#patrick tpobaw

Heres an edit ive made of charlie from tpobaw!

I felt like a huge genius when i made the outro and used both siblings for 'shes not here, hes not here' BUT THAT MIGHT BE JUST ME

Anyways i also have a doodle of patrick!

I like drawing his hair

Trigger Warnings: mentions of abuse & suicide

Patrick slid off the couch onto the floor with an exasperated groan, “You’re so literal, Charlie.” The brunette blinked a couple times dazed and stuttering just slightly, “What do you mean?” “I mean I’m not really going to—” He looked over, noticing the gloss of tears his friend was quickly and awkwardly ridding his face of. The blood drained from the effeminate man’s face immediately, regretting what he had said moments before. Sam had reminded him a couple times to adjust his verbiage, but Patrick, being a fan of the theatric and sarcastic, made the mistake of mentioning suicide at times of peak dramatics. 

“Hey, hey, I didn’t mean it. I’m sorry, Charlie. I’m not gonna kill myself.” He held out his arms awkwardly before realizing the positioning, with Charlie sitting on the floor, and his legs in the air, wouldn’t work too well. He pushed himself onto his knees and scuffled over to the brunette with outstretched arms. The freshman curled into the embrace immediately, sniffing and huffing as he did. “I’m sorry, I don’t need to joke about shit like that, I’m gonna work on it.” And he was, he was going to work on it. 

“I’ve been really worried about you, Pat,” the wallflower spoke after some extended time of silence; it was a long silent embrace. The brunette’s heart sink to the pit of his stomach with a mixture of guilt and confusion. “Why’s that, Charlie?” “You don’t seem happy, I know you always say you are, but you never act it unless you’re high or drunk.” Patrick pursed his lips in a tight, awkward line, “You worry ‘bout me too much, bud.” Charlie pulled away from the embrace, hands resting on either side of Patrick’s knees, “No, Patrick I know what that looks and feels like. It hurts, and it just won’t go away. You shouldn’t have to deal with that all on your own.” 

The dark haired man shifted uncomfortably, running his hands up and down the denim on his thighs, “Just a little bummed about the shit with Brad, I’ll get over it.” “It was there before too,” The response was flat, and immediate. “What?”

“It was there before your fight with Brad, Patrick. It was there when things were at their best, and even more when they were at their worst. It’s always there, I’ve seen it. I can recognize it.”

His throat went tight as he tore his eyes away from his concerned friend. “We’re all a little down on ourselves sometimes, what's a guy to do, wallflower?” A twitch of a smile made a brief appearance on Charlie’s face before it dropped back to a slight frown and he sighed, “Have you thought about writing about it? Or some sort of outlet.” 

“I’m definitely no writer, that’s your thing.” 

“What about art?” 

“Did you keep my clock or did you just throw it away?” 

“I kept it— what about therapy?” 

“Therapy? Jesus, I am not that fucked up, Charlie.”

“Does that make me fucked up?” 

“You know what I mean, Charlie. No. You’re not fucked up.”

“Y’know what’s fucked up?”

“Hm?”

“Watching your longtime boyfriend get himself beat within an inch of his life and then he rejects you the next day and beats the shit out of you in front of everyone you know.”

Pairing: Patrick x FTM!reader

Warnings: Swearing, sexual references

Note: If anyone gets the reference in the tittle- I love you. For those who don’t- When Sam asks Patrick if she can do “the tunnel thing” in the tunnel to Heroes, he says, “Mamma Patrick says no” so ye

Also- kind of short, so sorry! (Word count: 420)

Masterlist

bf! Ezra who holds you tight and whispers sweet nothings into your ear whilst you had a nightmare. "Shhh...shh...its okay I promise. Im right here, see? its okay." bf! Ezra who excitedly shows you their new art with the biggest smile on their face bf! Ezra who washes your hair gently whilst you're too depressed to take care of yourself bf! Ezra who is surprisingly a VERY good cook and makes you try all of their food to make sure it's "good enough for you." bf! Ezra who let's you paint their nails any color you desire bf! Ezra who is so eagerly to have you meet their mom its insane bf! Ezra who hands you their wallet whenever they feel like it so you can "treat yourself." bf! Ezra who's grip gets tighter anytime a man compliments you bf! Ezra who defends you with their life from the paparazzi because you want your relationship to remain private bf! Ezra who loves taking you on joyrides so you can feel the wind in your hair bf! Ezra who likes to take you to pick flowers and strawberries(and secretly photographs you while doing so and keeps it as their lock screen) bf! Ezra who always wants you to fall asleep on their chest so you can hear their heartbeat speed up. bf! Ezra who makes you wear their boxers and t shirts to bed so they can feel your flush skin against theirs in the cool bed bf! Ezra who stuffs their fingers in your mouth when you're mouthing off bf! Ezra who has a hard time saying no to you, especially when you give them those big puppy eyes. "Aw, c'mon, baby...you know I don't get payed til- oh fuck it. Put it in the cart." bf! Ezra who carries you up to bed when you fall asleep on the couch bf! Ezra who will absolutely do the living room routine with you bf! Ezra who will bring you to shoots to try to impress you(They end up getting shy) bf! Ezra who uses their hands as a heating pad for whenever you have your period bf! Ezra who loves you more than anything in the world and never falls to show it.