#pewter casting

*screams into a pillow. It does not do much to middle the noise*

I've got a small handful of tests and talks to do with a variety of specialists

And then my doctor's are going to look at giving me an official diagnosis of Fibromyalgia.

That should probably sound very upsetting but I'm actually excited / relieved. I've been aware i probably have Fibromyalgia (or something very similar, testing so far is leaving towards Fibro) for like six years now, so I'm well over that absorption of knowledge and processing things.

I've been trying to find answers for my medical struggles since highschool. I'm about to turn thirty.

Bro that's FIFTEEN YEARS of ACTIVELY seeking doctor help. Most those years were spent just trying to convince any of them I was not making up my symptoms.

Feels good to finally be in a spot in life where they not only take me seriously but actually engage me in real discussion about things, and offer what solutions we can.

There's sadly not a lot to be done for my condition, I'm prepared to love with it for the rest of my life and already have been, but there's a lot of good things that can come from having the diagnosis, and they're actively studying and working on attempted cures and treatments for fibromyalgia. So we'll see what the future holds.