Hey, Steph.
Sorry if this is kinda awkward- you probably remember how much I word vomit when I get nervous and I'm really fucking nervous right now, probably even more scared than I was for our Pasquallis study-date.
I think you're kind of a bitch. I forgive you, because of course I do, because I love you, but I don't know. You went to the same school as me for 4 years, you saw me richie and Ruth getting bullied for years and you never said a word. It was bad, really fucking bad, like Rich still gets scared about it in THIS life bad. And you just did nothing- you only cared about me when I was useful to you. And sure maybe feelings followed after that but you were just fully prepared to use the nerdy kid to cheat and then fuck off.
I don't know.
I love you, still, and of course I forgive you- this is just something that's been nagging at me for a while.
Sorry.
-pete.
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