#overthinking brain

Sooo… I gotta make a lil unfortunate announcement for everyone who sees this. I’m being shipped back to my dad’s house (aka family hell ft. my dad, his wife a.k.a my “stepmom,” and my grandma).

And this time it’s not just two weeks or whatever… I’ll be stuck there for like a whole ass YEAR until I finish my first year of college 💀 The only time I can come back to my mom’s side is for Thanksgiving and Christmas, which feels like forever away. And y’all already know how strict my dad's side of the family (which includes my dad, his wife (my "stepmom", and my grandma) are with me using tech… so there’s a slight possibility I might not be able to post for a while.

But!! I refuse to say goodbye because I don’t wanna believe I’ll be gone that long. Hopefully if my mom + stepdad help me out with some money (and if my mom can talk things out with my dad), I might be able to get back here sooner. If I get enough money, I can get myself a new phone and maybe they won’t be so damn nosy about what I’m doing on it 👀

So yeah. Wish me luck y’all 🙏💔 manifesting that I’ll be back faster than a month. I don’t wanna vanish.

Tagging all my mutuals @ruinationz and @turbotasticnumberone and @cartoon-cat7241 and @cru5h-cascades and @seleyaaaa and @mono-squamblo and @strayfelinez and @strangelilangel and @yukihirop and @rivertheemoo and @meatmedallion and @eeeeeeeeep-lolz and @drownedsilverforever

Additional Note: I also wanna apologize to my two mutuals ( @ruinationz and @turbotasticnumberone) on Discord 🫶💜 Before y’all go “but if you couldn’t be online on Discord, how come you sometimes posted on Tumblr??” — lemme explain. At my mom’s house, she had a strict time limit on how long I could use tech (phones, iPads, etc… not TV tho lol). And the time I was given wasn’t enough to properly hang out on Discord, it only let me do small things like make a quick Tumblr post or scroll a bit. So I wasn’t lying about not really being online — I just literally didn’t have enough time to spend in Discord convos the way I wanted to.

My brain: Gojo Satoru hasn't taken a shower ever since Toji incident. Why? Cause his infinity is always on and water can't pass through his barrier He can't use axe spray either cause it won't pass through his infinity. He'd smell but that can't pass through his infinity, so people don't realize he stinks.

Sometimes things don’t work out how you want it to and it hurts, but what’s a good life without a little pain along the way I guess.

I got to learn to let go of things instead of thinking about them in the early hours of the morning😞😑. I’m taking myself off to bed ha