot

during which you got to know them, as you were one of the few people actually close to their age

you quickly became closer to them both; and soon enough feelings started popping up

both of the boys gained crushes on you, and started competing for your affection, turning it into a competition of sorts

until it started affecting their relationship as JJP, at which point they sat down with each other and had a long chat

which……somehow ended up with them making out

yeah,,,they don’t know how it happened either

turns out as well as liking you, they both lowkey liked each other as a bit more than just friends

the next day, after this, 'revelation’ they approach you together

and it’s a little intimidating

both of them had their serious faces on, and they had cornered you at your apartment, so that you couldn’t avoid the conversation and run away like they thought you might

as it was though, they needn’t have worried as you had a feeling of what they wanted to talk about

I mean, they hadn’t exactly been discreet about the crushes they had on you, and being close to them had made you aware of this,,,'sexual tension’,,,between them

so it wasn’t exactly a surprise when five minutes after they approached you, you were all making out (during which Jinyoung comments “déjà vu” which leads to them explaining everything)

from that point on you three are officially together

you are their biggest supporter while they are JJ Project

and then when Got7 becomes a thing you hype them up during practices, and are their shoulder to lean on during the harder moments

you have also known the other boys from the start, and they have known about you

because despite how JB and Jinyoung are pretty private people, they love you to pieces and will talk about you forever if asked

and while you do become a sort of third parent to the boys, you are the first to join them when one of your boyfriends is getting teased

especially with Yugyeom

you team up and become JJPs biggest fans and annoyances

and when they have their 'Tomorrow, Today’ comeback, it gets even worse so they resort to shutting you up with kisses

(only you, Yuggie just gets hit)

the boys also tend to use you as a shield if Jinyoung or JB are annoyed at them or something, as you are good at distracting and calming them down

just as often as you can be found teasing your boyfriends, you can also been seen in the backgrounds judging Mark and the younger kids with them

you three know each other so well that talking isn’t needed between you

you just share a look and know what the other is thinking

it just so happens that usually those thoughts are “these people are weird”

(oh darlings, have you ever seen yourselves? you are just as weird. Just look at that one Just Right dp)

as you have probably noticed, kissing is mentioned a bit

and that is because our boys love it

I mean, when they have kissing punishments, have you seen how unabashedly Jinyoung carries them out?

also, his lips are perfect for kissing and he knows it, so he is often the one to make advances

not that youn or Jaebum mind,,who would?

and if it happens in front of the boys, any teasing is quickly shut up, either by bribing or scaring, it usually depends on the mood

cuddling doesn’t happen much in the relationship, but hugs do

Jaebum loves to give backhugs, wrapping his arms around you as you brushing your teeth in the morning after they spend the night during days off; or curling his arms around Jinyoungs waist as they rest during practice

Jinyoung can often be found laying down on his phone or reading with you or JB tucked under his shoulder or using him as a pillow

which happens a lot when they are at your place during time off

they basically live at your place by now, only still really living at the dorms for convenience, and because they don’t trust the boys on their own long term without someone dying quite yet

both of them have their own styles, and so you have a lot of fun raiding their closets for different outfits, stealing Jinyoungs button ups and Jaebums oversized t-shirts

and though they may complain they really don’t mind as much as they make it seem, because seeing you in their clothes is actually a little bit of a turn on

dates are usually just time alone indoors, as they will take any chance to relax from their busy schedules, and neither of them are particularly outgoing or energetic

sometimes you will watch a movie and eat takeaway

other times you do board games or complete jigsaw puzzles together

there are even times when you are just content with each others presence, not talking and reading your own books, with just the random giggles from reading a funny line, which never ceases to bring a soft smile to the faces of the other two

you do get out of the house for dates though

usually to a restaurant or Hongdae for street food

you and Jinyoung love it when JB gets drunk, as he gets so silly and it is hilarious, and also a good source of blackmail material which Jinyoung hoards, never knowing when he will need to use it against the leader

so when you do go out on dates, chicken and beer or Korean barbeque with soju all around are usually on the itinerary

matching couple items aren’t really a thing between you

but you do all have the same ring 

which sends fan and shippers into a craze when they spot the boys wearing them (you being out of the medias eyes of course)

and you all have a picture of the three of you together as you phone backgrounds

it’s of you three huddled together in front of the Han River at sunset, taken by Jackson, during a night where ot7+1 went to the riverside for fried chicken after a gruelling practice

speaking of which, you often attend their practices which food and drinks in tow, and a positive attitude

because being with JJP for so long means you are very aware of what an idols life is like, all the ups and downs, because you have been there for your boys through every single one

so when you turn up to the JYP building (where you easily get in because everyone knows you by now) you often take on the leadership role, allowing Jaebum to take a break and just be one of the boys, even if for only 10 minutes

and they love you so much for doing things like this

because you allow them to be normal men in their twenties

with you they can just be,,,instead of having to show the best side of themselves constantly

so of course, they make sure to give you their everything, and try to do as much for you as you do for them

whenever you have work but they have days off they can be found at your place, cleaning and making food for when you return

though they often get distracted by each other, because being in an empty house, alone, with no distractions in the form of schedules or other men, is very tempting

so it isn’t unusual to return from work only to find them,,,busy,,,with each other

and when they notice you are there, all attention is turned to you

let’s just say they know how to get you to relax

basically, you three have a very calm and mature relationship, and might as well be married the way you act

because look at you being cute and domestic with JBs cats and five kids

and actual peace and quiet for once

Definitely not my best or longest thing I have written, but my mind is all over the place right now and I needed to get something out.