Mon Amour | NM & JK
Pairing: Namjoon x reader x Jungkook
Genre: Poly! BTS, established relationship, unrequited(?) love but not really, lowkey angst????? Maybe but itâs just cause Jungkook is stupid
CW: none, kinda sad, jungkook drinks, everyone bi inthis idgaf
Word count: Under 2K
A/N: WOOOOOO Iâm free from the shackles of responsibility. Not sure how I feel about this but the poly bts wip post seemed to get a good reaction. Enjoy đŤĄ
Baby, youâre my kryptonite
Honestly, you make me wanna
âOhhh, sexy Namjoon!â drunken words fall out of his mouth as though it was proper conversation.
Rvike: lol Jk is very drunk I see.
âNamjoon!â He exclaims in a slurred fashion.
Rvike: Wrong.
Rvike: Wanna take another guess âchic boyâ lol
His eyes widen, looking like a small galaxy underneath his purple and blue LED lights. His pink lips part slightly in an âoâ shape, and his tongue and teeth show through slightly.
âHuh?â He squints as if trying to remember something important.
âWhatâŚOh! Noona! Itâs you!â He cries out. Heâll get another noise complaint later, but the alcohol in his system makes him loose.
Rvike: Yep! Thereâs my smart boy.
He smiles. Alcohol makes him very loose.
Jungkook took a long time to warm up to you. He scowled at you when you were introduced as Namjoonâs girlfriend. Like hell, you two are serious. Namjoon told you âItâs just an adjustment period.â. Jungkook just needed to get used to you being around. He always treated him gently even as he grew into adulthood. Heâs not sure if itâs because he still sees him as a kid or because he sees him as someone special.
âI donât like her.â
âWhy?â
âI just donât.â
Tae and Jimin give each other a knowing look while eating their takeout. Tae chokes on his noodles as Jimin chuckles holding his chopsticks.
âWhat?â Jungkook crosses his arms and pouts as he questions them. He hates not being involved.
âJealous much?â Jimin snorts as V throws his head forward, still holding the noodles in his mouth.
He furrows his brows, slamming his palms onto the table and shaking the silverware with his force. His ears turn red as he raises his voice reactionarily, âOf what?â
âHi.â
You give Jungkook a small wave, tiptoeing towards him in your silettos. You slowly approach him like a stray rabbit. Afraid that the moment you make a slightly harsh move, heâll run away scared.
He turns his head around and narrows his bloodshot eyes. His hair is dishelved as his nose drips like a leaky faucet. His makeup runs down his face in streaks, h There you stand gorgeous in your evening dress. You look like a goddess, someone to worship and devote their lives to you; to have your praises sung from the heavens while mortals like Jungkook can only destroy themselves in envy.
âYou are my everything. Where my happiness begins and ends. The world falls apart when Iâm with you; leaving me with nothing except us and our future. IâI feel truly present within myself whenever Iâm with you. I may not be a perfect man and weâve had our fair amount of disagreement. AhâI can see you nodding your head. Thatâs cute. Oh, god, donât make me cry too! In every moment, youâve been there. Youâve supported me, loved meâmade me a better man. I may not be able to fulfill all your expectations of me; however, Iâll be more than happy to stand next to you for the rest of my life.â
Donât say it.
âWill youââ
Donât fucking say it.
âMarryâ
Stop it. Stop it. Stop it. The moment you say it, Iâm finished. The moment you say it, Iâll mean nothing to you. Iâll be nothing.
âMe?â
Fuck.
âI saw you leaving during dinner; which, yâknow, seemed weird cause youâve been complaining about wanting to eat the whole night.â You fidget with your new wedding ring over your long velvet gloves. The gold brings out the shine in your eyes, highlighting your long lashes. The small smile you give shows the gap between your front teeth. Youâre so charming it's disgusting.
He turns his head and sniffles.
âIâm fine.â He mutters as wobbles onto his feet.
You stumble over; ghosting over his shoulder, worried heâll fall face-first into the floor.
âHey, are you sure because I can call an Uberââ
He roughly shoves his shoulder away from you leaving you standing in the cold night air.
He hates you and himself a little more that night.
He gets an earful that morning from Jin.
âThe least you can do is show some conduct! Just because youâre jealous of Namjoon doesnât mean you get to worry us all sick!â
Jungkook doesnât understand what he means by âjealous ofâ.
Still, despite his standoffish attitude, he warms up to you.
You have a loud laugh that rivals Jinâs in obnxiousity. You feed Bam and Yeontan whenever he and Tae are too busy. You always ask how everyone in the group is doing. Most of all, he sees how happy Namjoon is with you. His dimples permanently frame his face and his eyes resemble a crescent moon when heâs in your presence. He looks at you youâve given him life itself; although, something still feels off.
âOiiii, Jung-kookkieeeeee.â
He bursts out in a bunny smile as he sits up in bed.
âYesssss, Noonaaaaaaa.â
âYou want dinner?â
âAbsolutelyâWait why do you ask?â
âOh, Namjoon and I were just thinking about you. He said this dish is your favorite, so why not share.â
His heart beats a little faster than he would like at that statement. He giggles as his cheeks turn pink.
âOk, you want me to bring anything?â
âJust yourself. Youâre more than enough.â
He knows you mean that statement jokingly, but he canât stop thinking about it on the way to Namjoonâs house.
When he arrives at the front door, you open it with Namjoonâs oversized hoodie and dark sweats on; wooden spoon covered in sauce in hand as you smile with a âWelcome!â it clicks.
Jungkook has never liked two people for this long. Heâs had short-term crushes that have occasionally coincided with his long-term ones, yet they have never been so in sync as with his love for you and Namjoon.
Rvike: Jungkookie
Rvike: Jungkookie
âHi, Noona.â He gives a toothy smile making his chews feel warmer than they already are.
Rvike: Kookie, sing me a song please
He leans into his arm as he giggles rereading your comment. His long curls tickle his eye lids.
âSing me a song, which one?â
Rvike: Any song you feel like singing
âSong I feel like singing? MmmmâOh I know.â He quickly grabs his mic and pulls up the lyrics for his chosen song.
âThis oneâs for you and Namjoon Noona!â
Mon amour
You know you free my soul
You ride my wave, I control
Rvike: your voice is like butter
Rvike: I want to date you Jungkook
He chuckles and leans his head down with his bangs framing his face. His heart feels like its being squeezed.
âHow can you say thing like that on live?â
A small fear sets in. He canât help but voice it as his eyes go slightly wide.
âWhat will Hyung say?â
Rvike: lmao that was RM
Oh. oh. Itâs a surprise but the squeezing feeling doesnât leave. It feels like the hands have been replaced with another, stronger pair.
Rvike: Jk marry me
Rvike: I love you
He throws his head down on the counter next to his whiskey. His body shakes with laughter and embarrassment. He raises his head to show his small tears and wide smile. He runs his hands through his hair, wishing it was either one of yours. Suddenly, his apartment feels too big for him and Bam.
Rvike: lmao heâs also drunk
âHehe, sorry for making you take care of us Noona.â
Rvike: Donât worry
Rvike: Iâll take care of you both for the rest of my life if I have to
His eyes scan the message and he giggles. Everything feels so light but heavy when heâs drunk.
âYouâre so sweet Noona. I love you.
Rvike: I love you too Kookie
Rvike: Iâll go take care of Namjoonie
Rvike: call me if you need anything
âOkayyyyy, bye Noona.â He gives a small wave.
Heâll think about calling you for the rest of the night. Heâll dream about sleeping between you and Namjoon. His large chest on his back, wrapping his arm around his waist. Your smaller hand will hold onto Namjoonâs as your other one guides Jungkookâs head into your shoulder. Jungkook always feels so small around you both. Youâll laugh about his hair tickling you as you drag your leg around him and Namjoon. Jungkook will grab you by your waist closer, as heâs always wanted as he tells you to bear with it. Heâll smell your jasmine perfume mixed with Namjoonâs musk and booze scent as he falls into slumber. There heâll wake up the next morning to you and Namjoon smiling with him; instead of an empty bed and a hangover.
Je tâaime, Mon amour
Iâve been wildinâ
Your love is so violent
You givinâ me solace
If only he could.
Je tâaime, Mon amour
You make me wanna dive in
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